i genuinely liked this boy. he was polite, quiet, and we related a lot, especially socially. legit i introduced myself through little letters that he would write back to me. we began talking, and he was genuinely my whole world, even if he was only a friend. i didnt mind him being a friend, in fact, i preferred it that way. BUT THEN I COULDNT TALK TO HIM ANYMORE CUZ MY PARENTS SAID NO, since i techincally confessed when i gave my first letter. and even after they made me explain i was only friends, AND HE AGREED, they still didnt let me talk. he made me want to go to school. and when i couldn't talk with him, it destroyed me. i hated getting up. i hated life. i hate life. my friends had recently explained to him why i wasnt talking. initially my friend lied and said he was looking around for me, and then told me later that he actually looked rlly confused, and kept asking for repeats. now ik forsure he wont talk cuz he's too polite to barge in. I want him to forget me, free from me.