hrgh, gonna vent a little more. (the third year college girl with no friends here again loool) a couple days ago i also decided to take a huge leap and tell this girl i know online (practically my only one friend but i fear im losing her due to my own actions and whatever,,) that i had developed feelings for her. in the past she messaged me once saying that she might have feelings for me but at the time she wasn't sure so i didnt tell her what i felt back. we remained friends after that, no biggie,, but so many things happened since then and i just had to tell her how i felt. I don't know why i bothered. Our friendship dwindled so much recently bc of me. Why did i decide now was a good time to tell her i feel about her? She essentially rejected me, kindly ofc, bc she said she's figuring her own shit out and doesn't like me as much any more. i don't know how but we're still friends after that. I feel so embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I don't deserve to be her friend.