My family makes me feel alone and has worsen my mental health problems. Even though they know I'm struggling they still don't help. Every time we go out as a family they ruin it for me and say I always have an attitude even though it's their fault. They also put so much stress on my. My mom treats me like shit compared to my siblings and likes to throw shade on me whenever she can. For example, today I said i feel like I would be the type of college kid to be into my studies and my mother choice to say "oh you aren't I already know." That ruined my mood to talk to her and she asks why I talk to strangers instead of her. She's ALWAYS so negative to me. I feel like I'm never heard or I'm pushed aside and I have no one. My mom has told me I make her so mad to the point she wants to kill me. I'vw had thoughts of calling CPS multiple times.