All Rants

Why are mothers so hard to live with? As a girl I pity her, as a daughter I am livid. Is it bad to say at times we’re just 2 strangers that happen to share DNA? Shes always talking about how shes the one who has supposed to abandon house not my father, why is she stuck in this horror of a house taking care of me and my siblings??? I dont even know how to express my reaction to her saying those god awful words, years and years of putting up with her bullshit and I might just explode one day. I cant handle having a ticking time bomb as a woman I am supposed to celebrate Mother’s day with.

I feel so incredibly lonely, friend has been busy for 2 days hanging out with someone else now and I realize I have absolutely nothing to do and I have nobody to talk to. I realize I look forward to their texts a lot more when I don't have them. Its so humiliating to know that if they ever leave me permanently, I will be alone for god knows how long. I wish I had more friends and I wish i didn't feel so isolated all the time.

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Ok so get this, family is talking casually right? All the sudden, BOOM! Someone says“Nose piercings are for cows” and instead of someone saying,“no..it’s a fashion choice..” they say “yeah why would you do that? “ then they continue to say “bUt EaR pEiRcInGs ArE oK!” Like mf if you’re going to be a bitch about a piercing just say they all suck! I really want an eyebrow piercing, but everyone in my family apparently thinks they are ‘evil’ LIKE WHY CANT I JUST BE LEFT ALONE?? Istg they can’t be open minded about literally ANYTHING! Anyways this made me REALLY upset, but I didn’t want to get verbally attacked so I just stepped away.

I have the reason to believe my own father hates me. For years now! I start to cut my hair short and wear did clothes? NOTHING! Not even a question! Doesn’t even ask me about my art like a normal human being! He hates me! And I hate him too! I’m fucking sick and tired of him not even acknowledging my existence! It’s like he thinks I’ll just disappear if he ignores me long enough! Anyone else get this??

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So i just got out of the bathroom and my boyfriend hopefully so to be ex just asked me whick end u pissed out of. Like what the actual f?

If you live above someone you know that people below you get all your noise. It's the KATHUMP THUMP at something to 5 a.m. that pisses me off. They know better they just seem to not effing care. It's like every neighbor we've ever had have been noisy and inconsiderate. This immature bunch above us seem to be the type that crap on other's yet get triggered when somebody does it to them. Does that make any sense? No not to me. Do I have to get an air horn to prove my point to these people? Really I mean I BOTHER EFFING NO ONE AND I'M SUPER QUIET. Obnoxious ass effing bunch. What gets me is they'll act so innocent on social media yet be crappy in real life. I can't stand people like that. If you crap on people and don't care about it, don't whine and get mad when it comes back to you. Do better. I hope you live under the same type of neighbors you are one day.

I have had a piece of art I've been waiting patiently ever since the start of February to be started. I've been watching the commission trello progress with everyone else getting finished and I'm among the few not started yet. His commissions are closed so he can work on what he currently has, but he still takes one occasionally to keep on the back burner. My friend got a commission from him TONIGHT and already had a sketch finished for him within the hour he paid for his commission. It really makes me feel left out and kind of forgotten and I have no clue when this will be finished at all.

I feel so incredibly useless. I’m behind on every assignment and I’m being that one person in every group assignment that doesn’t pull their weight and I hate that I am but I’m just so tired and so depressed and so angry all the time. I can’t think straight. I can’t sleep. I’m going to flunk out of my classes at this rate and I’ll have no one to blame but myself. I can’t even think of a way to get my friends to talk to me that doesn’t come across as pathetic or whiny. They’re starting to see it too but I know they blame me and I don’t want to burden them by talking about it. Everything sucks so much I don’t know how much more of this I can take. And when I’m finished this semester, there’ll be another, and another and another and then work for the rest of my life and I’m so completely miserable - it’s genuinely hard to see how it’ll get better. I’m such a complete mess.

I been struggling with mental health for 4 years now and I don't have friends or anyone but family and the friends I did had said some hurtful things to me and I loss trust for everyone

life is so fucking hard i hate this, why must everything go wrong once i start getting better again, i just wanna be okay and fine, why do i feel as if everyone is gna leave me. im such an attention seeker bro.

I want my you back. I have not broke up mentally. I carry your memories with me. It was a good relationship no matter who else says what! There was so much noise. Family, you... I felt like I was holding everything together... I just want to spend time with you.... Pleaseeeee come baccckkkkk. You can always come back. I'm exhausted... fighting with all the memories. I cant lose you again. I miss your presence around me... I miss everything.. the way you laugh, the way you loved me. Let me hold you once. Let me be part of your world. You're a good person ... dont listen to the voices in your head & around you.. can you please once listen to your heart.. that was the whole point! Can you please come back..... there is so much emptiness now... I'm sending this out with pure heart... I just want to be with you. Around you. Can we please come back together?

I failed and hurt so many people, I dont like my own feelings, I dont have any family or irl friends and the ones I do online, im not the best for them, I just drag everyone down and I haven't been able to justify my own feelings or existence in a while, I just wish I could have people and stop hating myself for everything ive done, im willing to forgive, help and love everyone else but i dont feel like I deserve the same and I dont even get the same, how can I be okay when everything is not okay, how does one function and live when you have nothing good or any reasons to live, I lost something good because of my own overthinking and I think im doing the best but it looks like it just keeps hurting everyone when I just want to protect them from me and my problems and soak up all the pain, misery and hurt so they don't have to, I have a lot of it and I can take it, id rather my life be harder than, anyones

I wonder if she ever thinks about me like I think about her. Was 6 years nothing for her to just drop me like that on another's word? Not even asking me for any stance on it, just for her to drop me like I'm a toy she doesn't wanna play with anymore? It sucks.

I can’t afford to live. And I’m too cowardly to kill my self. I have no future, but I don’t have a right to complain about my past. The best I can hope for is to die by accident, but I’m not that lucky.

i feel like no one really cares, which makes me feel worse because i know they do care, but not as intensely as i do. i struggle with feelings because i feel everything intensely, its something i have tried to keep to myself, as i grew up being hit when i was feeling too much too loudly. i feel like when i open up, no one fully understands, but how could they? i wouldnt wish what i went through on anyone. everyone has a someone, i am 23, two friends who i know irl. both those friends have other friends who they text and chat with while we are out, which isnt the problem. the problem is that when i message them, i dont get a reply, or theyre busy, always too busy for me, but they can go on their dates, play games with their other friends, etc. i feel like no matter what i do whether it'd be to change myself, or stay the same, im always alone. that's why im here lol. thank you for reading this if you did, if you feel this way too, you arent alone.

i have no idea what to do anymore my family wants to kick me out even though i have nothing my girlfriend cheated on me despite swearing she would never leave me for anything i have no real friends at all and i failed school as well, i dont see how it can get worse anymore. I am alone and i dont have the strength to stand up anymore i dont know what to do

I keep having nightmares related to something that traumatized me as a kid. I just want it all to stop. I wonder if he even remembers. I hope it keeps him up at night. I hope he feels at least a little remorse. I hate him. But I think I might hate myself more for letting it happen...

I love my boyfriend so much. but right now he's making me feel very alone. He's mad at me and he did talk to me about one of the things he's mad about and I apologized and clarified and told him that what had upset him to begun with would not be happening again. To which he replied "it's fine" and I told him to let me know when he was ready to talk about whatever else was upsetting him. And he hasn't responded or acknowledged that. Which i guess is fine and he has every right to take his own time to regulate and process or do what he needs. But whats more upsetting is before he told me what was wrong he wouldn't speak to me at all. And I don't know. I just wish he would tell me what's wrong. We don't have to resolve anything right away. I just don't want to be in the dark here. I feel like a horrible partner. And I know i'm already not a very good one even.