My mother cares more about her fucked up fiance than me and my sister. We lost our dad almost 7 years ago now, and when he passed, my mother wasn't here for her or me; I raised my sister from then to even now. I've taught her all the values and rights and wrongs she knows, I help with her school work, make sure she does everything right. I was there. My mother wasn't. My mother still isn't here. She is awesome sometimes though, for like a week. It feels like she is mother of the year for a week; though, it takes a very steep slope down the fucked up rabbit whole of the other man whom she makes us call step-dad. The day my father died I vowed I would never call another person dad or step-dad. Here I am though, forced to call this narcissistic asshole a "step-dad". I'm just so tired of being put last, and I feel like my mother should always put her children first. But she never does. It goes fiance-animals-sister-me. IM SO SICK OF ITTTTT

my mom makes me feel like I am a burden and that I am the cause of her problems, when she doesn't see how I am struggling with my mental health, she starts arguments with me and it makes me feel worse because I don't like when she argues with me but she doesn't care and I think I am loosing my mind

hey back again. same person that had the situation with their cousin. I told him it was okay.. but GOSH I feel DISGUSTING and DISGUSTED. His gf found out about the situation and broke up with him. I would feel bad. I would accept his apology. I would mean it when I said its okay. And honestly I'm starting to blame myself. I could have spoken and said I was not comfortable. but that still doesn't make it right. Am I a bad person for lying and not truthfully accepting his apology..?