All Rants

It doesn't even let me be angry without it even being acceptable. Just fucking kill me, I'm sick of having to censor the amount of anger i have.

see i had a relationship of 5 years and was falling out of love for that guy and i met a girl from my grade(im bi btw) and i genuinely love her and wasnt sure how to ask her out or if she is bi or not but turns out she fell hard and turned bi for me and we got together and its gonna be 2 months now and i have never been happier cuz she is like my best friend and girlfriend all in one... but every time i genuinely try to have fun my way she just gets annoyed and shuts down and doesnt talk to me and if she is overthinking ahe wont say a word and you have to figure it out.. thats fine by me,cause ill stay by her side and tell her that im there for her and wont leave at all but today when i was in a bad mood and didnt wanna talk... she didnt even try talking it out she just sat next to me and talked to another dude we have a mutual friendship with and like just sorta thought i wanted space when in reality i wanted her to come and comfort me..guess my expectations were far too high

For reference im 19F. I just never thought as a kid that I would be writing this post about my parents. I really thought the world of them , especially my mom. Growing up my mom was my number one, always my shoulder to lean on. she came from a very abusive household herself and has always been volative, destructive, and had a lot of trouble controlling her anger. despite all the arguments (with both me and my dad) and crying and slaps i can remember growing up, above it all she was so kind so loving and always there for me. I know it doesnt make any sense put like that but it was like these instances were only once in a whiiiile and it never left a lasting mark on me growing up, somehow. just the occasional thought that my mom was intense. my childhood was very happy. BUT in my teens, this dynamic took a much larger toll on me. for the large majority of my teens my dad being emotionally absent hurt a lot more - busy man, high authority job, not emotionally vulnerable so when i was bu

I wanna follow my dream course, but I can't afford it.

I keep disappointing someone I love because My thoughts doesn't match my actions. And I know she will let go for her sake and I'm happy for that. But before that she fought and fought and lower her pride but in the end I cannot stop thinking of her old self who betrayed me and keep lying to me. I know she's just loving me fully ... But now she ended everything my pride can't go down... I can't beg her because I know she deserves to be free from me ... I'm so heartbroken and Sad but I feel empty because through the process of pushing her away, I was slowly opening my heart to her.. but sometimes I cannot handle my reactions when I'm triggered by the past... What should I do? I wanna be keep being selfie and want to be love. But now, she's no longer holding on the rope, and she's flying now. I want to end my life because it hurts... But I can't react yet because this happened many times and we get better after few days .. maybe I'm just feeling anxiety

I’m at my grandparents house on holiday. They grow lots of fruits and vegetables, their garden is bigger than the house itself. Lately my mental health hasn’t been great since im more comfortable at home and I have all my things and my art supplies. My grandpa keeps telling me to try his fruit. figs, watermelon, grapes, pears, plums etc. I would rather die than eat pears. Plums aren’t worth the effort to eat (I have braces) and i love grapes but his grapes just aren’t good imo. They’re not sweet, not crunchy, I just don’t like them. I usually say no to watermelon even though I love it since I just haven’t been in the mood. The only fruit I’ve really eaten are nectarines because I love them, but they’re not home grown. Earlier my mum wouldn’t take no for an answer and forced me to eat watermelon. I’m sensitive about my boundaries and it’s hard to set them so I nearly cried. I don’t know why my grandpa is so set on giving me things when I decline. If I say no he ignores it and continues.

I think I act like I got it figured out when I really don’t. And I act like I know who I am, when in reality, no one does. I haven’t let myself call things cute since I was a kid, because “it’s not manly”. I kinda just realized that now, and that’s why I’m writing this.

It's easy to say to change yourself, to just work hard and find an answer to your issues. Because it's easy to push people into the same corner where you can ignore them to do so.

Nobody gets me. Im preparing for my n lvls and it is very very stressful. Not to mention that im a vice chairman of my class too, so I have to juggle school work, preparing for my exams and my duties. Given all this stress, I tried to stay calm but each I feel worse and more stressed out, which causes me to be angry and frustrated more easily. My family members do not understand the stress im going under and how scared I am for my n lvls. Whenever they talk to me, I will sometimes respond in a frustrated tone and they will immediately scold me, saying that why am I so angry, or why I can't talk to them properly. I can't handle this stress anymore... sometimes I feel like giving up... Nobody understands the amount of stress and pressure im going through...

Why is school so hard like you wake up then get ready and go and the worst thing is you get up late but I guess you would have friends if you didn’t go to school anyways jaxyboy out

I can't help but to feel helpless, pitiful, and overall angry with myself. I feel useless, and have no desire to continue but I always end up doing the same shit-working, socializing, doing my "normal" things. Like, I was not just fantasizing of running away, disappearing, or even worse, killing myself. It's an emotional burnout, I am not even sure if my feelings were valid, am I dramatic? I can't contain bullshits in my life anymore. I am really tired and I want to give up. It's like wanting to die, but I can't die because I'm too poor to run away from life. Someone is depending on me. At the same time, it feels like I am not even wanted. Like I don't belong in my family. I feel invisible which I have already accepted. I am just an accessory. I'm also afraid that I am spiralling into something worse, I can't do anything to make myself better. It's always the same phase, some days I'm fine--then here comes the rock bottom,

Its totally not suspicious when youre 2 hours late getting home and you didn't text me that you were out drinking with friends. I totally don't think you're cheating on me and this scenario isn't sus in the slightest

Really annoyed at my boyfriend we never have sex anymore hes never seemed interested in it anyway he's always distracted and we dont even cuddle. At this point I don't want to have sex with him anyway. Not like id get to finish if we did

This is more of a happy rant, but I love how this website is actually used for ranting and not racism stuff. I was scrolling on another rant website, and the amount of racism was kinda insane. It’s just nice how this website is actually helping people get things off their chest.

This is piddlingly minor compared to what some people are dealing with, but... Why does so much software these days display the error message, "Something went wrong"? It's the worst error message ever. It provides no information. It's fucking stupid. It's the result of lazy error trap programming done as quickly as possible so the company can just shit out the software. Any company that does this should be dismantled.

I love my boyfriend, but he’s honestly a lot to handle because he has a lot of problems going on. I would love to help him with them but he’s very distant even though he told me up front when we started dating that he’s clingy. I don’t know if I should have taken his word for it. I wanna trust him, but he also ignores me a lot whenever I text him. I know he sees my messages, but it takes him almost two whole days to respond unless I’m validating him or celebrating something for him. I wanna be honest with him but I’m not sure if I should or shouldn’t, either way I’ll figure it out as I keep going.

guys...I'm tired....idk what to do and i'm so confused...like not sleep tired....but like tired in every way...idk how to explain it..

What if the pain we’re feeling, the pain that’s wrenching our hearts, is nothing in their eyes? How long are we allowed to grieve something before our feelings stop being valid? Is there a point where they’ll just say, “Okay, enough now. It wasn’t even that big of a deal”? Don’t ever ask someone why they did all those things, because the answer you’re looking for might never come. They won’t have the answer you need, and you’ll just keep going in circles, asking them again and again, only to end up hurting yourself every time. And one day, they’ll simply say, “Enough. It’s not even that big of a deal.” Because maybe they don’t even know why they did it. They just did it. But hey, they still care about you and want the best for you, right? So I guess you should feel better now. Everything’s fine. Nothing to be upset about.

I used ai in the top 1 percent in 2025. I hate myself for it, I’m trying to stop, I’m using it much less but I can’t fully. I want everyone to hate me for it but I want no one to know. I can’t fix that, what could I do to fix that? Sorry? Like sorry can help that. I’ve been trying to stop, but it’s addicting, I’m pathetic, I can’t stop. I use it every month at least now, but I use to use it every day. It’s probably good progress but I can’t tell myself that because it’s not fair that I get to have that peace.

My boyfriend broke up. He’s trans. I never even got to tell my parents he is. They still refer to him with his deadname and it kills me but I’m too much of a pussy to tell them I’m gay. If I did, they might just say “You’re not even gay, she’s not even a man”, and I think that scares me most, more than them hating me. I don’t blame him, the breakup hasn’t been messy, I’m just disappointed in myself. Percy, if you’re reading this, I really do wish the best for you. You don’t need drugs or alcohol to feel good, even if it’s hard with family or anything, maybe I’m too privileged to say that. But I love you. Bye.