long story short it’s relationship problems it was good at first but it just started to go down hill and then cheating startedand then when i thought everything was ACTUALLY GOOD he’s getting mad at me for things he shouldn’t even be mad about.like i really think he’s just trying to make me break up with him,but everytime i do he blows up my phone comes to my houseand stuff but like for example a little information i cant lay on my left side because it makes my whole leg go numb he proceeded to ask me to rub himand im like ok, but i have to get on my side yk it be hurtingand layed on my side even though i knew it was gone hurt just to rub him he said nvm dontworry about it then and thenproceeded to argue with me saying that if i didn’t wanna rub him that’s all i had tosay mind you i rub him EVERYDAYand i never get rubbed orcuddled and just TODAY he got mad at me because he hadn’tgotten in the shower yetand proceeded to put his hands inhis pants and got mad bc i didn’t want to smell it

hey back again. same person that had the situation with their cousin. I told him it was okay.. but GOSH I feel DISGUSTING and DISGUSTED. His gf found out about the situation and broke up with him. I would feel bad. I would accept his apology. I would mean it when I said its okay. And honestly I'm starting to blame myself. I could have spoken and said I was not comfortable. but that still doesn't make it right. Am I a bad person for lying and not truthfully accepting his apology..?

Ive been struggling alot recently. In the past year and a half my life has fallen apart. Ive lost almost all my friends, i only have 2. My boyfriend, and my friend who doesnt go to school. I went from being liked by a few people to being hated by people ive never even fucking spoken to. Its hard. School is a problem, but my home life is worse. My whole family treats me like a burden, my siblings always call me fat and never actually talk to me, so i always stay in my room. My parents fight all the time and tell me horrible things, both have told me to take my own life. Im 17, i have nowhere else to go. I turn 18 in November and i fear ill be kicked out and left alone to suffer. I try my best to seem normal and to help myself but it really sucks and its so painful. Ive always been quiet and to myself but ive been struggling sense i was little. I wish my life was different because being stuck in a house like this surrounded by people who hate me make it hard for me to want to keep going.