So, some background knowledge: This is all set in 7th Grade, It’s Recent, and I don’t know what to think Storytime! I’m just chilling in class right? Bell rings, I pack my stuff, and my crush is walking infront of me, and I’m just doing my thing, mostly calm, but I notice, he held the door for me, and even glanced back at me, he is usually the nonchalant quiet kid, so I think I short circuited for a moment. Our teacher likes to pick on students that act a bit too close. Which is why we never spoke, yet we speak in actions and we have a lot of differences, here is a list of what he likes and what I like, even some things in common (all gathered from observation) Him: He is Quiet, Likes Football, Probably prefers a type of rock music, Has a sorta large friend group Me: Ambivert-Introvert, Prefers the arts (Robotics, Literature, etc), Likes K-pop, Medium friend group Similarities: Likes sweatshirts, Not afraid to answer in class
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Highly relatable to another post. My area has the worst drivers I've ever encountered. They just tap.the brake n go at a 4 way stop sign so if you're turning next thing you know they're suddenly tailgating you. TF!?!?! then it's the people who see you coming pull out in front of you go 25 feet and turn off. THAT'S MY BIGGEST PET PEEVE THAT'S SO FUCKING STUPID SMH. or you get 10 ft from someone they still pull out in front of you FORCING YOU TO STOP. this happened the other day still boggles mind why the person did it. Nobody was behind or in the other direction but they still did that. So many people also drive through the parking spaces at the local grocery stores. Because of that idiocy I've been near hit multiple times. So many people need their licenses taken away and not given access to being behind the wheel. I never had anxiety til I came to this area (to the degree I do today).
Hmph, yeah. Thanks neighbors. You just proved my theory right. The one person up there with the baby comes...you're all mostly super quiet. I mean heaven forbid you disturb the little baby. So apparently they leave and it goes from really quiet to sounding like a raccoon is trying to dig through the ceiling with all the effing crackling noise (WOKE ME UP BY THE WAY😡). these people are horrible. I regret ever knowing they're existence. Anybody that tosses cats out in the winter when it's inconvenient for them, that kinda says a lot . Not to mention these Karen's tried to get us evicted as well. It doesn't bother fam as much as me and I don't understand why. Ofc they're not jumped out of bed like me by them either so. I just can't stand shitty people especially two face cut throat hypocrites. Heaven forbid someone tarnish your precious good image on social media when you treat people like garbage in real life. Fake fucking people. How bout you act in real life the way u do online. Bitch
I want her to know that I agree with the breakup, but believe it couldve gone differently. Im not happy, the things that I used to do for fun, my hobbies, my passions, dont bring me joy anymore, and I want to fix that, and I want to be able to be happy in the relationship with her. All im praying, is that she knows im working on myself, and working to becoming happier for myself and for us. And if during this time she finds someone else or cuts me out completely, I fully support it, but all I ask for is communication. Im trying, and I just hope she does. I want to find my spark again, I want to feel my feels during this time and rise back up better. Im aware im not okay right now, and know I wont be for a while, but it doesnt mean I wont try. I want to draw when I can, play my games when I can, write my music when I can, and be happier again, with my friends, my family, and with my job. Ts aint easy, but it wont last forever. Im hopeful for the future, and wish to drop my burdens soon
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Me and my girlfriend have been going through an incredibly rough patch together and it was slowly killing our relationship. After a make or break moment, we had an extremely deep and intimate conversation about what we want and what our futures look like. We both agreed that we both want to be with each other because we love being with each other, but in the state that we're in, its only going to get worse, so we agreed on taking a break for a while until our individual problems are solved, while remaining friends so that we can still see each other. But as of last night, she got so drunk at my house party leaving me sober to take care of her all while she uncomfortably touches me, rants to me, fluctuates emotions and everything. This morning, I explained that I didnt like the state she was in and told her how uncomfortable the things she was doing to me made me feel, and she overwhelmingly cut me off completely. now im left confused, depressed, and unmotivated.
Hello everybody, so I have been dealing with stress and low self-esteem for a while now. I’m really trying to get better with my confidence, but it has been tremendously difficult. I’m 15 and obviously going through puberty and so many changes. Ever since I started getting acne, it has been very hard for me to see the beauty in myself again. I was just wondering if you guys have any tips on how I can stay confident even with acne, or just in general, because I feel like it’s not healthy for me to think so low of myself.
Americans are the biggest cowards on earth. They hide behind guns they don't use when they are supposed to use them. Instead, they vote in morons who damage the world we live in. I say build a wall around the USA for the good of the world and let non-stupid people run it. Just once.
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i feel like idk if i wanna b freinds with emma. i was at her party on friday and the vibes were really off and she was being passive aggressive on and off to me. then emma me and the rest of the girls went to the horse stable because i guess she wanted to ride her horse. we stood there watching her for like 7 minutes and i asked if i could maybe sit on the horse, idk i was bored. she said sure but then looked back and me and her tone changed and asked me if i had ever ridden a horse, i didn’t pick up on the tone shift and said yes, then she responded saying “this isn’t a fair pony” and said it snarkily. then i made a face at parker, not that i was gonna shit talk emma or anything i was just making a “wtf just happened” face. then she turns around and yells at me and says basically not to make that face at her and shit talk her to parker at her own party. then i yelled back and said that she’s been acting like a bitch the whole night which she replied that i was being an asshole
you know sometimes I feel like I don't have any use as a friend, daughter, or human. Like what am I even doing here? To live? Hell no . I'm only still alive because of the people who care about me because I'll hurt them If I kill myself.
• Almost 30 (27) • Still live with my parents/siblings • No job, can't keep one because of either bad circumstances or the job genuinely screws me over • No car • In the hood • Dating life is dogshit because I'm poor despite being genuine. • No friends, haven't had any since high school. It's a struggle making new ones because I'm always too broke to go out. • Hating that I can't provide for my family to help get them out of the hood, despite everything I do. I'm at my breaking point, and I'm afraid I might attempt suicide again. I need professional help. Hell, can't even afford that...
i feel like i push people away. i’m a high school graduate (going into college this fall) and i hope things change. Every time I make a friend, they start drifting away from me. Maybe I’m too dry, too shy, or just not likable enough. I’ve gotten used to being alone and doing things alone, but I don’t want to be alone anymore.
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I genuinely feel like I should not be seeking for help. I look around me seeing so many other people who need more help than me, I just feel so guilty asking for help. I feel selfish. So I started to stop asking for help. I'm thankful my friends haven't realized. But they are catching on. I don't deserve help, I just want everyone else to be okay before me. It's annoying, two voices in my head saying I need help, and the other saying I don't. I don't know anymore..
I wanna end it, but Im afraid of being remembered. It's getting tiring, I can't stop overthinking, I wish I had better parents, I wish I had better friends, I wish i had a better life.
The same troll at Quick Rant continue to put up media links, because they think there is no other information out there like free information at Library links?
My mom keeps insulting me, I feel worthless like a burden. She says I'm rotting as in literally just because I have some bruises and wounds, and that I smell like dead people and grandmas. But other people don't smell that.
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It's quite strange isn't it? I remember you most when I am around other people. In other people's company that remind me of nothing except you. I try to hold myself together and drizzle my pillow long into the darkness of the night. When I am in solitude I don't think about you for even a second, matter of fact I don't think about anything at all- I am good at disguising it, good at making my ache seem minimal, but it lingers inside of me eating away at me like a rotten gnawing diseas, until I am nothing but complete layers of emptiness.
20 Years: 20 years ago, when I was 18 and in my first quarter of college, I was visiting my boyfriend, who was a couple of years younger (turning 17). He had 2 foster brothers and 1 real brother who lived in the same house. They all stayed in a downstairs room and had their beds pushed together. One day, we all piled onto the bed and watched a movie (I was lying between my boyfriend and his brother). We were all falling asleep, and I remember my boyfriend turning off the TV. I remember waking up and feeling a hand on my hip, and I heard someone say something in my ear, either don't say anything or make a sound. I realized it was my boyfriend's 14-year-old brother. He continued to touch me and eventually penetrated me. I wasn't attracted to him like that, but for some reason, I didn't stop him. I didn't know that was what he was going to do. After this, he continued to blackmail me (nothing sexual that I remember), and I eventually parted ways with my bf after. Ashamed.