My sister (13) is the exact antithesis of what I was at her age. For context, I am 17, also AFAB. This is such a loser thing to say, but I’m so unbearably jealous of her. She has a huge social circle and friends in all her classes, whilst i didn’t have a singular friend at her age (i barely have two friends who rarely reach out to me rn, im always the one to reach out). To add onto that, she has an actual best friend, while I myself have never had a best friend in my entire life. She even has a boyfriend and guess what??? I’ve never had a relationship ever. She’s also very conventionally attractive whilst i am absolutely not. I have acne scars all over my face. Sometimes it even hurts to look at her for too long because she reminds me that my teenage experience is almost over and i never got to experience anything like she has.