I just want to feel like I matter to someone. Ever since I deleted my Instagram, it’s like I don’t exist to them anymore. I don’t even know why I thought stepping away would help, maybe I just needed a break from everything. I keep hoping someone will notice, just show that they remember me, but every day that passes makes me feel smaller, like I’m just fading out of their world while they go on with theirs. No one’s reached out, not a single person and I keep wondering if I ever even meant anything to them, like they don’t even care that we stopped talking, it hurts, it really hurts, feeling like I’m already forgotten while I’m still here, still trying to hold myself together. I just wanted someone to care… to tell me they still think about me but maybe they never did after all.