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Another day, another traumatic memory of how I was doubted and picked off as the weakest link and the slowest and ugliest kid in high school.

I know my neighbors have to know how loud they are. Like if it can go from quiet as a mouse for a couple days back to a roaring creakety ass floor at early morning hours makes me think the karen is doing it purposely but I can't prove it. It's like they don't give AF how loud they are at any given time. Like one of them was nailing something to the wall at 2 am one night. What kind of person does that anyway? It's messed up every upstairs neighbor we've ever had have been noisy and loud. I hope to get my own place one day away from these settings. I so deserve peace.

everytime my friend vents and everytime I notice her scars, her injuries, the blood shes handling from SH. I give her comfort and advices to stop commiting SH because I want to keep her safe. but everytime she said "TY for the advice! ill try using it!" I keep noticing her dealing with her addictions and so then, I gave her a different advice, different way of comfort, and I have tried everything I can, repeatedly. but she never healed. I am starting to wonder that my way of giving advice or comfort isnt enough. Whats even enough? I couldnt ake her happy, Seeing her done the same situation is slowly making me feel guilty because if she K-ll herself, I know it's going to be my fault, I don't want her to suffer like this. I'm not enouhg to heal her. I just want her to stop from SH, I want her to live her life happily, I don't want anything to happen to her, It's all my fault. I'm sorry, just please don't die..

do i have free will? no. can i have free will? no. well can i die? no. then why am here f i cant do anything without someone tellimg me what to do? i hate my life

do i have free will? no. can i have free will? no. well can i die? no. then why am here f i cant do anything without someone tellimg me what to do? i hate my life

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I am frustrated with my self. Its exams soon and i have yet to studie or do something for the upcoming exams I know what iam supposed to do i know what i should je learning. But i just keep on procrastinating even when i know whats at risk or that i know if i fail these exams i wont be able to studie for the job i want. I have tried to forcefully study but then no information will stick its as if it goes trough my brain and leaves my body by each breath i take I don't know what to do is it going to end up bieng fine like all these past years where i cramp months of materials in a day right before the exam? I don’t want to lean onto that forever because there will be a day it wont be fine So even though i know all this why cant i just study?

Back to being a vegan.. food no longer appeases me like it used to

Hey, I came across this online platform because I'm feeling quite all the negative emotions possible towards my mom. Why? - I was just trying to explain to everyone that all the time I had been the one always working in the house, and that when I do any chores, I do them with all best possible. And she just focuses on the way I talked?! Like.... BRUH... Can't you focus on the message? not the tone??? I know I'm partly to blame but geez... can't she just understand me for once??? Is it because of the old-sibling-thing??? I can't with theses guys. I just can't wait to get out of here for once. For once I want to finish studying not to help them, but to just GET OUT OF HERE. IN. THIS. FREAKING. HOUSE. And in doing so? - they wouldn't have someone to do things they asked for. Or maybe no. Maybe they'll just never feel the pain I'm carrying. I miss my father. He's the one who always understands me. Just the right time to die, dad eh? just the right freaking time that you die when I need you

You know... I came here to vent and was curious about how other people were doing and even though whats going on in my life is horrible. I see what these people wrote, what YOU all feel and think of yourselves and life and I just want to say...you are all important, loved, valued, and appreciated. It May be hard to see and/ or understand but its true.. There is so much out there to see, experience and learn..and even though yes the world can ve horrible...its also very beautiful and inspiring and so are the people. It won't always be as bad as it is...nor will it always be good. But with the right people and mindset you can quite literally accomplish anything you set your mind too. It definately won't be easy but it doesn't stay hard forever. Life is a lesson but also a joy and there are people and God (whether you're religious or not, no matter your affiliation) who are there to support you...also let people surprise you in a good way. Dont be scared to take risks or to open up. 🙏💙

Im so tired...im tired of the same routine. I need to do SOMETHING...anything..

My older cousin is honestly disgusting. He gets either gets turned on around me or thinks that I don't notice what he's doing but its gross..and BEFORE he even asked me to help him finish like..???? But I can't say anything because he's the family favorite and golden child and no would believe me...

Peggy, your pick up line is disgusting. You are a wretched greedy drunk and for you to think you’re marginalized because you’re too white should have resulted in you dying of embarrassment. You are greedy and lazy. You steal from hard working people. Your husband is gross and meeting that woman you picked up the morning after made me reassess my plan for a libertine lifestyle. Fuck off into outer space.

I have been in a relationship since February and its gonna end in October mutually agreed. We're breaking up because she wants kids and I don't and this is understandable and valid. I have no hate or ill against her but I feel so much guilt because of the fact I realized I may like someone who I used to have a crush on before I dated her. No I'll never cheat no I won't betray her love I won't do anything while in a relationship with her I just feel so awful and terrible about it even though I'll be single in October i feel such shame about liking another girl while dating her. The only reason im still dating her is because I never took her out on a picnic and took her out on a proper date because she was busy that and she wanted me to go to her mom's wedding. Even when I am single Im not chasing after that girl I gotta take time to myself and process things and evaluate myself. Overall I feel like an awful person and I definitely learned to probably never do casual dating again.

Would anyone notice if I just dissapeared?

I just wish I could just die already. My friends are telling me they would miss me but, oh my gosh I don’t know if I could continue living my life. I don’t know if it will get better. I used to think it would, but now? It’s just too much for me. Dangit. I feel so selfish thinking this.

Can I please kill myself.. but like kinda not actually cause my life is kinda awesome, but at the same time I can't take it anymore and I hate opening up, but.. I have a loving supportive family and boyfriend...

I’m so scared all the time. I always think ‘what do I say?’ ‘What if they don’t like me?’ ‘They probably want me to go away’

The boys is a terrible show AND I AM SO GLAD IT IS FINALLY OVER VICTORY !!!! YAY :))) MECCHA :))) HOLIDAY /)))))))):):)):):):):)):):):):)::)):)::)):):):):):)::)):):

Im genuinely so stressed out. I have severe anxiety so it's not anything im not used too, but god the pressure has been building lately. Where i live you can get yiur learners at 14. Im 15 and i havent done anything about it. Everyone my age had theirs and it's really been getting to me. Im not depressed or anything- atleast I think. But god it feels like every single day I put on this fake smile and laugh at everyone's jokes whilst I make my own im loosing something in myself. I truly have no clue who I am, I lost myself pretending to be someone I was long ago. Intop of that im actually failing school! Lucky me I know i know, dont get too jealous. I listen just as much as everybody else. I watch and listen and repeat until my youngest number and I just can't retain the information. I get handed a paper and forget everything. I try so hard to pretend I know what im doing to the point I look even more stupid than I'd like to admit since im so stubborn.