All Rants

My girlfriends mom is homophobic and keeps trying to tear her apart from me i wish i didn’t have to be away from her

Stop stalking and shittalking you creep. GTFO with that bitch

Even though I'm constantly surrounded by friends I constantly feel alone. Either while i'm with them or as soon as I get home. I get really upset because I barely get any texts anymore and the one person that did talk to me randomly stopped, no explanation. But I also have a bad habit of being afraid to text people first so I'm kind of contradicting myself. But I'm always scared all of my friends are secretly annoyed with me and that they're just praying for me to shut up or leave. But my brain also tells me I have no reason to be sad, I have a good home life i'm I get pretty decent grades in school and there's nothing wrong with me yet I still feel empty all of the time. I've thought I'd gotten better but I was just distracting myself. My brain labels me as an attention seeker.

I kinda hate having curly hair I wish I had straight or wavy hair sometimes :( -LG

Everything has a meaning or mis-used. (Whatever its spelled, Im not good at English yet) like how people say gooner. I was taught gooner was similar to being an employee under the boss, so I say "Well, you're like a gooner to a boss, haha" in a joke with my American friend and he laughed more. I was told gooner meant you look at [fanservice?? (fanservise?) Fan service?] And get an erection

I have a good life. Good family, very loving, very comfortable in money, and I’m healthy in all ways except one. I’m unhappy- depressed according to my therapist anyways, but I’m so lucky. I have the chances so many don’t, I have the life so many want, so why am I sad??? I don’t deserve to call myself depressed- people are struggling with debt and money and family issues and I’m just me. Sad for no reason. I feel so gross being me because I feel like a fraud and liar.

I vented about one person with genuinely bad dark humor, example, they joke about wanting to r--- people or joke about how wars, towers, or being a painter to a war leader was funny but didnt elaborate. I thought i didnt need to, but I shpuld since it was targeted at one person. Dark humor should be funny, not a whole joke that sounds like a plan to r--- my sister. Sorry for not elaborating, but yeah. That person is horrible I wish they died.

I feel as if everyone in my school hates me and I don't know why. I dont have any irl friends and I sit alone at lunch and in the hallway most of the time. I've had people throw fruits, snowballs and trash at me. I dont wear anything that would make me stand out, I don't have colored hair or any accessories. People call me slurs in the hallway and sometimes they take pictures of me. The school doesn't do anything about it. My absence is worse than ever, it's been like this ever since 6th grade. I would cry to my parents to let me stay home. I dont know what I did wrong or why no one likes me

I feel like being on this website is... Counterproductive. I look at rant after rant, only to see more sorrow. I see things I didn't think happened to people. All of these horrible things just make me feel worse about my problems. It makes me feel like I shouldn't complain, because I have it better than others. There are people on here who are giving up entirely, sacrificing their lives due to the pain of living. This doesn't make me feel better. This only shows that more people take the easy way out than I originally thought. The only positive thing I like about thos website is being able to rant. As someone who doesn't talk to another human for days on end, it's nice to scream into the void, rather than let these thoughts rattle around in my head.

I've liked someone for a few months now, so I confessed and when they said they liked me back I lost feelings.. like all of sudden, the second I knew they had feelings for me my own feelings evaporated and the concept of dating them put me off. I feel like there's something wrong me with me because I normally get rejected by people I like and have always wanted my feelings to be reciprocated, but for once it actually happened and I end up losing feelings.

my back fucking hurts, and I don't know why, fuck random back pain

I'm going to stay up till 4 in the morning, even though I know I have to wake up early tomorrow. Why? Because tomorrow is results day, the big day where my life gets decided for me. I'm not the one getting my results, but my sister is. She's worked so hard, and whatever she gets will affect how our family functions for the next few months. I'm scared because it's a turning point, which I am scared of. I hate change. I hate the fact that things change. I hate having to make decisions, because I hate having to live. I wish that I could just live carrying out someone's instructions, and I wouldn't have to think these horrible thoughts of emptiness. I'm staying up to enjoy my freedom, to enjoy a little time to myself before I have to emerge into the world. Tomorrow, I have to pretend to smile, to be smart, to be happy. I hate myself, and I hate all of this meaningless nonsense. Anyways, the solar eclipse was nice, I guess.

My therapist says I shouldn't ignore my bad feelings. Avoiding it will only make it worse. Maybe that's why I've become so lonely because I always run away instead She says it's okay to be anxious, that sometimes our bodies are scared from the past. She suggested I try to acknowledge my feelings. Yes I feel anxious. Yes I feel sad. I'm not really sure if it works yet but I don't have anything to lose. She says I'm not something to be fixed because I'm not broken but I think maybe I am just a little bit broken. I want things to be easier and to live a normal life. But it isn't easy to get better. My heart races. I tell myself I'll be fine but now I'm in my bed alone, all I can do is cry. Sometimes I think I'm an alien who pretends to be human. Nobody else acts anxious like me. Why do I have to worry about everything. It doesn't really seem fair. I wish things could be easier just so I can be happier sometimes. I wish someone would take my brain out just to lean it for a while.

Its frustrating how I hate a character of a TV show and the only thing my boyfriend can think of is her and bmher boobs and she doesnt even have any. There is a girl who flirts with him constantly and I have told him it makes me uncomfortable he still does it. He says when I dump him he should have friends and not be isolated. He is allwer to talk to her. I asked him to wish a common friend of ours and he refuses because she is a colleague. He doesn't respect my feelings he just wants to do what he likes. And then he says he loves me.

this may seem dumb since I have more things to worry about and others who have worst things but i've been barely drawing. my art been getting bad and I just haven't been in the mood. I enjoyed drawing but for some reason it feels like I cant do it. drawing calms me down but how can I calm down if the one thing I enjoy i'm barely doing. anyways. I hope you all have a great day.

me and my brother feel like our fam is falling apart. my mom is acting different with us and my stepdad is always trying to make me feel or look bad or stupid and im done with it.. my mom acts like money is nothing and she treats my dad like crap. im scared whats gonna happen.. i just need a hug. not a pat on the shoulder. not a quick 2 sec. hug. a real, long breakdown hug..

One thing no one can ever say about me is that I let go easily. I don't. Everything I've ever held has my teeth and claw marks on it.

One thing no one can ever say about me is that I let go easily. I don't. Everything I've ever had has my mark on it.

(this is quite long) i'm 16, junior in high school. so my family is south asian, specifically indian. i've never been proud of my culture or happy about it. I've always gotten bullied for being indian, especiialy because my name is super long and very hard to pronounce. in my culture, having long hair as a girl is good. my hair is really long past my waist. I want to cut it to my shoulders. My parents aren't allowing me. My mom says that if I do that my dad will get mad at her. My dad doesn't like that I want my hair really short. my parents' marriage was arranged. my mom was 19 and my dad was 34. I've never told anyone, because it's embarrassing. My mom's so devoted to my dad like he's a good or smth. there's just so much misogyny around me. i hate it.

fuck im so scared, results day is tmrw. ik its not that serious compared to other people but fuuuuuuck i just hope i did enough to secure my predicteds