All Rants

To argue that the World Wide Web is a failure, we must stop treating it like a natural disaster and start treating it like a crime scene. The "daily harm" isn't an accident; it is the business model. The following individuals and entities are the primary architects of this failure. They did not just "build an app"—they re-engineered the human psyche and dismantled the concept of a shared reality for profit. The Most Wanted: Architects of the Digital Collapse Mark Zuckerberg (Meta): The Psychological Strip-Miner He pioneered the "Move Fast and Break Things" ethos that broke the social fabric. By prioritizing "engagement" above all else, his platforms intentionally amplified outrage and misinformation because they are more profitable than truth. He presided over a system that internal research proved was damaging the mental health of teenage girls, yet he continued to push features designed for addiction. Larry Page & Sergey Brin (Alphabet/Google): The Forefathers of Surveillance Cap

I HAVE NO NEW THING To CAREEEEE! EVERYTINE I THOUGHT ABOUT SOMETHING NEW AND CREATIVE ITS ENDING UP USELESS ! I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO CREATE WHILE NOT GETTING A RESULT! IF EVEN RESULT HAPPEN ITS NOT WHAT GET ! Today is example what every franchises becomes garbage ! Star wars become garbage ! It's means what my ideal creation will be a garbage by hacks who care about money and the the thing what I made! Ohhbi could just write for my self ... BUT WHAT ABOUT FAME AND FORTUNE! HOW YOU CAN SELL THE BOOK AND GET RICH! I LOOOOST!

I hate myself. I had a presentation today. I think I did okay, but I’m not sure. I feel like I’m lacking something. I hate that course and the professors too

I just didnt deserve what happened to me and I think that the people who wronged me get away with everything they do thats evil toward me.

I hate that my mother still controls me at the age of 32. They ask me to take care of my mother. They ask me to give in. Without asking me if I'm okay after my father passed away. As if my sadness doesn't matter. Even though I really wanted to go with my father. And I've tried to take care of and accompany her. But often it goes unrecognized. Even when it comes to getting food, if I take just a little bit, I get scolded as if I were a thief.

I have a husband and children, but I am not free to form my own family. I hate my older sister, my younger sister, and my mother. I want them to DISAPPEAR. I am tired of being their trash can. I am tired of always being told to give in. No one wants to listen to me. I have no place here. I am always BLAMED.

I feel like every time I have something good happen something bad happens life has been a lot and I want to give up

Kind of an all encompassing rant, but, I don't want to do this life anymore. No, I'm not wanting to die, end myself, or anything like that. Quite the contrary. I just want something OTHER than what this current state of reality has to offer. I'm sick of being a slave, sick of wasting my life working to make someone else richer, sick of doing mindless work that does NOTHING to fulfull my soul. I want to fully LIVE. I want my soul to feel FREE, untethered by the strains of our current existence. WE ARE NOT MEANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS.

so ig people would consider me a smart, positive and energetic person but honestly im js tired my self esteem is in the toilet and I take everything personally whether its about me or not. It's so dumb id want to talk to anyone about this because id want to be a burden to them so all my relationships feel superficial. My boyfriend told me im starting to act shy and kind of dry bc I genuinely cant hold a conversation properly anymore. Also nothing is stopping me from being vulnerable to people I genuinely trust and ik it can build relationships but again id want to burden them and idk why I cant js say it. id want to be energetic and positive and I feel like it would be so much easier if I didnt have friends, like no upkeep and id feel guilty if id meet up with them or reach out to them one day. this probably makes no sense but at least its written

I don't know, I mean I know, but I also just, don't

So ive been alive for pretty uch 17 years, and never have i ever had something serious with a guy. All of my friends have had at least 2 boyfriends and are in commited relationships right now but I cant even get a guys number. Im not the prettiest, and not to be mean but ive seen people that i wouldve never thought be in a relationship. so idk i feel like im falling behind and college is no help because i have no friends. its hard, i just want to experience some sweet love and feel like i matter too. I wanna meet someone naturally but if i have to, i will literally download dating apps when im 18 because I just wanna love someone and be loved

My girlfriend of almost 2 years cheated on me 7 months ago and I begged her to stay but now I feel like throwing up everytime I think about it

I want to relapse. I'm 9 days clean from self harm but it's very difficult and I sometimes don't see the point in continuing to stay clean. I want to stop self harm but at the same time I don't. It's confusing. I don't know how to cope with the urges to relapse.

Extremely depressed and ready to fucking kill myself about it. I'm hanging on for many reasons- because I know I'll get through it, because I know it would destroy my loved ones, because I know I can do more good than bad if I stick around and suffer. I want to just go to sleep though, why can't I be lucky and just not wake up? I'm the wrong shape, burdened with so much more in my head than I ever wanted, and forced to be this way forever. There's no fix and no solution, only what scraps pf respite I can scavenge. I don't want to be a part of this sickness anymore.

There’s this guy and he’s Korean (this is important I promise) and I’m Japanese. back in October he asked me to perform a Japanese duet with him for open mic night (I have never spoken to him before and I don’t have a single class with him). I really hate singing but he insisted so I agreed. At first we were both like really awkward because we’re both introverted as hell but I guess we got used to being around each other if that makes sense, to the point where during one rehearsal he said I’m one of the only friends he has in the other class. And like HE’S KIND OF CUTE BUT MAYBE IM DELUSIONAL Anyways this guy has a friend and I’ve also started talking to him. But he has a history with other people so my friend group doesn’t really like him. We planned to hang out at a mall but the guy from earlier wanted to know what we were doing, so he asked their math tutor, who was so shocked that he said anything other than math so she assumed he liked me and there’s a bunch of other hints but idk

Nothing feels real It feels like my life ended after graduation and this is just not real. I went to the same school from kindergarten to grade 12 and I genuinely dont know who I am outside of that. I graduated 2024 and I feel like I am slowly drifting away from the person I was in highschool, not into someone new, but just loosing parts of my personality. I dont feel like I have any solid attachments to anyone in my life at the moment besides my family, and the thought of talking to people and hanging out with them is just repulsive I dont know how else to phrase it. University is hell, I hate going to class, I hate doing my homework, I hate taking exams, I procrastinate until I have to stay up for days on end to pass tests / do assignments. I’m surrounded by death in my personal life. I can not cook, or clean for myself and rely on my parents for everything. I feel like im slowly wasting away from who I was before and I hate myself.

is it ok if i talk about legitimately wanting to kill someone here because im so fucking mad o my lord shittttttttt i want to get this out somewhere but there's literally NO WHERE where i can talk about this shit oh my god "no violence, dangerous content, or threats" MY FUCKING ASS what i want to talk about keeps fucking spilling and i have to keep erasing what i type because i dont want to get banned off some random ass vent website or get reported to the police. im not going to kill anyone but people are probably going to think i am. i already havve fucking google suspecting me and constantly reminding me that they have my ip (i really should get a vpn) and i dont need EVEN MORE but my lord. I have to get it out. i suppose this rant about having a lack of having a space to vent already constitutes as a vent but oh my goddd oh my lorddd i have to get this shit out. i cant use a notebook because my family is probablby going to see it and google docs cause im paranoid. shitttt shit shit

I’m so sick of my friend ignoring me. She’s the only person I have to talk to and she just ignores me when she wants. Today she said we could do something I’ve wanted to do all week and the second we started she said she would rather be doomscrolling and just left me. I was texting her and said o was worried ma sage just ignored me. I called her and she said she can’t call bc she’s watching mean girls even though she’s been saying all day we could call. I know she does, but I feel like she doesn’t care about me. I know she’s likely upset or something but she’s just cutting me off and I’m so sick of it. She’s the only person I have to talk to. She keeps giving me false hope that we can have fun and then ripping it away. My day has been shit and all I wanted was to have fun and laugh w her and we called for a few mins before she just said she wanted to doomscroll. My life is so plain right now. Everything is boring. I have no energy.

I just wish that you get as excited as I do for our mini-dates. Really hoped that you did something for valentines.

Hello stranger, I'm so tired of acads, I know my grades doesn't define who I am, but I want to make my parents proud.