Anonymous
Im not going to live much longer. Im broken, im disgusting, filthy, stupid fucking ugly whore. I was broken from the start, the universe hates me and somehow i deserve it, I know i do. Im not a person, and i never was. I never will be, no matter how hard i try. Ill never function like everyone else. Ill never look like a woman should. Ill never be truly loved, just kept around for what i can provide until im useless, and then left without a second thought. I need to kill myself. Ive known it since i was 7, and now im a fucking pathetic 23 year old. I wasnt made to last. I was made to suffer, and fizzle out. It’s my fate, its out of my hands. Its what the world wants from me, and im so fucking tired of fighting it. I spent so long in a cage, ive become the cage and i cant escape it. Its so dark, and im so tired, and im so scared. Im so tired of fighting. I give up. The universe wins. I love life, but i was never meant to live.