Hey yall, guy from the 2nd grade relationship rant. I should clarify, she said we never matched but also she was honest and kind about it. In no way was she disrespectful or cruel about it, just honest, and I believe she made a choice that was best for herself. But to everyone who has posted since then, I want you to know I love you all. I could never know the pain you're going through right now, but I love you through it all. You deserve love, and peace, and grace, and everything good in-between. You aren't what you believe, because I KNOW YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING. I pray every day you'll find someone who will see YOU. Never forget, I love you no matter what. If one person can, it stands to reason someone else can too. Never forget your worth, never.

My mother cares more about her fucked up fiance than me and my sister. We lost our dad almost 7 years ago now, and when he passed, my mother wasn't here for her or me; I raised my sister from then to even now. I've taught her all the values and rights and wrongs she knows, I help with her school work, make sure she does everything right. I was there. My mother wasn't. My mother still isn't here. She is awesome sometimes though, for like a week. It feels like she is mother of the year for a week; though, it takes a very steep slope down the fucked up rabbit whole of the other man whom she makes us call step-dad. The day my father died I vowed I would never call another person dad or step-dad. Here I am though, forced to call this narcissistic asshole a "step-dad". I'm just so tired of being put last, and I feel like my mother should always put her children first. But she never does. It goes fiance-animals-sister-me. IM SO SICK OF ITTTTT

my mom makes me feel like I am a burden and that I am the cause of her problems, when she doesn't see how I am struggling with my mental health, she starts arguments with me and it makes me feel worse because I don't like when she argues with me but she doesn't care and I think I am loosing my mind