All Rants

Honestly I don’t know if I’d be a good boyfriend or husband or father but I’d try so fucking hard to make you loved and seen and the world would revolve around you

I want to date to marry as in let’s date for a while and maybe get married eventually when the time is right. I was contemplating other relational shit but I could never do it

Im a bad boyfriend I'm a bad person and I don't deserve to be happy

We’re all sinners in our own ways. If you have sinned, so have I; Maybe that’s how we balance our existence. No one’s guilty, nor anyone’s innocent. If I wanted to, I would have, but I never did—and perhaps that is my answer. Maybe I knew the outcome, or maybe I was too consumed by fantasy to separate it from reality.

@rantram cough cough please fix ur site cause it keeps reloading the first page when I try to go to the next one when looking at vents. It’s annoying. Very annoying. Pls fix asap. Thanks

Im so lonely my bf never wants to be around me anymore. I wish he would just tell me "I want space". I feel so lonely

I had to mow the yard yesterday

I flirt a lot I guess I’m a 7/10 who cares if I flirt with you I’m sorry it won’t happen again idek what flirting is I just know the women who I was intentionally flirting with I like to make jokes and be funny even if it’s not actually funny

I’m a museum of attachments indeed. I have attachments with multiple women

Ahhh to get my teeth done by a redhead dentist before I leave for my masters

I thought I wanted to be a paleontologist for a while but idk anymore it’s hard distinguishing between passions and finding yourself i like writing a lot too

I want to be a professor in biology and study animals and get crazy footage like some grizzly man shit and it’s going to be hard because the research I did sophomore year fucking sucked and now I’m contemplating my career and purpose

I know I’m unwanted child, it’s clear as day. I wonder how many times did mum look at me and thought how much she hates me...

I want to tell them I like them. I want to take them on shopping trips and read books together and hold hands and cuddle and laugh and have fun non-platonically. But that fuckass man I called my father ruined that for me. Every time I hold hands, I remember feeling his hands, and then feeling the sharp pain of them against my cheek. Every time they call me a nickname, it’s the same one he’d call me, and then I’d remember all the awful things he did. I want to love them and be with them, but I have too much baggage and I wouldn’t be able to show great amounts of affection all the time.

I don’t know what’s highly sus about me what is so sus what did I say or do what is it about me that is so unapproachable besides the manic anxiety and anger issues and shit

Hey guys! Long time no see. I hope that everyone is feeling okay, I wanna tell everyone that I'm here for you and will try my best to make you feel better! Be whoever you want to be, don't listen to the people telling you that your bad, not valid, or that you can't do what you wanna do! You are an amazing person. Be who you are. Godspeed wonderful person :) -ON

If there was something I lied about I want to know I want you to tell me why wouldn’t I want to know help me please what did I lie about

What I really despise is all the horrible anonymous DMs I sent. Never should’ve sent a single one. I should’ve ignored it. I should’ve tried to get clarity with the situation a different way.

I’m not trying to “stalk” anyone if people have an issue with me I want to resolve it with them simple as that I’m just also insane so my fault

I don't believe for one minute, Qld Police especially in Brisbane South well have a daily commitment and strong presence in the community dealing with drunk driving, speeding, dangerous driving etc etc etc As in many years especially during the so called Road Safety Week I haven't seen any police. And in fact when I rang police link to report many drivers and riders dangerous driving and riding including running the red, speeding, not wearing helmets, trying to run me over etc etc, I was told it is not a crime and to fill out a report where police continue to ignore dangerous and illegal driving and riding.