I've started detaching from everything and everyone i didnt quite notice at first but there were signs for example i barely ate and i started detaching from my salah and deen i started becoming more lustful even as a girl who is gonna turn 13 in a few months and everyone criticized me for everything from the way i look,eat,drink,wear,act or everything in general and whenever i try to pull myself back up i just cant,I am a very cheerful and grateful person yeah but sometimes i get a wave of sadness and i just cant,crying has become my only solace these days and people keep making me mad i hate how people try pressuring me to do things i dont want to i hate went someone thinks that i should be more social when im just hurting and it feels like no one cares or more precisely no one knows i only tell the parts i want them to know and the parts i dont want them to know to myself.I try to not hurt myself but i cut 1 cut now and sprayed some deodrant on it and to be honet i hate it sm....