I'm 8 months pregnant and I've been in a relationship that's a year and four months long now. I hate myself for putting myself in this situation. He's the worst partner you could ever think of, he knows how much he hurts me emotionally and mentally all he does is just apologize and my stupid ass believes him and he ends up doing the same thing. After a recent big fight he promised a date and flowers something he's never given to me and it was supposed to be tomorrow.. we decided to book an Airbnb instead.. I wanted nothing but a hug from him because it's been really hard for me with this pregnancy. And guess what, since he can't be strict with his family they used his money and he can't even look for his fare to come see me after I offered to pay for the stay and meals for two nights. It's too much for him and after that I'm mean and inconsiderate.. I wish there was a way to fall out of love I can't do this to myself anymore. I'm just worthless and stupid at the end of it all.