All Rants

Can people stop using race as an insult. Every time someone says "God forbid you disagree with a [race] [derogatory word] and now they gotta bring up they're disabled." Or people going [race] people whenever you say [objectively bad thing] is bad White people aren't systematically oppressed. People of colour have it WAY worse. But I don't think the way of fixing racism is being racist back??? It's still racist by definition even if it's not systematic. You're not "woke" for hating white people. THIS SOUNDS SUPER PRIVILEGED!! IM AWARE AND APOLOGIZE!!! But it pisses me off how people seem to think racism + racism = equal treatment.

thank u f.g ur one of my favorite ranters on here, like i hope you see this (maybe, maybe not) but like genuinely I use this very often but I don’t use intials, ur so sweet ALL HAIL F.G

the show baddies is such a setup for black women oh my gah

This is probably like my 3rd rant of the thread of rants i have written about me and my gf (both are bi) idk how to frame it but im a very very emotional person and so is she but she cries more than me and i tend to hide it till it all bursts. She and me are both overthinkers and tend to hide it from eachother.. she can read me and knows when im overthinking and so can i but the difference here is i eventually tell her what im overthinking and when i ask the same she doesnt tell me JACKSHIT.. like ik she doesnt trust me fully cuz its only been a while since we have been together but please honeybee dont push me away when u need help by saying "im fine" NO UR NOT IK IT I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN ANYONE... please dont push away my help i want to help and all you say is "u cant help me " LIKE BAE I CAN AT LEAST TRY THAN SIT AND WATCH YOU CRY ON OUR CALLS AND NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.. i just hope she realises how much she means to me and that i would be able to help.. if she could just let me

I hate how people say that others have it worse when you're talking about your problems. People say this because they want you to feel bad for having any problems. They say this kind of shit to the people that are doing worse too so they don't have to listen to their problems either. And it works. I see so many people deflect their struggles because someone 'has it worse'. You aren't the same people. Struggling is subjective, not objective. Comparing problems will not help you, it will make you struggle more. What you are going through is not less than or more than because we all have different limits. And they all change you as a person. And I will be uncomfortably honest; you are going to struggle with this too. It is a mindset nailed into our beings. But you will be/are/have been uncomfortable. Life is a series of struggles that you learn to live through. -'jnsy'

My sister-in-law is a complete bitch and has upset me so much I can't focus on anything but how angry and upset I am. I shouldn't let her bother me because we hardly know one another and have only met in person a few times. It feels so unfair that she was able to be so nasty and say such horrible things and not one person has asked if I'm okay. She judged me without knowing me, and at every turn I have tried to understand her, but she seems to simply not want to like me. She said if my husband won't talk to her there's no point in her having a relationship with me, amidst throwing insults at me about us. There was no need for any of it and now I've just got it all stick in my head, all because she's a 39 year old child with no emotional intelligence or ability to regulate. She knows literally nothing about me beyond my name and that I married her brother. She has hurt me so much and she has no clue because she threw out her insults and left the group chat. I think I hate her.

A place I volunteer for decided to change up one of their policies because one person complained. Now it’s effecting my work and making me have to try to find a new area. But I liked what I did. I just wish they had a bigger backbone

may or may not get flamed for this but it pisses me off how animals are constantly being put over actual people. both animals and people matter, favoring over the other will be the death of us quite literally. I personally don’t like pets but it’s just weird how people constantly talk about their pets all the time and put them over all other people.

I hate going to school. My friends ignore me, don't invite me to parties, and don't like talking to me much. This makes me wonder if there's something wrong with my personality, and it makes me very insecure. My math teacher hates me and I think he thinks I'm stupid, because he only pays attention to a few students, which reinforced my insecurity. Today, on my test, I got an extremely low grade and it made me have an anxiety attack. I just don't want to go to school. I've been dealing with this by self-harming since I was 10 years old, today I'm 15 and I've never found another way to deal with it. I just know I've had suicidal thoughts and cried until my head hurt

I just want to die Please just let me die.

I've had depression for a while now and it never really manifested in the ways that it does with others, since i never wanted to hurt or kill myself. I mostly just felt empty and apathetic, the only times i really felt depressed would be when i would make myself with specific music, and i liked doing it since it was a genuine emotion that actually felt real. Recently a "partner" who i was forced to leave, helped me break down the immense walls i had built up, and i actually felt how depressed i was. it sucked. i wanted to hurt myself, kill myself, tell him to kill himself and remove the burden he put onto me. i hated it so so much. i tried to take a shower but i made the water extremely hot, and burned myself on purpose. i liked it. Im already aware that im a masochist and enjoy pain, but i realized that i had also used it as a coping mechanism from previous pain i had experienced. unfortunately since i had to leave him, i resorted to putting the walls back up so i don't hurt anyone

I hate how insecure and just awful i am to myself. I want someone to rant too but everytime i try and vent i always feel like im just making stuff up so i can be the center of attention. Im only 14, why do i have such strong emotions? i have pretty bad abandonment issues since ive been awful to my friends and im trying to be better, but it still definitly left deep wounds that ive just walled up and ignored. The one person i ever felt connected to and like i could truly be myself with, we met under circumstances that had me lying about who i was, and i just ended up being forced to leave them, even though i knew they hurt in the same way. my life is good and i dont really have that much stuff wrong with me but im still so hollow, and i know i have depression and that sorta stuff, but i still dont really feel happy. Im always bored unless i have constant stimulation due to my ADHD and i love being able to care for someone if they need support, but i dont feel like i get anything back.

I feel like a failure, nothing i do is working, im really bad at socialising and have a really bad avoidant disorder, ill avoid all people, i dont want to its just when i talk to people i feel scared, vunerable, i get paranoia, i feel like people hate me and are against me, theythink im just a burden or in the way, that im useless because of how i am, so i isolate myself, ive done it so long now that i dont think theres any way of improving myself, even when i was getting support, id want to avoid my support sessions even though the people were kind and trying to help. I dont like the way i am, i get overwhelmed by everything. Idk how to fix this, i quit my job because i couldnt handle being around people, i felt like they hated me and thought i was useless, talked about me behind my back. I felt unsafe. I feel unsafe going back into work, but i need to do something. Idk how to get help. Childhood was bad now im lost and never got help. Trust noone

NSFW! So I am a minor, and i joined a nsfw discord server because i saw it on some smut i was reading on ao3. It was cool and some of the people were chill and i got to know them better. Long story short, i started to message with this one person a lot more romantically than the already freaky nature i had because of the server. He was unaware that i wasn't of age, and we got to a point were we became boyfriends because we did care deeply about each other. It was only after accepting and growing closer that i began to be more open and vulnerable around him, which led to me venting and other things, and he did the same. I started to realize how much he and i were similar in many ways and because of that i knew i couldnt keep it from him anymore, because the longer i let it go on the more it would hurt him. so i told the truth, left the server and dont talk anymore. Im not looking for anyone saying what i did was bad or i didnt know, im fully aware of what i did and regret it deeply.

it’s genuinely so hard to find other weird or neurodivergent black girls. I’m mixed and I only ever found one weird mixed girl like me and we were so close til I had to move and I realized like, it’s so hard to find people like me? there’s little black people in my school since my schools mainly white ppl and secondly Latinos, so that’s already hard enough but they aren’t weirdos or have any special interests 💔

What's something you have to deal with regularly that nobody else seems to understand?

Yes Im that type of person who will do all the work on a project if i see that you are not willing to do it, i got called a try hard for that but then who else would've done it if not me? A day before I text everyone if they have any ideas, they never do so someone has to, no?

The uncertainty and risk that is required for connection eats at me all the time too. I’m afraid of rejection but ik I gotta be the one to make the move

I guess it’s whiny to complain about my rather minor issues but idk sometimes I want to complain and whine and moan about random shit. I fucking hate that we don’t have a rider lawn mowers it’s a pusher one because it’s better exercise

Everyone is mad that I won’t just move on from my sibling’s alcoholism. and act like it never happened. I am at the point where I think my entire family is crazy and don’t want to deal with any of them. I also will not lift a finger to help if a relapse happens.