I messed up REAL bad. So I had a boyfriend lets call him D and I loved him so so so much we were together for 2 months and we've know eachother since november 2025. before I met him I met this one dude lets call him P and him and I played roblox together mostly all the time but then I started dating D and we grew apart. Recently I met this one dude lets call him S now S and I met on roblox mic up the same place I met both D and P. I introduced S and P together and their nice friends. The 3 of us have a discord gc together and we play and talk all the time and we started flirting. Then D found out I was cheating on him and broke up with me/blocked me but the reason he found out is because S told me along with a girl who was a pick me and S also blocked me. P stayed but today he blocked me on everything and I know I messed up and I should feel bad for what I did but I for some reason only feel loved if I send nudes or flirt with someone. I hate the way I am. I was cheated on and now im 1