Everyone fricking sucks. my parents keep going "oh so yeah, we're the dumb ones and you have all the knowledge" like stfu i did not say that- when i say stuff like "never mind" or "no its okay then" when im trying to explain something- its cuz i cant understand it enough myself to explain it well, not cuz im thinking ur stupid like wtf💀 I can't talk to the only guy i like, even if its already been thoroughly and painfully explained to him that we're only friends (in which he agreed) AND I HAVE TO SEE HIM EVERYDAY, HE'S SO CLOSE BUT YET JUST OUT OF REACH- AND I EFFING HATE EVERYONE- i dont know if im js sensitive or shiih, but there are so many toxic traits, and i would much rather be alone than with people around me at this rate. and how i could explain that i wanna effing die when all that would happen is that ppl would tell me off and say that im overreacting or act rlly nice for two seconds and proceed like they didnt just see me cry, and go back to acting all normal again. LIKE TF