All Rants

my Mum died a while ago; I miss my mum’s side of the family. It’s been 16 years, and I still have five uncles, but they’re all pushing 60–70 years old, and I feel like time is running out. My dad and auntie (I have a double cousin) hate my mum’s side with a burning passion, so I have a lot of fear and anxiety about contacting them. I do understand my sister’s point about our family abandoning us (I respect her boundaries if she doesn't want to see them). Then again, my dad and auntie had something to do with it too, because they’re toxic. I want to confront my uncles. I want to hug them and ask them to tell me all the stories about the 41 years they had with my mother. My other sister told me that an auntie-in-law reached out and said she wanted to surprise our uncle with us because he misses us. My heart has been shattered, and I’ve been having really bad heartaches for the past couple of weeks. the pain has been sharp I want my family back

Technically came from something that happened at work, but it led into a spiral that led to me missing everyone I grew up with and feeling disconnected from everyone in my life

i miss my loving ex girlfriend

I just want the relationship to be how it was when we first met. So much shit has happened and I just feel like it’s going to work out

My alcohol father makes me want to commit suicide. He's not an abusive father but why can't he stop drinking?? It's not the drinking that's making me feel hopeless but the fact that he drives far to his friends house or someone else to drink. I don't even know if he's alive when he goes out drinking. And he goes missing for hours sometimes days. And I can't keep on living like this. I worry everyday, every fucking night. And I can't sleep because I keep on waiting for him, crying because I don't know if he is alive or what. I just want to end this shit because I'm so tired of hearing his apologies and excuses, I'm tired of this life and him. I'm scared of loosing my dad cause I still love him. But this is frustrating and tiring, school is a bitch too and financial instability as well as not having out own house is killing me. Problems after problems, I just want to die

bro why is Roblox deleting classic faces. They added the age verification and classic faces now? Roblox what is wrong with you. 3 years ago he said we are never gonna delete classic faces 😤 alan out

I am so tired of school. I study and do the best i can, and i like my grades no matter if its 'bare pass' or 'near fail' like others say. But in that one exam(geometry and trigonometry), there was someone watching over us obviously. I was solving, and i cross out alot of stuff like usual, but the one watching us came up to me, flipped my papers to look, and said 'if i was the one correcting i'd give you a zero' and looked at me disgustingly.. well, and then, i was the last one to be in the exam hall as i should be if i want since the time still wasnt ended, but the watcher kept sighing and rolling eyes and stuff, and then i asked since i kinda stress stuff out 'can i do any steps in the last question since im not so sure of them, and i cant leave it empty?', and then the one watching said 'you can leave the whole exam empty' with clear mocking intent. At that time it didnt affect me that much, but now (after 2 weeks), it hurts me so bad.. i tried my best, yet thats how i get treated...

I hate so many fucken ppl. Nope not the random Joe but ppl that have attacked me personally, betrayed me, used my trust to do something that I wouldnt of done to others. Terrible experience getting to know ppl, would not recommend. Ppl are only looking out for themselves and would not give a rats ass if others are jeopardized. There will be a fucken day that I will let this one special person know how much grief he has brought to my life. So many fucken days, weeks, months. years I long to see him fucken die. Revenge is so sweet I crave it. Like passion and revenge hand in hand one on each side it holds me up to keep moving forward. So many ppl have been in my way for my fight for a good life. Does it mean they get a better life if they stop me? No, its purely because they dont want to see me happy. I fucken hate these ppl with all my being.

I am litteally tired of eveything...11th grade has been soo bad overall..I tried my best to do study but It did not work...my model is in 12 days and I cannot study..no matter how I study I will always forget i..Physics,vhemistry it fucking hurts learning...them..seeing the dissapointment on her face after failing every test geniuunely hurts me..I want nothing..I dont want to study and i dont want anything..I dont even want to be happy..everyday I am still wondering why do I live..why do I take my meds but...i dont either..i dont why I am hoping....I dont want work my ass of studying...I am tired of stressing myself out..I wantt nothing..literal nothing

Okay, so I like this person. I tell them how much I like them and everything. I’m doing the absolute most for this person, like buying them things, talking to them, helping them when it gets hard. This person later asks me if it’s okay to do lover things, and I’m over the moon because I’ve liked this person, but it’s my first time ever being in a relationship, so I’m telling them this. They like it okay, but they never told me if they liked me. And then the next day, they start talking about how she was talking to this other person and shit. So I’m like, “You’re aware of my feelings, but you constantly talk about other men around me, and she doesn’t even respond to me. She takes DAYS to respond, but when she texts me, I respond in the same timeframe.” So and it’s so off-putting because how are you aware of my feelings? Tell me how you wanna do these types of things and then start talking about other men.

i don't like my partner's partner. i think he's pushy, bad about other people's boundaries, abrasive. starts arguments with strangers over nothing. needs my partner to take care of him but didn't visit my partner in the hospital at all. always making my partner go over there, all the way across town, despite my partner's disability and how this impacts things at home. needy and unhelpful. i wish they weren't together but I want my partner to be happy, and I guess this guy makes my partner happy for some reason. i think sometimes it would be easier if things weren't this way, but that would only make it easier for me i guess. and I want my partner to be happy.

Why is it like that? When he's the one in need, I'm willing to help, but when I'm the one who needs something, he prioritizes his ML and his friends. I'm wondering if he still loves me or not.

What's a small, seemingly insignificant thing that drives you absolutely crazy? When ppl say they dont care, when they bang cupboards closed, when they walk around the house like a drunk elephant, leaving garbage all over the place, not cleaning up the most minor messes like a spill but would rather to let it dry and crust up that its much harder to clean up, double-standards (mind you I dont think the last one is a small thing) it makes me very angry. Whats even bigger of an issue is hypocrites.

My dad I can't decide if I love him or hate him. He does things that are nice and things and make me happy but then he makes comments and does thing that aren't right. He says my hair and teeth are bad. Even though I already feel extremely insecure about it, he just makes it worse and everything. And anytime I try to talk to him or express my feelings or opinions about something he says "No no no!" And doesn't let me talk to him. And he says I cry about everything which I'm the type of person to cry when I talk about my emotions and he makes it so much more worse. And I feel like I can't tell him anything or be myself with him. I have no one to talk too about it and then also if I mess up then he'll yell at me or threaten to not go to something importantor meaningful to me. He chooses his sister, mom, etc over me and my family. He shows no interest in wanting to know me or spend time with me. He always uses me as a bad example even though I try my best and best to be perfect.

I am devastated. I accidentally shared information about one friend with another friend of mine (I was drunk), and now the friend whose information I shared is distancing themselves from me. Now a third friend has simply blocked me on all social media for no reason. I did nothing to this third friend, and I considered her like a sister. I told her about traumas and insecurities that I wouldn't tell anyone else. I don't know what to do because my birthday is coming up, and I was planning a cool party to invite my friends and even people from college (out of politeness, since we haven't had much contact since graduation). But now I have a cake ordered and a guest list that is practically all “guests out of politeness.” Besides, most of my friends live far away and won't be able to come.

I am so mad at ppl taking my kindness for weakness. So many times someone will be rude to me or slander my name or try to hurt my composure because of some insecurity they have. I fucken hate that I am looked at as a bad person. When the most plain ass ugly bitches are looked at as god sents. Fuck everyone that takes rumours as gospel you are the most brain dead ppl to walk on this earth. I would be rich if I got a nickel for everytime someones gossip/rumors swayed someones persepective on me. You can just sense it after someone has heard something about u their whole demeanour changes when they are around it its fucken bullshit. Does anyone ask my side of the story? Does anyone as where these rumours are coming from?? Does anyone even take a second in their fucken fake ass lives to even think that maybe the gossip is fucken wrong???!

Honestly a mix of things is causing issues right now for me. I feel like my next couple months is hopeless in so many ways. But there is so much potential and I’m worried I won’t be able to realize it.

I feel very insecure about not being good enough physically for my boyfriend. I can’t make him cum and it’s really bugging me. He has these anime girl figurines that I look nothing like and he draws naked girls that I also don’t look like

My teacher just kicked half the class outside in the cold weather for having their backpacks in the wrong spot, we have a shelf to put our backpacks on but some students keep in near the shelf or near the whiteboard, today she decided to kick half the class out with their backpacks and made them wait for twenty minutes in the cold and the doors were locked, the vice principle was walking around and saw the students and asked what happened they tried to open the door to find it was locked and when they unlocked it and confront the teacher, the teacher lied and said they were "taking a break" when she really lied and just kicked them out of the class and some students went to the office because the teacher said you "can take it to the office if you want" and she said they were lying although she said it herself

My ex-situationship now has a girlfriend. He posts her on his Instagram, goes on dates with her, goes out with her, and does TikTok trends with her — things I know he always wished to do with someone. Frankly, I was hurt and still am. I thought that maybe he would somehow come back someday, but he didn't. I always hoped. But perhaps him having a girlfriend is a sign from the universe that he has healed and is ready to love someone again. This is deeper than jealousy—whatever it is, it hurts. However, even though I'm hurting, I pray that she treats him gently, shows him that love can be calm and peaceful, that it doesn't require battling against problems every day, that love doesn't require being exhausted. To her: Please take care of him. His favorite colors are black, white, and gray. He likes techy stuff. Learn the games he plays: COD, Roblox, etc. Your reposts matter to him so much, don't make him overthink. Ruffle his hair jokingky then fix it then kiss it, he likes it. lovehim