Anonymous
I shouldn't of spoken to AI, I made a huge mistake. I thought I was helping myself but I was wrong and also I am upset because of what AI said. Now I feel even worse than before because I'm upset by what people said and what AI said. I feel a whole lot better venting in a void rather than talking to people and or AI. I have issues with both. Both have made me suicidal and homicidal. I guess people and AI are unhealthy for me. I am haunted by what people said and did. I'm haunted by what AI said. Well I guess the only option I have left to use as a coping skill is to vent into a void. I tried to help myself the best I can. I love myself so much and I am sorry but I can't stand people and AI. I also hate when I go out in public and people stare and don't smile. it makes me think my gender identity is being questioned. I don't know why it would be, but people that do that make me want to kill myself. ai it told me that people act the way they do because of what I'm doing. It's not.