All Rants

I cried so much I abruptly logged off my work. I need therapy. I really do. Is this a dream? Tell me this is a dream. Please god end my misery. I can’t cry to that cruel man anymore. My mom doesn’t speak to me either. I don’t know what to do ..

I told her I would wait for her. I told her not to make any hasty decisions and now it is too late. I’m sobbing since last night. It’s really over between us. It’s okay though. It’s okay. Everything will be okayy. I will still love her even if she gets married. I will stay single and wait for her no matter what

one of my animals needs veterinary care and i just dont have the funds for it right now. things keep popping up and i cant help but worry im going to come home and find him dead waiting for me at the door. and im trying really hard not to freak out sbt it snd to do my job but no body realizes if this animal dies im genuinely going to kill myself. he has been my crutch while i’ve been adjusting and i dont know how i will live if this animal dies in my care, especially one thats helped me so much. and ik i need to grow the fuck up and stop relying on an animal for my mental health but he is the only reason i have kept going for so long. to give this stupid dog the life he deserves and so he won’t be sad if i died. but if hes dead i have nothing to keep going on for

I have no one to talk about my situation. I have no one. Everyone abandoned me. My friends, my e-friends and my discord kittens. Used. Betrayed and abused. I’m ending it all at the end of this month

The amount of ugliness and disgust you feel after getting betrayed is insane. I know I am short and look shabby as hell, but she was okay with it back then. Now that she found someone way better, I feel like kms

I called my dad last night and broke down in front of him. Mind you, he’s an abusive dad but sometimes I do vent to him when life fucks me up. I told him about this girl who ruined me. Betrayed me. Used me for her own selfish reasons. Instead of comforting, he yelled at me to “Man Up” This is it. I am not making it till next month. I’ve already taken two weeks off from all this trauma and this would be my final goodbye

I messed up and I regret it I shouldve just answered the text messages instead of pretending to sleep, Ill just answer early in the morning but I can't stop feeling guilty and I know i messed up because ive done this before. Things were going good they said i had potential, I'm not giving up on that but fuck I didn't mean to not answer that text for this long I only meant to do it a little later.

Why did she do this? Why? How COULD SHE BETRAY ME? I was so much better. She would rather settle down with another man than put an ounce of effort for me. I have never met any woman who traumatised me and treated like some trash bag. She only wanted me for sex and NOTHING ELSE. Am I not worthy enough to be loved? I feel BETRAYED and USED. I wanted love and affection but she used me. She used my innocence. She RUINED me.. FUCKING evil bitchh

I've made a lot of bad decisions in the last decade. My husband died and I went off the rails. I'm in a decent relationship now. I still am not fulfilled. I don't want to depend on anyone. My mortgage is going up again by $41 a month. I don't make enough money in this economy. Gas is $4.15 at the cheapest. WTF?

Boss is a liar. He also is using chat gpt for his phd. I’ve considered snitching.

I hate myself my class called me fat once and now I’m terrified of eating infront of them

I fucking hate myself. I got into porn when i was little, i had no internet restrictions. I can’t stop touching myself and i feel disgusting after, i even do it when im not in the mood. Whenever i finish i lay still and look at my fingers in disgust, any guy or woman I’ve been with just want me for my body, I feel gross

I'm going to become a regular on here. I have volleyball tryouts again tomorrow and have to take my instrument home so idk how to do that. I know I won't get in. I'm not good or recognizable and they have to cut 40 kids today. Idk how I even tried yesterday. I made a post like a few minutes before this about my mental health so just pretend I signed there also. -F3nn (who?)

I want to ask for help but I dont want to be a burden. I don't want it be judged. I don't want to be seen. I wish I would let my walls down but here I am alone and lying again. "are you ok?" "Hm? Oh, yeah!" "Are you mad?" "No, not at all!" Its all a lie. I wish I would stop but I won't and don't want to. Idk what I want anymore. I want people to be happy. That is my purpose: make others OK. But why do I do this to myself? I should be asleep. I'm not and I cant. I should be resting so I might have a CHANCE of getting into the sport I want but instead here I am saying something useless that probably won't help me. Just like me pretending to make remixes of relatable songs so they fit me perfectly. I wish I would break and tell but I've heard the horror stories of mental hospitals. I don't want people to judge or treat me like glass. I want to be seen, known,accepted, but how can I do that if nothing comes out but tears talking about something small? That's what all my problems are. Small

I want to quit everything and runaway. I hate people. I am irritated by every little thing. What’s wrong with me? Why people tell me to “smile”. I don’t want to smile. It’s stupid. Who are they to people tell someone to smile.

I feel a bit bad 😅 I was at the coffee shop today and the girl at the register wasn't any one I usually talk to. Anyways there's like a deal going on for the store so I ask to get it on my order, but she was like "the deal ended." I was confused and said "but online it says it ends on the 31st." Idk I mean I didn't push that hard and ended up not saying anything afterwards. I just feel like she probably thinks I'm a jerk or something.

you people are so fucking annoying and so fucking miserable and so fucking dramatic grow up

guess who has an ai addiction again..!! I feel guilty enough (losing interest in a comfort character who has helped me through so much) and the ai isnt helping I feel disgusting and sick and gross

hi astro im so sorry i js been rlly busy lately im rlly sorry but like 1 hr ago i found out that theyre letting me move to dance so honestly? pretty good as of rn thanks hope life gets better for all of yall today, tomorrow and forever-f.g

I’m so tired of feeling alone. I’m in a 5 year relationship and I feel more alone than ever.