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Getting my tip pierced wish me luck

Must’ve been the lust mmmm lusty lusty

How can I be the one person in my house hold who pays all the bills, has every day to day responsibilities to take care of and provide everything to everyone in my immediate family and get treated like I don’t matter?

Second day at this new school and it feels like I’m genuinely gonna be alone forever my sister already made some friends but here I am with none it was like this at my last school too like do I just look unapproachable what’s wrong with me and at lunch I felt like such a loser these two people sat at my lunch table (I was sitting alone) didn’t really acknowledge me which is fair I guess but then they just started flirting right infront of me and I was just eating my lunch idk them just not acknowledging me then just flirting infront of me made me feel like a loser but maybe I’m just being dramatic also this girl I kinda liked was just flirting with this guy I’m not mad about it but it made me kinda sad today just wasn’t my day

I have to say it. With a rap sheet of this size and still growing, every member of the Trump administration needs to be executed. https : // www (dot) trumpactiontracker (dot) info Just what's on this rap sheet, you ask? Almost 4,000 accounts of undermining democracy, corruption, weakening civil rights, suppressing dissent, nationalism, bad foreign policy, attacking science, controlling information, attacking education, and hollowing state. And counting. What more proof do you need, everybody? What more are you willing to suffer? Hurry up, rise up, and take down this evil administration once and for all, or else, you'll lose everything you hold dear, from your families to your checking accounts.

Bro im so mad I got really bad poops all the time and when im at work and other people rely on me to be somewhere i cant take too long in the bathroom but sometimes it leads to not being able to wipe enough times and i get skid marks on my underwear and i feel so disgusting when i see it.

Y'know the song "The cure" by Olivia Rodrigo? Well I really relate to the lyrics "and my head is full of poison and my heart is full of doubt" and ik it might not be about relationships but with social media nowadays all I see are skinny pretty girls with identical tiny bodies and that's what I'm expected to look like, I'm expected to act pretty and innocent and perfect when I'm not. We're being fed this "poison" in this type of content and a day doesn't pass without me thinking about how much skinnier I could be, how much prettier I would be if I lost weight. I can't go outside without comparing myself to every single girl who passes me by, I've had this habit since I was young. I cant fucking break the cycle. In my dreams I imagine myself being skinny and perfect. That will never happen. I wish wish wish I could change but nothing ever fucking will. I don't deserve to live atp because what even am I? Im like a rainbow in a world full of perfect pink tones. I don't fit in.

last night i found out my boyfriend had been cheating on me for 2 weeks with my friend. the thing is she's the one who told me about it saying she felt guilty and stuff but idk i couldnt' trust her and it just didnt feel sincere. i was in such shock and i feel like a fool for not noticing how much they hung out. and i have a feeling my bf wasn't just cheating on me with my friend. i haven't talked to my friend since but she keeps texting that she's sorry. i just cant believe her. we weren't insanely close but im mad at her for not telling me sooner. i also have yet to break up with my bf. i don't know why he would be so intimate with me and still be able to see other girls. he doesn't know i know yet but i don't wanna break up with him. is that wrong? i just kinda wish he'd stop talking to other girls.

I fucking hate my body and I wish I could change myself.

I love my family but I also I hate them. It's about ignoring, misunderstood and not having enough freedom.

being part of a generation where you have to be pretty or attractive just to be seen is so fucking hard. I feel like a pig everytime I wear makeup. My fyp is filled with skinny girls and I desperately wish i looked like them. Yes I know it's unhealthy. Yes I know I should try love myself. But what I would give to be pretty.

i promise that things will get better, one way or another. im not here to tell you what to do but make sure to get enough sleep everyday and eat and dont starve yourself okay ? dont hurt yourself in anyway, please. I will always be here for you, even when you are sad or angry. I will always be here. i love you alot.

I have no one to talk to. I maybe need a sensible adviced. Im not yet married 10 yrs in relationship. We have 1 kid 15 mos old but we talk about getting married were just saving enough money. Now, heres my struggle, i dont know if this is still postpartum or some changes to myself that i am not aware of. My partner always got home very late, sometimes 2 am or 4 am. Sometimes he's drunk, or drink a little with his friends that i know. However Im not at peace everytime he do that. I always feel worry i want him to be around. i want him to be at home early. i always feel frustrated, i dont know why. i really don't understand myself, he does let me know where he will go or that he will drink, but still i fell frustrated. is there something wrong with me?

i'm so fucking sick of everything like it's so fucking hot that i can't do anything and i'm stuck in my boiling hot bedroom cos everyone downstairs is too fucking loud and won't shut the fuck up and my period won't fucking stop why did it literally stop then come back out of nowhere actually fuck you 💔 it's the 5th heatwave in the last 3 fucking months and my mom is STILL refusing to get air conditioning even though she promised me she would? so wow thanks you literally just lied, she didn't even try to. can she just not lie to me and get my hopes up? i literally feel sick every single day cos of how hot it is. why the fuck would i wanna lie in a boiling hot room with a loud fan that hurts my ears that's blowing warm water on me every single fucking day because it's the only way to feel even slightly cooler? i hate summer so fucking much i'm so fucking sick of this shit. i'm so sick of her telling me to just open a window IT IS OPEN AND IT DOESN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING 😭

I cannot do this anymore. I hate the way i look. i fucking hate it. im a 14yo who literally weights 68kgs at 5'6, i feel so big. I refuse to wear tight clothes. i keep comparing myself to girls tiktoks- girls from my school. genuinely hate myself, i wanna restart nd lose weight

but didnt want your partner to be lgbtq because you wanted him to have the same morals as you. i asked you what if your ideal type was bi and you said no. it doesnt matter if you dont voice out your opinion because the very mentality you have that i am wrong is as damaging as someone who is openly homophobic. i rather you spit on me instead of wearing a sheeps skin like the wolf you are.

it geniunely boggles my fucking mind when someone says their homophobic. my friend recently told me (a lesbian) that she didnt mind lgbtq because everyone is entitled to their own opinions, but she personally didnt support lgbtq but wouldnt openly go against it. like she told me that it was against her morals. and i straight up asked her "oh so if i kiss a girl and if a guy kisses a guy its not ok?" and she told me that its wrong but im entitled to my own shit and she would still be my friend. this all started because when i asked her if she would date a ftm trans man who already has all the parts she said no because he wouldnt technically be a man. like ive been your friend for over 3 years you should know better than this. you have supported me through my now ex then girlfriend and told me what to do to get her then break up with her. why is my very existence wrong to you. why does homosexuality go against your morals? you told me you didnt care if ur friend was trans but didnt want

Last night my boyfriend just admitted to being actively suicidal — as in, he had an ongoing plan to commit suicide. It's pathetic, but I figured it out through his tiktok reposts and collections. At first, I was a bit panicked. I was overwhelmed about what I was meant to do; do I reach out to the proper authorities or do I just leave it be? Eventually, I decided to confront him about what I saw. He confessed the truth, but didn't show any signs that he was going to stop. I accepted it at front, I knew whay I was signing up for when I got into this relationship. He was already depressed before we got together. To be honest, I was expecting for this to happen anyway. I just didn't think it'd go this way. I'll let him do what he wants. I don't care whether he follows through it or not, I'm going through a tough time myself. It's a selfish decision to stay quiet, I know. It feels like I've murdered him myself just by making this decision. But there's no other choice for me.

WHY TF YOU MAD AT ME? I DIDNT WANNA CHECK SCHOOL LITERALLY 2 MINUTES BEFORE YOU HAD TO LEAVE. I CANT EVEN DO SCHOOL YET BECAUSE WE HAVE NOT EVEN PICKED OUT MY LESSONSSSSSS YOU THE TEACHER MOTHER, IDK HOW TO OPERATE THE TEACHER SIDE, THATS ON YOU 😡

I've been so angry with my mum over recent stuff while also having extreme guilt and death anxiety about her passing one day. I'm realising she's wasted her life with a man who doesn't love her and treats her horribly. I wish she would meet someone she genuinely loves. I wish she could have the life she wants. Even if it means she wouldn't have me, I wish he met someone else who genuinely loved her and supported her passion. I want so badly to give her everything she wants but I'm so terrified that I won't and she'll spend her whole life in regret. I cannot imagine a world without my mum and it makes me feel so horrible that she feels so lost and sad because of my father. She can't escape him because my siblings still depend on her and she doesn't get paid enough. I wish she could win the lottery so she never had to worry again. She could leave my father and finally pursue her dreams.