All Rants

I think my partner wants to break up with me, we haven't really been... as close as we were before. I don't know what happened, maybe it's because of this guy friend that i have?? They've been jealous of him like so much times even though i barely even have any physical contact with this guy. I have a gut feeling they're building up resentment towards me, maybe cause I'm always expressing my exact feelings and emotions, maybe I'm too negative sometimes? Maybe it's cause of my overapologising??? But aside from that, I'm really worried for them. They're already suicidal, I'm one of the only things that's keeping them alive, they told me that directly. If something bad happens between us and we break up, there's a very, much more higher chance that they will attempt. that's all I wanted to say. And just to clarify, if you're confused on why I keep calling my partner "they" or "them", it's because they're non binary. If you're wondering what I am, I'm bigender.

I really hate feeling like I shouldn’t defend myself against a stranger being an asshole in public for fear they’ll pull a gun out and end me.

I have a sister that has been secretly seeing someone, and their relationship drains me. Covering for her is tiring. She expects our parents to not question her, when it's so obvious the way she sneaks out... The lies are killing me. Every time I hear a complaint from both her and my parents, I just wanna die... am I wrong for feeling this way?

o burned to hell mom you break my balls you're dirty lope I only have a bad average in math and you think I'm still doubling she leaves me alone yes madam it's more incothing take care of business in the French

why does everyone leave eventually

I found someone new and he fell in love with me so quickly like the rest but now he's working all the time. He desperately needs money so it's not his fault.... but I'm still so upset. I can distract myself and wait for him to be in a better spot financially, sure. But I don't want to. I left everyone else behind because of this same bullshit. I'm sick of being pushed to the side. I want attention please give me attention please love me please let me be somebody's priority. I know I sound pathetic but I'm sick of being strong and understanding and choosing the mature thing to do. I wanna be the immature one for once. I wanna lose my fucking shit and take what I want. I'm sick of being neglected by the people I love and crave

Lately I've been feeling so down, having this ache inside of me, but at the same time complete nothingness. I don't feel like doing anything. Not playing anything, not reading, not watching some series, not even talking with my friends. It brings me just misery afterwards. So what's there for me to do? I can't get any satisfaction from life. I don't want to go outside at all, but staying at home all the time is not better either. I don't feel like there's anything to do for me here. My family isn't active either, and my dad is busy or he just simply doesn't want to, but i hate having to do things alone. The only person i could do something or go somewhere with is my aunt, but I specifically don't want to go with her... She's not mean or anything, but she just annoys me for some reason, despite not doing anything. I know it's not right to think about her this way, but still. I just wish everything could be better for me.

I just need to rest. Forever. Everything wakes me up, then I become irritable and have to pretend that I’m not. It is really upsetting. My life is full of alarms and negativity. I don’t get it. My wife seems to be angry all the time. I don’t know what to do anymore. And I’m hungry.

I couldnt sleep had so much anger built up. Mom snapped at me for a second day in a row last night then blamed me for how I reacted that it's my fault I'm the crazy one. My fam seem unstable and mentally ill tbh. Despite the obvious other issues like the one is a drunken monster, trashes us then cries no remembrance. When I have video of how they acted and them cussing us they refuse to hear or watch it. Isn't that cowardly? Wouldn't you want to know what you couldn't remember if you did something drunk? I would. But ok. Ive received so much mistreatment and abuse it's unforgettable whether recorded or not. But I get called crazy aka gaslit for voicing how I feel over how they are and act and what I'm put through. Why just why ,sigh

my entire life i’ve been wickedly unhealthy. burgers, fries, all the usual american bullshit. january 1st I decided to make a change and only eat like 400-600 calories daily while working out. it’s may now and I’ve gone from 215 pounds down to 139, I’m not proud of myself. I should be, but I’m not because of how I did it. But the point is, I lost all that weight because I thought people would treat me better. It didn’t work, I don’t have any friends, my girlfriend secretly hates me because she knows I’m slightly disordered now when it comes to eating (she thinks I can’t tell but whenever food is mentioned she gets uncomfortable now). All I yearn for is human connection in a way that feels real. Someone who appreciates having my presence around their own, my girlfriend used to but she resents me a little now. I used to have a big group of friends I’d play video games with but they’ve all moved on from me/actively ignore me. Sometimes I think I’m the problem entirely. Fat or not, I suck.

Once another Australia Government in another budget 2026,: is showing concerned for the mining, gambling, media etc industry rather then supporting the most vulnerable in the community such as the disabled, homeless etc because the Government no matter which party is controlled by the mining, gambling, media etc industry for the mining, gambling, media etc etc (Forget contacting my Federal Member as they too are controlled by the difference industries)

hey, I got sa‘d some years ago, and still have physical hurting because of it. When I try to talk to my friend about it and tell her that I might stay at home (she doesnt know its because of the trauma) she always says like „bruh I even come to school even though im sick“ and she doesnt even ask if im fine and stuff, shes basically my best friend but doesnt even act like one. She always puts her needs over mine and idk Ig she just has some ego problems or something but she seems like such a bad friend

I'm exhausted of living this life. I feel like every time I wake up in the morning is a failure to proceed with the day. Every second that spins, I feel the heaviness in me. I don't want to live anymore, although I am grateful that I am given a chance to see how beautiful that world is, but as I live this life, I don't know how to go on. I can't move forward; I'm stuck in the days when I realized that life is hard and frustrating, especially when you have no one to talk to. You can't lift the heaviness in you because no one is there to lessen the frustration you're feeling. I have faced so many struggles that I know a lot you has felt the same or worst that I experienced. But one thing is for sure, I'm not like the other people who can get through it. I'm not like those people who have experienced the worst yet survived. I'm very sorry if I am venting out here coz I have no one to vent out my frustration. I can't even tell the whole details here coz every word I typed is frustrating

i’ve been friends with this girl ever since grade 4 (let’s call her olivia). before that, she was always made fun of me in the 1st grade. grade 2 and 3 were chill, since we didn’t interact at all. grade 4, she asked me and my best friend if she could be our friend. we’ve been a trio since then. my best friend was the oldest and olivia was the youngest. despite us being friends, she was always rude to the both of us and our other classmates. i never liked it, but i never stopped her from doing so either. aside from that, she’s misled me into believing lies about my best friend. grade 6 is the part where it got worse. olivia insulted me, has lied to me so many times, harmed me physically, and all of those ended up hurting me mentally, too. after grade 6, she transferred to another school. she still talks to me and my best friend about coming back during our senior year, which gets me scared and really overwhelms me due to the impact she’s had on my mental health. (thnx 4 reading ❤️)

I tried to kill myself yesterday.i feel numb & upset. when my mom found out she told me to kill myself, and yelled at me. I felt silenced. drowned. I don't know how to feel about my mom. one hand; shes given me medication, therapy. on the other hand: shes mean. cold and just.. idk. I wish that my mom could just hug me. comfort me, even if its without words. to make me feel better. and. if she did that, then. maybe i'd be a bit happier today. but I'm not. I don't think I've ever been this horrible since January, in which I went to a mental hospital willing and it SUCKED. I wish things were different. but its like as if life hates me and wants me gone. should I kill myself? should I? I told my dad the henious stuff she said to me, and he just said "well, shes tired of your crap." WHAT? SO YOURE JUST GOING TO IGNORE THE FACT THAT YOUR CHILD TRIED KILLING THEMSELF AND FOCUS ON YOUR WIFE'S FEELING? no WONDER WHY BOTH ME AND MY OLDER SIBLING ARE LIKE THIS, MOM! Fuck my life dude.

i have no friends or so-called REAL friends. LIKE i think all of them just wanting to be my friend to take advantage of me.... Im always being offended by them, constantly being called "fat","pig","omg you gonna weigh 100lbs stop eating"(even though im not that FAT!!). THIS SUCKS I HATE MY LIFE. WISH I CAN HAVE JUST A NORMAL FRIEND who is always there for me come rain or shine. IDFK why my life is like this. I am not attractive, im just a fatass loner living until my death eventually comes. My mood is really down rn...

im suck at making a conversation. Everytime i talk to someone, i would either end up stuttering or walking away to avoid awkwardness. That SUCKS! The fact that I don't have a close friend who I can share something with them is already a HUGE problem. AND YES IM NOT BEING DISRESPECTFUL OR NONCHALANT. I WANT TO TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE NORMALLY AND PROPERLY.

i don't even know where to start. i don't want to be alive most of the time. i don't even want to breathe. i hate myself so much. i miss my husband, but he's gone for work and can't call. my friends feel like strangers. i don't know who i am. everything feels wrong and dangerous. i can't sleep at night, and i end up sleeping the day away. the show i was watching lost my attention. i'm scared i won't make it to see my favorite band live for the first time. everything hurts. i'm not good enough. i'm too much. i try everyday to be better, but it doesn't work. i don't want to be here. no one wants me here. i'm losing it.

Maybe you don’t mean to come off like such a bitch, but I swear everything that comes out of your mouth sounds so backhanded. Like and it’s not even out of some insecure shit, it’s just like I will say something very tame or mundane and you gotta come back with something dramatic. You’re just dramatic about everything. This is really fucking mean but girl no everyone is not hitting on you. At this point it’s just embarrassing for you how much you wanna say that shit. You do not need to get a silicone ring for work so people stop hitting on you no you don’t. Most of the time people are just being nice. You read wayyyyyyyy too much into everything to the point I think it’s a mental illness. And there’s nothing wrong with confidence, but with you it comes off as arrogant. And I can’t exactly figure out why. My best theory is you kinda are really sensitive and overcompensate, basically just being delusional. It comes off hella desperate though.

I'm about to get rid of social media period. It's been more toxic than helpful. The comparison like oh look at me haha I'm doing something you're not and you're not invited or allowed to be included you're trash you're a loser etc etc etc. then its oh look at me I'm a fucking angel even though I treat my family like shit and other people in real life (my relative and a neighbor). Oh look at me I'm so cool and you're not you're a fucking loser. Yeah no fuck that. Fake ass fucking people. Comparison is a thief of joy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH just people in my life have been so toxic and hurtful and cruel to me. Idk what to do anymore. Like on social media for example, relative was like "only got room for 2" meaning I couldn't come (which was a lie they just didn't want me to go. But my other fam did and I was stuck at home. Then on social media rubbing it in my they're like "oh we had a good day". Bitch. Yeah I had a good day with out you too. I'm so sick of peoples mistreatment.