All Rants

Why do I end up over analyzing everything you say? It’s terrible for my mental health. I wish you would stop talking to me. In our early days, I always tried to talk to you but you had no interest. Now you want to talk but we no longer have anything in common. It just does not work. Forcing it makes it worse. So stop.

My mom wont allow me outside I have no friends im homeschooled i cant even take out the trash cans alone she’s suffocating me and now that im talking about college she’s freaking out and im so tired i dont think i can wait till i turn 18 i dont want to do this anymore it hurts too much im so alone

Guys im lowk struggle to find out what my gender identity is. I know I'm bisexual but I just don't feel like a woman or man but I also don't feel like I'm non binary. I just kinda feel like I exist with no gender I'm not sure though. What do you guys think?? -LG

My friends don’t give a shit about me except for one I threw up all over my friends apartment hallway because like I was greening out and i didn’t even feel it coming it just started yk And now she’s ignoring me which i get it like id be upset too but she never even asked if i was okay or if i needed like water or something when before it happened i was visibly not okay Only one of my friends asked if i was okay after over text If this happened to my friends i would have asked if she was okay or if she needed water or anything because i care I want new friends idc if it’s one or two i just need new friends who actually care as much as i do

You say your word doesn’t matter when it comes to talking to sales people. If your word don’t matter to one type of people then it don’t matter to anyone including your family. Why would anyone believe what you say when you keep going back in your word. You’re just all big talk and no action. A selfish cheap words coward.

I thought my friend group was perfect. we all got along, laughed, shared interests, called and hung-out willingly every day. Then i had a bad mental health episode and took a step back to heal, and i told them i'd be away for a little. It doesn't last long, maybe two weeks until i come back, and now i feel like i'm not wanted there anymore? They never message or ping me anymore, they rarely respond to me and not once have they asked how i am other than an initial "yeah, focus on you, dw." I've mentioned it and asked if something is up, to which they either don't respond to my message, or give a dry "no lol?". Idk what happened, we were all super close?? was it me?? am i embarrassing to them now???

Every day I have to hold my emotions about my dysphoria plus dealing with parents who don't know how to respect boundaries and they get to insult me, make me lose my cool and get annoyed just to get me in trouble but treat my younger brother like the opposite respect, treat nicely ect and they don't even like love me the even use me as the bad example when I lose it even they've been pushing me to my limits all day every day and I'm just sick of it I just want to like friendly with them again one day.

No I’m not trying to imply anything. When I say you suck as a person, I mean you suck as a person. No hidden mean. Just that you suck. You don’t know yourself and you refuse to believe anyone else. And when people try to give you feedback you immediately become defensive instead of thinking about the validity.

Why did I open my big mouth again? I knew it wasn’t worth it to tell him his inadequacies but I just couldn’t help myself and now it’s awkward again for the million times. I need to remember there is no use in telling him because he’s never gonna change

I'm trans FTM and I'm so sick of being short, I had my first period when I was 8, I'm 17 now, I was 156cm (about 5'1 I think) but somehow I've started to shrink to 153cm (5'0), I really really envy those tall straight men with shorter girlfriends but I'm forced to be a short gay dude, I wish I was taller so I could have the photo perfect relationship. Okay this was a nothing burger bye 😭

Omfg I commented on a video of someone making fun of a style saying "why are we hating on every kind of person just let people be" and everyone is like "so 3pstein is a good guy?" Or something like that when I didn't even say anything like that I just want people to get along like yeah sure lets just fucking hate everyone and potentially make someone fucking k!ll themselves like why can't we all just get along I'm genuinely about to kym AAAAAAAAA -LG

Every day, I pray for justice to be done upon the evil Donald Trump, that this year would be his last alive. That prayer extends to each and every one of his fellow demons. Elon Musk, Todd Blanche, Steve Bannon, Peter Thiel, David Ellison, Pam Bondi, Kash Patel, JD Vance, Kristi Noem, Tom Homan, you name it. And not only that, but that their demise would be as painful, cruel, and humiliating as possible. How much so? That they would all burn alive and that their screams would be broadcast for every other fascist wretch who dares to breathe. They all must die.

I recently relapsed on sh, I don't really need advice or any resources, I'm genuinely stable now, the problem is, I've been clean for just over a year, the last time I relapsed, I didn't even really treat it as a relapse, well, not enough to bring it up to my therapist, also I didn't trust him enough, so he just knows I *used to* do it in the past this time, the problem is that I actually feel the guilt of having lost something I truly worked on I want to tell him, but I'm genuinely scared he might see me differently, or frankly, won't understand why, because on paper everything in my life is fine right now it was just this terrible urge I have therapy in a few days, so hopefully by then I'll have decided if I wanna talk about it it's just truly a terrible feeling, because I already have terrible abandonment issues, and idk how he would even react, even tho he's very empathetic, this is one ascept we haven't really talked about, so there's no way for me to gage his reaction

I'll always be the butterfly in the jar. Something to observe instead of understand. Something to pity. To even be disgusted by. I'm nothing to them.

WHY DO I ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING?!

i’ve been sexually assaulted multiple times my life and it started from when i was at the age of 8. i’m 17 now and i fantasise or even get turned on by imagining being assaulted again. i feel disgusting and i know it’s very wrong. i can’t help it but i want to. i don’t go to any therapy, i tried but i couldn’t get myself to say anything. i’m worried my fantasies will become reality and i will get myself assaulted again because my body seems to react to it

Is it better to be someone who dgaf but pretends they gaf or be someone who gaf pretend they dgaf

There's too much saltiness in this world. People really need to chill tf out. Kids and adults alike. I'm just speaking in general so don't take it personally if this is read. People are so dramatic in my own life. Salty sour bitter hateful mean. I hate living near such bitter people as well as my own family being unstable. The dog will get scared easily because it has trauma from verbal abusive drunkenness of my family. Yeah. Some of us need a long ass vacation to somewhere peaceful. Away from the drama and nonsense of daily life.

their expectation is eating me alive. i cant enjoy my life anymore because i am too busy proving to myself and to them that they are right about me. that i am smart, talented, and there's alot of potential within me. but the truth is, i'm just an ordinary teenage girl who wanna enjoy life so bad.

im just so tired of feeling sad all the time