Rant #1151

i feel so lonely. i have no friends. i just feel so useless and unwanted. i'm in my third year of college and have never had a significant other either. i feel like im drowning and sinking further and further. When i do make friends they don't seem to stick and i feel like its my fault. I've been dealing with this feeling ever since i could remember, even as a small child. I just feel like there's no getting better for me. :(