All Rants

School makes me feel so stressed sometimes. There are many assignments, projects, exams, and deadlines that I have to deal with. I often feel tired because I have to balance studying with other responsibilities. Sometimes I worry about getting low grades or not meeting my teachers’ expectations. Even when I try my best, school can still feel overwhelming. But I remind myself to keep going, do my best, and believe that all my hard work will be worth it someday.

I thought Ricky Gervais Alley Cats was absolutely brilliant, I was proper belly laughing. But now hearing people all over the socials moan about how crap they think it is, I'm wondering if it was just the weed that was making me laugh. But digging deeper it seems people only don't like it because it's Ricky Gervais. Yes he's said some stuff that I disagree with, but also he's done a lot more good for this world than any rando who just shares political posts online and brings up atrocities from the other side of the world at house parties (there's a time and a place, I know some don't have that privilege but we do so be grateful for that and just let us enjoy the party) And I know he goes on about offending people even when he hasn't, but I get it. I'm guessing he's accidentally offended people and they got nasty about it and now he's so paranoid about doing it again he's just getting extremely defensive. I am the same.

Im so ready for my father to die already, I hope he gets hit by a car and dies. Please just let him die

ive known one of my best friends for 5 years. ive been in love with him for the last couple, but this last 3 months has been the hardest. he broke up with one of my best friends a little over a year ago and hes still hurt by it, i think. we’ve been really close this last couple of months and i dont think hes been showing me any signs that he likes me back. he has this girl that he likes that hes kinda talking to but i feel like im going insane bc he wants to spend all this time with me but just as a friend. i dont know if he would handle me confessing very well. i dont want to make him feel upset or guilty or any of that shit. im so fucking in love with him all i care about is how he feels by my ordeal and i dont let myself give any shits for my own feelings. its not fair. why cant he just love me?

My writing is so terrible that I've sometimes had to lie and say "English is my second language" or "I'm a minor" just to stop the constant stream of laughter and criticism that I rightly deserve.

I cut contact with my mother recently and I feel a big relief about it but I’m sad too because I’m doing something in my life that I never thought I’d do and that’s a professional makeup course I have so many other things that I’m gonna do and she’s gonna miss out on and it really just makes me sad for her

i just wanna kms honestly. i don’t talk about this at all but i tried talking to people i trust, turns out i can’t trust them either. i feel like i’m dragging myself through this so called “life” and i just want it to fucking stop.

My mom said not to go to my uncles funeral because that side of the family doesn’t consider us relatives

I showed you myself MY FCKIN BODY and YETTT YOU TALK SHT TO IMPRESS THAT BTCH?? piece of sht.

i’ve moved past the stage of suicidal tendencies but why do i still feel so empty? like these years just amounted to nothing? yes, i have family and friends and they DO make me feel happy, but there’s like this constant feeling that it’s all temporary and i’m always just gonna be a lonely piece of shit for as long as i live, even though i’m not lonely. i tried telling trusted adults and people and their care was also temporary. nothing feels like it’s gonna last. i don’t even know if it’s good or bad or even neither of those. i just don’t know. is this normal? is it overthinking? am i too much for the people i love??

Ugly asss whre degrades me to impress his btch?? What the FUCK is wrong you fuckin retrd??

lowkey does anyone else INSANELY cringe at themselves even after a short amount of time after doing something?? I’m too fucking embarrassed to read my old rants on here and I keep getting notes and reactions like holy shit. not just here btw like im cringing at myself from js a couple days ago like why did i do that

i fucking hate this bro WHO does online tuitions in summer holidays while in a DIFFEEWNT COUNTRY CAN I NOT CATCH A FXUKING BREAK

I have amounted to nothing in life. Not a purpose found when searching, not a reason found worth living, even when I found joy in small things I could never bring myself to do more than the bare minimum. I feel trapped with the weight of life being something everyone else treasures but all I see is a blank canvas not wanting to be filled.

I hate humanity, I wish we were seraphim or mermaids. I want more wars for this to happen. I want us to be driven undersea or in the air to invent new kingdoms. I hate humanity dearly.

I mention my productivity, but I'm stupid for wanting to write. I can't write. I'll always stay at that illusion of productivity of what I'm worth to the bueracracy that doesn't see humans. I'm not percieved, and in the long-run, I'll be replaced.

My partner used to be great but he’s getting angrier. I’ve got bruises on me from him grabbing me. It’s been happening more often. I know I should leave but I can’t afford to and have no where else to go.

I give my all, I buy her gifts, I get her things when she is sick, I ask her to hang out, I buy her things randomly, I tell her how much she means. All I ever get back is a thank you and a you too. never am I receiving the nice things never am I getting affection its always me giving my all for what, for what gesture

For the past 4 years this one manager has physically made me want to quit multiple times. from talking crap about me, ignoring me for months, yelling at me, and pushing me aside giving promotions to other people. Today one of my coworkers passed out and I had called for security and first aid to help her, he pulled me aside to tell me everything I did wrong in that situation and when I tried to stick up for myself he cut me off talking his BS and telling me "it's okay your okay". I feel like i'm his escape goat to use as he wants and I hate it but the job market is so hard I can't just up and quit without knowing I have another job lined up for me. I want to write an anonymous complaint about him but I know for a fact they'll know it's me and won't do anything.

Maybe this will reach someone who needs it. Because I want people to hear it just in case. You deserve everything good in the world. Everything happens for a reason. Even the bad things. So you need to take the bad things and throw them away like trash. The best way? Write everything down in a journal or piece of paper, do not even care about handwriting because you will never read it again. And when you’re done? Rip it into shreds and throw it all in the trash. Because you are worth it. So. So. So worth it. If you’re thinking of doing anything bad. You’ll regret it. Trust me. And your alarm will still ring. Your seat will be empty in class. Someone will be disappointed and sad because they really found you helpful or nice or funny or pretty or just. A good person. There is always 1 person in the world that loves you. And if you genuinely don’t believe it? Make it yourself. Please.