All Rants

I hate myself so much, for how I look, what I wear, what I say, for my laugh, my fears, my insecuritys

everyone js ends up leaving all my friends, my exes, everyone leaves they always leave once they get what they want or get tired of me

Genshin fans gross me out. I cosplayed as Navia and a woman, not even gonna consider that since she kept asking me to step on her, spit on her, or let her touch my ninis. I kept saying no politely so then she soved me against a wall and tried to ruin my cosplay saying I never deserved to breathe the same air as her. I cant imagine how much worse it will be at ComicCon or whatever it is. I wont ever go back to the Walmart in a Navia cosplay ever again.

God, his cologne smells absolutely fking amazing mmmn

I like my friend so much it hurts im always scared I do something wrong orthat he hates me bc I said smth weird. I would like to get in a qpr with him but I'm too scared to ask, I don't want to ruin the friendship and I would get so jealous of his other friends I mean I already am every time he talks to his other friends. I wish I were the only one in his life. He talks to me differently, He's not so relaxed with me I think He always pays attention to my feelings, but that's annoying like I dont always vent okay... yeah idk I wish I weren't so jealous. I wish we had never met.

my biggest insecurity is that im 24 and that ive never had a boyfriend or had sex because i was sexually assaulted at 12 and was afraid of romance and intimacy for a long time…i just wanted to get that off of my chest I’m getting better but it’s still hard

is there any website that I can watch for free? HELPPPP

God all i want to do is fucking forget. I dont want to remember anything anymore. And ive tried to talk to people but it doesnt fucking work. I give up, im done. Its never happening again im never talking about this shit with anyone ever again, its my fucking problem that no one needs to get involved or deal with, no matter how much it hurts. I dont care how much pain its causing me and how im always thinking about it. How im loosing sleep and how It makes me want to puke out my insides. I hate it, hate it, I fucking hate it. Theres nothing left to fucking do about this I AM STUCK DOING FUCKING NOTHING LIKE A PATHETIC PEACE OF SHIT. I hate myself, I could have done something I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING AND I FUCKING DIDNT. I hate all of this. I cant fucking wait for the day i actually kill myself. All I wanted to do is fix things, I wanted to feel better, but its really not worth it now is it? None of this matters anymore. Im done trying and if this becomes to much and I kms who cares.

i'd do anything for my dad to finally die

i hate my dad, i wish he'd just die

Im traumatized people. I am officially traumatized and i didn't even realize it, on my birthday my grandma almost had a heatstroke and my uncle almost crashed my mom's car and then something's been weighing me down this past month until yesterday I broke down and cried and that's when I realized I'm scared to lose them and then just tonight I had a dream of my mom dying and then that's when someone told me I'm traumatized, WHY HAVE I NEVER FIGURED THIS OUT?! I shouldn't be excited actually I feel dumb, prob cause I'm just numb rn but honestly I realized I'm a lot more traumatized then I called it depression, why the heck does this happen when I don't know, I just feel stupid for not knowing and this whole year I'm like, "WHY AM I DEPRESSED FOR SO LONG" as I literally realized I'm dang traumatized, now I dont have a escape button, sleep is dreams and awake is fate so now I stare at my screen.

I dont want to go back.. i just dont want to go back, I hate my school, I hate my school, it makes me so miserable

Meandering around philanthropists who eat gold with their eyes won't fix your problems. That's your personal responsibility. Virtue is performative and reason disappears where there's an audience because pure reason would be unbearable.

All this place does for me is make me feel ill never get help or find peace, especially since i still see reactionary ppl. Here's some actual life, idk if youre a saint or some evil douche, just dont be the same douche and live to spite those that hate you.

i hate my life i HATE EEVERONE.

I love my fiancé. He’s so tall and handsome 💖💖💖

Whatever Utopian system you thought would change society based on the inherent goodness of reasonable men has failed.

ive been living with constant body dysmorphia since the 2nd grade as im going into 12th. i have recently came out to my mom about this because shes been there and learned how to accept me coming out as lesbian, but all she said was "i dont know why kids and making this dumb trend about wanting to be a boy" and it made me realize that shes no different than my homophobic father, and that if i do go and change for me to be happy, she nor him would accept it. i feel gross in my own skin, i scratch at it hoping to be freed, ive cut it because it was the only way that made me feel like i was going to crawl out of it, im not well, my body is sick, im dying from anemia, and the least i wished for was for my mom to support me and realize how her words made me feel more disgusted with my own skin and mind, i hate this anatomy i was given, especially if it gives my father the "right" to comment on what a woman is supposed to do. clean and cook. its all he says. now then, farewell.

I wish not everyone was able to be a parent. I wish people actually learnt to take care of their kids emotionally rather than just physically. I hate how people expect so much of teenagers but turn around to be disappointments when the teenager expects something from them. To all bad parents out there, I hope you rot in the sadness you made your child feel while they were growing up having to tolerate you and everything you did because they felt like they would be helpless without you. I hope you remember every time they looked you with that sadness and betrayal in their eyes when they realized that the people who brought them to here and are meant to protect them will do nothing but hurt them. I hope you remember the moment they left your life and that the slight emptiness you felt then keep growing and growing untill there's nothing left for it to consume. I hope you realize how much hurt you made them feel and pick your ass up to make yourself a better person.

I used to want to be alone but now I want to be with someone who understands me. My other half will never understand me. I was young and gullible when I met him and I fell into his trap. He pretended he had a lot in common with me and was super nice to me. But later I realized we have nothing in common and he just pretended. And when family responsibilities got too much for him, he decided to seek someone else and he’s such a coward he couldn't even tell me and I had to confront him when I found out. He then tells me he changed but of course that was another lie.