All Rants

you people are so fucking annoying and so fucking miserable and so fucking dramatic grow up

guess who has an ai addiction again..!! I feel guilty enough (losing interest in a comfort character who has helped me through so much) and the ai isnt helping I feel disgusting and sick and gross

hi astro im so sorry i js been rlly busy lately im rlly sorry but like 1 hr ago i found out that theyre letting me move to dance so honestly? pretty good as of rn thanks hope life gets better for all of yall today, tomorrow and forever-f.g

I’m so tired of feeling alone. I’m in a 5 year relationship and I feel more alone than ever.

This is mildly inappropriate, sorry. I can't stop these thoughts, they eat at me and despise them with my very existence but even if I know I'm thinking them even if I can stop I won't. I don't know why. It disgusts me but I just can't stop. I'm not even a teenager yet so why is this happening to me? I feel as though I don't want to be here. I don't want to die but I just don't want to exist or to ever have. I don't heave real reasons, not many anyway, but I do have more reasons to live. Because when I die the wrong name will be on my grave. When I die people will mourn and be sad. When I die they will think they failed me. I act as though my purpose in life is to please others make them happy but when I die the will be sad they would thing it's their for not noticing pushing digging deeper they will think it was them. I have plans. Maybe but I won't, CAN'T. And that's what makes me even more mad. I don't have a reason to feel like this I just do and it haunts me. -F3nn (who?)

So, I just learned almost half my fucking friend group is in love with me. I won't list full names but I'll say first initials. Q, K, and a few random kids. That may not seem like a lot but I don't have many friends so that's a LOT in my eyes. My brother used to have a crush on K so I feel bad if he likes me TBH and I had to friendzone Q because I haven't really ever found her attractive. I've just seen her as Q. Then I've been in love with my friend... ykw fuck it I've said his name before. I've been in love with my friend Alex for the past year or two and he's now dating my other friend A. I'm heartbroken. I have been drowning in that man for as long as I can remember. I fucking hate this betrayed feeling. -Astro

More than two years ago, a jury acquitted Wardel Strong on charges of attempted murder. On Sunday evening, on a pathway in Harlem, he was shot and killed. His family believes that he was killed by people with ties to those he was accused of shooting. The police, who have not named a suspect, are inclined to agree. ''They think it was a little street justice,'' a law enforcement official said. Regardless of whether Mr. Strong, 28, helped cause his own death, family and friends said he was the type of person who would not avoid a fight. Mr. Strong's mother, Vanessa Strong, 48, said yesterday: ''He wasn't a bad kid. He wasn't the type of kid to look for trouble, but when trouble came to him, he didn't back down.'' His grandfather, George Strong, 76, agreed: ''Wardel didn't back down from anything.'' People in the neighborhood even said he was called Mad Dog. In the housing project at 125th Street and Amsterdam Avenue where his grandfather lives and where Mr. Strong lived for a while after

these coyotes at night sound like babies getting mauled alive and it freaks me out and i get nightmares

BIRTH: 19 Oct 1973 DEATH; 23 Jun 2000 (aged 26) BURIAL: Rockfish Memorial Park Fayetteville, Cumberland County, North Carolina, USA

everyone says that parents love you more than anybody. but mine, mine are just good at noticing the bad things. Im too overweight and its a shame to wear XL clothing at 14. But they never noticed my ED. The fact that i ate a whole meal sized" snack" at evening, and didnt eat till next night. Never noticed that because of them, my anemia came back after 9 years, and my iron supps dont work. I'm always stuck at 86% in school, but they never noticed that i have ADHD symptoms, that even my counsellor notices when i was 8. Im a shit tennis player with 1 gold from a local competition in 3 years, but they never notice that at one point i used to train so hard to meet their expectations, 5 hours at my academy, and then couldnt move around with throwing up on my rest days. They tell me im a failure and call it an act when im crying, watching others my ag e having startups, reaching my dream UN council, or actually achieving the bare minimum i cant in this lifetime. thanks

some of you vent so much on here to the point it’s not a coping strategy it’s just an addiction that you truly cannot handle the troubles thrown at you unless everyone else knows about it no offense but of course it’s great to have an outlet, it’s another thing when you complain about every little inconvenience and think that this is the first place you should resort to Some things can be kept inside of our heads it won’t be the end of the world and when some of you use this ritually it just becomes another form addiction, you just got to let everyone know what went wrong now and what else is going to hell, you’re not actually coping you’re just putting more logs into a fire and adding to the flame with each new grievance that comes your way All you really know is to be in pain because that’s how you’re able to be heard and that’s when you get attention but truly this is not the solution where this has to be your first resort for every single thing that happens

I’m depressed. I’m really sad.

All my life, ive spent my time being the second option. ive had 3 bestfriends. All of them were really nice but with 7 months each one payed more attention to others. I've always the the dog walking on their footsteps to beg for attention. maybe all i can ever do is beg. for attention. for validation. i have no sense of self. validation defines me. others define me.

Arghhh dosen kontol, bilangnya kalian jaga kesehatan dan mental. Tapi ngasih tugasnya dah kek iblis cuih

I feel disliked by a bunch of girls and I have a feeling they talk bad about me. I keep overthinking about how I think they think I’m bad at my sport and they probably don’t like my personality. I’m worried they think I don’t have any problems because they know I have a nice house and car. In reality, I’m just tired everyday going to school, trying to get good grades, trying to survive social situations, wanting to not overthink, and my body hurts. My body feels heavy just to move. I can’t perform well in my sport or classes and because of this, I feel like they hate me. My coach seems to give me so many chances. I don’t want to waste them because I’m lucky she likes me. It’s just too much right now. And please I need to do well for tomorrow math exam.

"Late night finds" but it's me figuring out slowly that half my friend group at school is in love with me but I'm in love with the only one who's taken. -Astro

Do you ever feel like a trash bag while looking at yourself in the mirror? I do. Everyday I look at myself in the mirror I see a midget with an abnormal face

Thank you for your note Io. I hope you get on the team for soccer. -Astro

love it when people hate me just tell me to breath as if that's gonna fucking help I relapsed bad I wanna kms I was planning to tonight at midnight hanging myself and also takeing a hole shit thing of pills or just the pills -signed sTaR

Computer how do I lose weight without relapsing into my ED, stay maintained on my workouts, not splurge by the 3rd day, feel like I’m gonna kms if I can’t hold onto it, diet despite the fridge being filled with junk, and keep my calorie deficit no glue no borax 5 minutes