Anonymous
back again. the third year college student here. It's nearly four AM and i can't sleep because i've just been lying in bed crying. i want to change. i want to be likeable to have friends so im not lonely anymore. but i feel like nothing works. am i really that undesirable? i feel so disgusting and ugly. maybe thats why i have no friends and never had a significant other. i wish i was pretty/beautiful/decent looking. i wish i had friends. i wish that someone wanted me. i wish it was easy to change myself for the better. i wish for so so so many things.