really liked a girl who moved away. no way to contact her, no one knows I like anyone and not planning on letting ‘em know. people have openly stated that im one of the happiest people they know, and i want it to stay that way without worrying anyone. i haven’t been able to talk to anyone about the girl, and I can’t contact her so it’s just me and my brain. sometimes i feel like i could cry, but i don’t because either there’s no point or I just don’t have the energy. from time to time she comes back to my town, and I only know this from her friends saying she stayed over. i never see her when she comes to town, i wish I could at least know she’s there while she is and not be notified after she’s left. i never told her I liked her, so obviously im worried she never liked me in the first place, or even if she did is already moving on and talking to someone new. hell, maybe she’s forgotten all about me. There’s not a day I don’t think about her, and I might never see her again.