All Rants

Im sick and tired of waiting at a red light when there's nothing at all coming the other way, either way. Somebody at the highway department engineers lab needs to figure out how to make red lights smart. We got smart everything else but red lights. Sitting there wasting time you don't wanna waste, nothing coming the other way and the damn lights can't see it. Surely it shouldn't be hard at all to figure out. At the end of your life, how much total time was spent sitting at a damn red light when it didn't have to be that way since nothing was coming the other way.

I'm actually all alone here, nobody gets me

dunno how to tell my family im aroace

idk why I’m saying this and I feel stupid but can someone please just leave some messages for me so I can look back whenever I feel like shit and ugly and that nobody likes me because im always the 3rd wheel and whenever I wanna love someone they never love me back? MWAH THANK YOU!

I genuinely want to die sometimes it feels like there’s nothing in life for me anymore I’m behind I’m tired I’m so god damn tired I’m tired of school I’m tired of being alone tired tired tired tired tired tired I’m tired

i think since the age of 8 or 9 i understood that i didn’t like myself and i didn’t like the way that i was living. so every day from then on i told myself that the next day would be different, that if i willed it hard enough i could magically become the person i wanted to be. since then it’s been nearly ten years of telling myself daily that the next day can be different. constantly believing in the ability to change and chasing after it like a fucking idiot i feel like shit when i think about how young i was, thinking that by the time i was this age i would’ve completely transformed. the last few years of my life now have passed me by and still nothing has happened and i doubt anything will. it’s so pathetic to talk about my life as if i have no agency over it. i know i do. i think everyone i know is confused on why i complain so much but never fix anything. i’m confused too, okay?? i’m so confused i don’t understand. i don’t know anything about myself

Downstairs in my gifted Hamilton hoodie watching Hamilton with my dog at 11:43pm when I have to wake up at 8am. And that might not sound so bad but keep in mind I just started and this is a two hour movie. I'm so screwedddd :( -Astro

crush on a friend Im probably just being sensitive but i feel so fucking stupid for liking him. I feel delusional as fuck like i barely know him. I hate that my emotions have so much control over me. I feel like a zombie. Like I'm watching myself from outside my body. How could I be so emotional over some guy I'm barely even friends with???? Its so one sided i feel like a fucking loser. This always happens to me. Idk why I get attached so easily. Why am I so sensitive? Why am I so stupid? It's just a small crush. I think I'm just so emotional because I'm embarrassed and ashamed that I could feel something for someone I don't know very well. Im embarrassed because i know its one sided and the truth is, he would probably think im fucking insane if i told him how i felt. It's not like I feel anything strong but I love talking to him. I find myself thinking about our conversations when I go to sleep and when I wake up and I crave them so badly. It makes me sad whenever we don't t

pov knowing differences the difference between having friends and being friends with people the difference between wanting people to know and wanting people to understand the difference between having insecurities and being insecure the difference between pain and hurt the difference between feeling lonely and being lonely the difference between something keeping you here and something making you stay here the difference between being wanted and being needed the difference between them and you... -f.g

im ashamed of ranting to ppl. i dont want to feel like a burden

i feel so joyous yapping about my ocs and their lore p.s to the 2 people who cheered my animation on thank you !! r.s

I hate my family so fucking much, there's always drama drama drama, they're always so fucking stubborn and self centered, it's just a constant cycle of grown adults acting like children because they're all fucking undiagnosed. My stupid brother in fucking prison is saying he's never gonna talk to mom again because she bitched at his wife and it's all just so fucking stupid they both just need to pull up their big girl pants and apologize and be done with it but nope, everyone just has to run their mouths and make things worse and now I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown because we just got back from what was supposed to be a nice vacation and a family dog just died but ofc none of them gaf. They never fucking gaf about me unless I scream it in their fucking faces. It's why I want therapy so I don't end up like any of them because atleast I can look inside myself and tell there's something fucking wrong.

i had to spend an hour cooking for my stupid fucking bum family while i have so much homework and 3 tests to study for tomorrow and im missing a free concert i really wanted to go to on saturday and everybody at school is annoying

i hate my mom she makes her problems everyone elses she almost never cleans her excuse is always "i work alot and im tired" when 5/7 days she works less hours than the average person she works less amount of time as a school day i probably cant hang out with my friend because she wants me to help her clean her room and the living room when i almost never go into either of those rooms AND SHES THE ONE WHO MADE IT A FUCKING MESS IN THE FIRST PLACE i deeped clean my fucking room for the landlord to come over to fix the mold in my closet and now she bitches because she has to tell them about the cats THAT SHE WAS THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO FUCKING GET THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE fml im tired of hearing "im the only one who does chores" when she does 1 chore pretty much once a month while i do almost everything and im fucking 15 i hate my family i cant wait to cut her out of my life once i flee this hell

First post kinda nervous 👀 My friend, not even 15, is still friended to their ex and ex friend (who is almost an adult) that I told them to unfriend. I literally can't do this anymore I hate people who do bad things and when I try getting them out of the situation they don't even fucking care I hate my "friend" so much my friend just wants male attention for some fucking reason especially because of his sexualized outfits on games I'm so tired of this dude I genuinely don't know how long I can go before snapping at them again It's so fucking annoying I don't even know what to do anymore I'm so close to getting their mom involved if they don't stop this I CONFRONTED MY FRIEND 3 TIMES ALREADY THEY KEEP LYING TO ME and their partner doesn't give a shit

r if ur seeing this I hope you know that I miss you a bunch and I'm so sorry for everything, it was shitty of me and I should have went to you the first time instead of jumping on the hate train. I truly am sorry bc now Im starting to see that the other person is hella weird and idk man.. I do miss you a lot, I hope your doing well - p

*dormant* vent post grammar correction)

I shouldn’t have been weak. I shouldn’t have let you weasel your way back into my life. When I blocked you the first time I should have left it at that. I should have never told you about my trauma for you to weapons against me when I finally said no to you. There must have been truth to stone’s words so while you were saying you were mentally unwell you were actually spending time with other people and if you didn’t like me why did you waste my time for 4 and a half months. You called me “good boy” and I must have been a dog to you. I was your dog on many ways. I can’t help but despise you R. You made me hate you. And why, why were you forcing yourself onto me every few days when you claimed to have wanted space with empty I love yous and pictures. I should have never trusted women. My trauma and system were telling me right, now they are all format because I fell in love with the person they were protecting me from.

I’m not sure anymore. I’m empty and scared and lonely but I don’t have a choice… cause the other choice is…committing. But I have beliefs and I just believe it’s better if I’m with Jesus but I haven’t been close with Him… I feel like everyone around has things going for them and even though I try it’s not enough… hm.. I’m still trying to keep up but maybe this isn’t for me. I feel nothing.

i wanna quit band. i'm horrible at what i do. it just makes me anxious and depressed. i hate feeling like i did sophmroe year again. i don't wanna be su*cidal again. i don't wanna be back in that hole. i feel so useless i never wanna go back to band. senior year is supposed to be fun...