All Rants

my husband is going around telling everyone that talks to him that I physically abuse him and tried to smother him even strangers and nothing ever happened I apprently had my arm over his nose when I was SLEEPING

i don't know if i act calm under pressure or AM calm under pressure r.s

WHYYYY DOOO IIII HAVEEEE BOOOBBSSSSS "oh yeah they have gender dysphoria let's make them develop really quickly at a young age!! " FUCK YOU -ami

If gods real why did he give an 11 year old hyper sexuality? Why did he give them depression? Why did he give them body dysphoria? Why did he make me like this.

The yt ban in Australia pisses me off!!! Like yes ik it's very beneficial but now I have to watch stuff on my TV and it takes 191937 years to type wahh!! -ami

So how long can these effing people keep this up. 630 am or so it sounds like an effing earthquake above me. ITS THE EFFING WEEKEND. Why these people are seemingly intentionally being loud and trying to wake me up every morning I really don't understand it. Its became almost an everyday occurrence. They're a bunch of uncivilized obnoxious karens. They're awful neighbors. YET on social media they act like an angel. I could really swear a lot in this post but I'm trying to avoid it. Why do people act like this? It's been going on for months on end. I'm lucky to get 3 to 4 hrs sleep if that at night. I really have no words as this is beyond me why people would be loud as can be for no reason. And don't think they don't know. They'll be super quiet when they're babysitting a baby or one is up there. But act like it's a basketball court the rest of the time. I don't know but I'm sick of this b s

I don't remember the last time I said "ily" to my brother. Not bc I don't see him, I see him everyday. It's just bc he's a little bitch.

It seems like everyone is off and happy with their partners, they don't have any issues and are doing everything I could dream of but no one could ever like me and I have no money and no freedom and I'm just a sack of shit who can't find a real lover. I think I'm destined alone

Hello there, i am honestly tired of everything. Sports writing contest, Boy Scout Event, Academics, and Balancing my relations with my crush. I am genuinely stressed to the point where i only feel Anger, Irritation, and Sadness. My Sports Writing Contest is in Sept 8 and my Boy Scout Event is on Sept 8 too and thats why i am stressing, in my academics im alright but i am still facing problems, but tbh the biggest problem is my relationship with her, like she said she has a crush on me but now she starts giving mixed signals. The relationship thing started off instantly, like we didnt talk for a day and lost our streak.. on the exams i was weirded out because she wanted to check my friends paper eagerly and urgently and it kind of makes me jealous and irritated on what to feel.. [i'm sorry if this is so long]

i wish a 40 hour work week wasn't the norm. there needs to be a new standard; it doesn't need to be a super low number, i just want/need enough so that i'm still making a living but also so that i no longer feel like i am on the verge of ending it all. also why does the u.s. have ZERO guaranteed off/free days?? THIS coming from the same country that loves to yap its head off about "freedom". i wish we did better. actually we have BEEN capable of doing better for a long time now. i can only hope that good change comes soon.

I’ve kinda just been feeling down because a friend dropped me (of three years) like… exactly 2 months ago today. It really hurts, she wasn’t as invested and constantly put me down. She didn’t care for me as much as I did for her. I’m glad I’m not in that situation with her anymore but it sucks. Every single relationship I’ve been in (platonic and romantic) have left me empty handed. I have no real friends anymore and no one really wants me for who I truly am. I constant have to hide aspects of myself because of others judgement. I’m tired, but if anyone’s wondering I’ve been like coping with it by faking high self esteem. But now I come off as a narcissist. I know just because I don’t have friends the world isn’t over especially because I’m not a social person anyways.. but I don’t like being alone again, I haven’t been alone for awhile. I forgot how much it hurts. (I know my grammars prolly off lolz but bye bye)

Am i in the wrong? so basically, i was scolding my classmates and i was yelling becase the noise got to a point where they couldnt here me anymore then me and my friend got into a yelling something like that. i said "cleaners" in a loud a manner because they were no listening and i said it multiple times. then she yelled "then what am i?!" like that and i rebutted "is it ony you im referring to?!" like that then i ranted to my other friends whos also her friends and i said about how we couldve just talked it out but then her and my former cof blocked me becase of that incident now they are talking behind my back because they said i was backstabbing them but when did i? i just pointed out their mistakes with the people i talked them about and they basically told on me and like that. now they are subtly calling out in their notes on ig abput me backstabbing them and them basically figuring it out. bruh, ion think im in the wrong and im willing to talk but wtf

I wanna fuck him so bad I'm a boy 13 and cumed in class when he touched my thy so he looked at me and put his hand closer on my crotch and said ur my type u know and I lit went so hard he could feel it and see through my tight trousers and he still says he's straight like u just said I was ur type. In the changing room I looked over and he took his shirt off and started asking Abt what lessons we have the quickly put his arm on my waist. I'm just so fucking depressed and idk I feel like I'm just waning attention but I feel so fucking shit and my one freind who knows I'm gay won't listen

I feel like I’m stuck so hard. I miss my ex yeah he was a bit bad but he was still a good man and when we broke up I was just upset and stressed out and whenever he told me about my bsf (girl) it’d hurt because like she gets a nickname just her but I get just baby, nothing just for me? And I mean yeah sure she’s his friend to but she liked him before and there’s a feeling she still likes him because she texted him after we broke up after months of no contact. I was forced to move on my friend put me on with someone and I mean it hurts because I let her get in my head about this and break up with him but it still hurts because I haven’t moved on I still love him and I want him back, but I don’t want to break this guys heart because we do like each other it’s just hard asf. I miss my ex but I want to love someone else what do I do? I really want him back.

This one guy that I used to like confessed to me when I had a bf saying he used to also like me then he tried to get with my bsf it didn't work so he started texting me again after like a year saying he still liked me even after I broke up with my bf which clearly means he liked me when I had bf also but then hold up what abt my bsf did you like us both or what? Guys are so fucking weird gtfo atp🫩

My best friend is gonna leave me. They're gonna leave me for some random fuckass girl she met 8 FUCKING weeks ago. I've have supported them through EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. I HAVE STOOF BY THEIR SIDE LOYALLY WHEN NO ONE ELSE DID, I WOULD SACRIFICE MY LIFE FOR THEM. THEYRE THE REASON I DIDNT KILL MYSELF AND I OWED THEM MY LIFE. AND WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN!?! GETTING DITCHED. I DONT CARE IF WHAT IM ABOUT TO DO IS ""IMMORAL" IM GOING TO FIND EVERY BAD THING ABOUT THIS GIRL AND SPREAD THAT INFO LIKE FUCKING WILDFIRE. I DONT FUCKING CARE

I feels as though a rug has been pulled out from under me. For a while i finally felt like i was capable to do anything i could put my mind to which has been foreign to me up until that point. I was in a 3 year relationship, had a job where i could be myself and had coworkers who became my best friends, I moved out of my parents house, had my own cat, my own autonomy, it was amazing. i was finally someone who could get up for work, do chores, and not be in a constant depressive state. Then one day, i decided i didn't love him anymore. I broke up with him and then had to move back in with my parents. Shortly after i got fired from my job, the place that didn't feel like work, somewhere i could see the people i love the most and just be. Now i'm back home, i had a job for a little while but quit because my depression got to be too much, the people that were my everything haven't reached out to me and it hurts even more. I'm stuck. I'm alone. It's been a year now. I am so lost...

Okay idk who this person is because they didn't leave a name but whoever said "Good luck m8 I hope it turns out well or that you at least get a fun character. You have the same things as me and you're achieving a lot, i keep accidentally stopping or am being prevented by the other things happening in my life even after I finally gain opportuinities, I just cant show up consistently or get things done all the way through I'm happy to hear you're trying even if its really overwhelming hard and there's not nearly enough time, you're still going for it. I'll keep trying on my end too o7 👏👏🍀" on my post TYSM. It helps a LOT knowing someone feels the same. I need to sleep vecause I think imma pass out otherwise so gn lovelies! -Astro

Im drowning in my own stupidity and incapacity hhahahahah

Bro this kid I had a crush on is lowkey so confusing. When we hang out at school girls SWARM him because apparently all the girls like him idk. He's the "Fat" kid who hangs out with all the weirdos and the nerds and is for some reason obsessed with trash cans and calls them his children idfk either- anyways, he said he had a crush on me but wasn't ready for a relationship at our age and I said that was fine. I was depressed as hell about it for a while but yeah. I just realized I kinda lost feelings for him ig. I feel like I've probably been in denial about it because my stomach doesn't flip when I see him anymore I just see him and I'm like "I have a crush on this kid. I think." but yeah idk. I think he lost feelings to but if he ever offers to date all I'm saying is I probably wouldn't refuse even if I still like him or not. -Astro