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Daniel silver is a zionist Stuff he says to Anne=bullshit He is lying about + hidin his extreme political views check his facebook He has brainwashed Annie my adopted mother into thinking he is kind man Who IS not radical Jew but he is actually a hotheaded radical Jew underneath #Zionist #FakeLiberal #98112 #Seattle #Portugal #AnneKimball #JewSpy I would die to prove i am tellin the truth man! look at Daniel Silver's fucking Facebook he wanted mayor of New York to join palestinas in tunnels so the IDF could kill them what Monster he is! #exposefucket

My boyfriend and I just celebrate our one year anniversary. The day after I caught him secretly recording random women in walmart by pretending to be on the phone. When I found the videos in the car he fought me for his phone while he was driving and I dropped it in the backseat. When I asked him to pull over so I could get it, I went to open the back door and while I was still holding on he sped off with me still attached. When I fell I hurt my left hand and right arm. I lied to the hospital about what happened, and everyone else. He made me cut off everyone in my life. I have nobody to tell.

So I have been wanting to wear this one shirt and this one pair of pants on my UGGs for like ever it’s the third day school. My school pictures are tomorrow and I was talking to my friend about what I was gonna wear for picture day on the first day of school and she walks up to me today cause I guess picture day is Thursday and Friday and she has the exact outfit on except her Hollister shirt is slightly different different colored UGGs and the same pair of pants that I have and I’ve been wearing, so I’m just really frustrated. I want to wear this outfit for tomorrow, but I am not going to cause people are gonna think I’m copying her and like it’s just really annoying.

I've been really really sad recently and I just dont know why anymore I should feel happy i mean I jave friends even if all of them are online minus one, I have a stable family who are very financially well and they treat me nice and I'm okay-ish at art I guess. I just dont get it no matter what I do i always feel sad I try so hard to make myself feel happy and I should cuz i've been trying to get better especially in School and hell when I start School again I'm planning on stopping a lot of the bad habits I was doing and stop masking my emotions and bottling shit up all the time and even cutting off bad people and i've moved on from past relationships that never worked out and I'm figuring out myself like the fact im Pansexual even tho my parents might not support it and that im Agnostic too but I still feel sad i dont know how to stop it I cant stop it I want it to stop so badly i've been trying everything i just want it too end i want to feel better.

Heyy everyone how are you how ur day mwah mwah

being bipolar and depressive does not give you a reason to be a bitch. it gives you a reason for your moods and feelings. it is a reason. it is a cause. but under no circumstance should you be a bitch. you may have bitchy moments when you snap. but if you are a bitch, dont blame it on that. you can choose one thing in the world and that is kindness.

scars are so cool. I LOVEE SCARS, not the reason they are there of course, but i find them so cool. from acne to burn scars. LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT

is being bipolar and depressive give you a reason to be a bitch? (not me, sm else ik. also pls reply by making another rant?? thanks)

im in somuch mental pain my stimach hurts i wonn apuke it hurts so bad i wish taht i could i die ugh js get me out of here idk wht to do i dont want to die im scared ill have naother panic attack my mums finnally comming home td and this is teh worst ive been since days i hate this i hate this i hate this ihate this i hate this i hate this. Its too much too much cant it stop?why me?im not even taht special there ppl going through worse things and i feel so guilty everyone would be better off without me im sorry i hate this. I hate school. I feel so bitter and jealous. I deserve everything. I want to disappear so everyone would be happier.I want to feel that numbness again.

It hurts no matter how many od pills i take no matter how much i cut it js hurts so bad,Will i make it till yaer 9?js live a one more day is wht i say everyday but hwo much longer i feel nauseas i dont like eating i dont like outside i hate ppl im so bitter and guilty. I wish it would hurt less. I'm so tired. I don't feel special going through this pain knowing there r so many. It makes me feel like it doesn't matter. Someone pls tell me to live on,ik I'm asking this shamelessly, but pls, I want to make it till year 9.

Omgg its 12:33am and my step brother won't stop sending me reels on Instagram LIKE PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONEEEE. He does this every single day and night like I don't won't to watch your reels all day sometimes I wanna talk for just be left alone. I wish I could tell him that -LG

I feel empty all the time, it's like there's something missing in me and I don't know what it is. I always hurt people on accident, I don't mean to, I don't want to, it's just something I can't control. I have these crazy mood swings and I'm almost constantly angry or upset at the world. I just feel different. Not only that, but I can't do anything right, I have horrible social anxiety and it's ruining my life. I can't talk in public, I can't order for myself, I can't make friends, I can't do shit. I'm afraid I'll die soon, and it'll be from my own awaiting hands because I can't figure out whats wrong with me and get the help I so desperately need.

When I was young my dad used to abuse my mom and I didn't know what to do so I just hid under my blanket holding my pillow for support

Ive always struggled with maladaptive daydreaming from trauma but it became so real to a point where I made up another version of me, someone with a different life better in ways I've always wanted but worse in other ways. His story ends before he turns 18 and I'm about to turn 18, I'm so scared of losing that other version of me, I always told people I don't plan to live without him and die at 17 but I want to live now but I'm just so scared everyday.

I feel like no matter what I do I always come up just a bit short. I put so much effort into every thing that I do and I always get SO close to achieving my goals but shit always falls apart at the last second.

I wish I had someone real to talk to. nobody seems to care, not in any real way. at best it's a performance.

I’m addicted to crystal. I’m 19 no one knows and I’ve been sober for two months until two days ago…

i dont really understand how i feel. i hate myself so deeply, but i think im funny, cute, or i feel like im a good person. ive been dpressed for around five years now, and ive started to feel comfort in my depression. i cant explain it. im so used to it and now i feel like i dont want to leave. i like having something to cry about. i think im like this because if i get better, i never know when the ground is going to crumble underneath me. i never know when im going to fall back into that dark place that i tried so hard to leave. i never know when everyone will leave and ill be left with nothing

They are a fucking parasite. They’ve been eating away at my heart and mind for almost 2 years now. There’s been flirts, touches, laughs, blushes, clothing exchanges, cries, secret swapping, trauma, and a shit ton more. And then I have to leave them and sit with my aching heart. Why can’t I just get over them? They’ve been in multiple relationships when I yearned to be that other person and those feelings still latched on. I want to fall out of love with them. I want to. But I can’t. I don’t know if this parasite or sickness or disease has a cure, but I need it.

I don’t think they care anymore. I’m so fucking tired and I’m always angry at something and I just get so fucking sad and my parent just “sedates” the suicidal thoughts with concert tickets and shopping trips and new, shiny things. It sedates it, sure, but now I just want to die even more with the guilt of it all on my shoulders. I’ll go to the concert and wait for the best of fall to come. Then I’ll lay dying on fallen leaves with music floating into a dying corpse from earbuds. Then I will be happy and they’ll finally notice.