i feel disgusting because ive been dating this girl for a few months but ive lost feelings and i cant bring myself to say anything because her best friend is also one of my bestfriends and i also just so happen to have a crush on so called mutual bestfriend [ive been crushing before me and my girlfriend even started dating] and im really scared of losing both of them because they are still dear friends of mine and i just feel so bad because i feel like im betraying my girlfriend, and the fact that the mutual friend [im gonna call her anna] has a boyfriend and it just overall sucks and i feel horrible because i feel like im betraying both of them. even if somehow me and anna just happend to both be single at the same time i dont have a chance becauise her type is twinky boys and im not only on the chunkier side but im also a masc girl and AHHH just idk i dont need advice i just wanted to say it :]
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I'm disgusted. My bf watched a video of a man saying peanut allergy is not important and that there's no danger to peanuts. I tried explaining to my bf that peanut allergies are very serious and not a joking matter, I've seen people's face puff up and get huge from a bad peanut reaction. Yet my bf said the dude is right, that people with peanut allergies complain too much. Idk, he's shown me many times that he's a bad person who doesn't care about minorities. 🙁
I just LOVE when people argue, ignore me or shut down when I try to explain why things work or why something is happening for them, For context, my IRL was talking about how she'll get dizzy when she went to stand, I having mentioned that she needs more iron and salts in her diet to prevent that, she unfortunately argued and said she didn't and that she didn't understand why her doctor sent her to a nutritionist (she has suspected ARFID, as I was told before), and I yet again explained that her doctor took into account the symptoms she told me, and wants her to go to a nutritionist so they can figure out what she needs in her diet; My IRL got pissed and said that she didn't like that and she doesn't need help because it's "weird and unnecessary", I was starting to give up, so I said that her doctors were looking out for her and that it's normal not to like something but it still needs to happen (example: boosters), and all you can do is power through it. She then ignored me. wtf.
Genuinely, being in a family, where mental health is not taken seriously, would have been the death of me, if I was not surrounded by people, who could actually understand and did not undermine what I was going through. For those who are going through something, and their families for some reason, remain ignorant or are uneducated, you are seen and enough. It is not your fault, don´t force them to understand, if they cannot make effort to do so.
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Is it controlling, if someone starts bossing you around in your own space? Is it unfair to get mad at that? Mad that you want to tidy up your own space how you do it.
I am having a headache and I hate it. Hate it. I do not want to move to that place to work. I am comfortable at where I am currently. Why the change ? and the work processes over there are not going to help the hotels. it is just a basic process and the hotels still have to clear or tidy it up. For what ! I do not want to go. I do not want to go. I do not want to go. I do not want to answer phone calls. I do not want to answer or care for people under me. I am comfortable now working alone. Alone! I am not having a hard time here. Why do you think that I am having a hard time here. I just want to retire here. I have medical conditions. conditions that do not allow me to have stress. I am so fed up. Can I just retire. No I cannot. I do not have my own insurance. I have to depend on the company's insurance. I do not want to go !!!!!!!!
I feel ashamed that I might have to graduate a later than expected in college. I feel like I deserve all the bad things that is happening to me right now. I feel so disgusted at myself.
I feel so scared and lost about my school and work. I quit both of them recently and I just feel like an absolute useless trash in the world. I wish my life could just end here because I really feel ashamed of myself and my bad decisions.
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Hey I need like support I'm too scared to tell my mom because I don't want to get sent away I wouldnt be able to chat with my BFFs and they are honestly the only things keeping me from com1tting I really need help but I feel so broken that help isn't even going to help me and I just want it to be like when I was in first grade again, a 13 year old shouldn't have to go through this and yet I still am what do I do.
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I really think that the reason I'll die one day is because of suicide. It makes me really sad when I think about it when my life is fine, which makes me feel like it's not valid when I have nothing to kill myself for. On some days I stand on the top of my bedframe looking at the view below. It scares me that I don't mind.
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My ex fucked me up so bad. He cheated on me constantly, drove me insane I was checking his phone every day. He lied to me and said he doesn’t have a porn addiction gaslit me for a year until I felt like an insane chick with insecurity problems. He kept his exs nudes and told me it’s a part of his cuck kink and because I don’t let him express it any other way he has to do it like this. He generated his exs nudes into AI videos (don’t worry, I told her by now.) and acted like it’s no big deal. I told him to get therapy and he called me selfish and horrible names. He told me to kill myself, he hopes nothing but the worst for me, and he hopes my cats die. He made it horrible for me when I moved out he kept threatening me, blocking my way out of the house, rushing me, punching walls and belittling me the entire time. He put me thru so much abuse that day and all thru our relationship and now it’s been more than a month and not a word from him. I just have to live with it while he’s fine.
I am so flipping aggravated because I can’t change my own rear wiper blade on my car. I’ve bought three blades and NONE of them work. Why do things have to be this hard it’s so flipping stupid to make an easy thing this hard
I miss a former girlfriend love of my life, she's the one that got away and it was my fault through young stupid behavior. beware young men, love will grab you, stare you in the face when you are young, your going to be too inexperienced to see it. By the time you finally get it, you've married, had kids, and will still think everyday of that woman you wish you could hold and look in her eyes again. sure, your life is adequate and by everyone's perspective you should be happy, but deep down you miss her and it'll never go away, you never really learn to live with it, but you live suppressing it as you live that life of quiet desperation the remainder of your life. You aren't alone.
I fucking hate my mother.. . like idk how to explain it.. i have so many feeling and thoughts and she just brushes them aside. i try to tell her about my emotions shes says im being dramatic. i say im haveing thought of suicide and she says i dont know what im talking about. i stop talking to her for a moment to her oh aparently im shutting down and giveing her the silent treatment i dont know how i feel anymore
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I never stick with something long enough... im not diagnosed, but i suspected before that I might have adhd, my brother has it, and we are quite similar.. I guess something about girls being teached to hide things.. anyway... I had plenty of interests.. but they all come and go. I lost count of how many things I liked and dropped within 2 weeks. Which is why, I can never succeed in one field. When I decide to finally step up and do something to reach an audience I give it my all in first week's. And then my motivation drops, I see more successful people, or the ones who stick with something and master it.. i could never be them. How do they do it..why can't I?
I wish I were born a boy. Not in a trans way. I've struggled with this for over 6 years now. Id put on male character and not specify my gender, get happy when someone online called me a boy. But when I seriously considered stepping up my game, I realized the big issue. I have to talk for engagement. But I cant do any different voices.. and not to mention, if I use a voice changer ill forever be stuck behind it, and have to keep lying... I could just do it as myself too, but ill never get the same validation.. I asked a friend about it and she said youre already genderfluid, just roll with what you feel like at the moment... but Media doesnt really favor queers when it comes to games with large audience..you can never be a guy who was born as one.. even if you try your hardest, your views for your effort will be at most half of theirs. And with bunch of haters... im already low on motivation most of the times..
This guy i like BLOCKS ME for weeks on end and unblocks me when HE has time to talk, which freaking sucks since i have no other way to contact him, but i really like him and its difficult to move on i know i should but i don't really know I've embarrassed myself a lot already to him so it's almost like i HAVE to keep going, like i tell myself I'm over it and delete that specific account but a day later i start getting withdrawals or something and i undo it and hope he'll come back, i dont know how to get over him cause i do still daydream about us and him and i really still like him
I told my friend I liked smb and she keeps doing shit on purpose just to flirt with him I fucking hate this I cant stand this shit I cant do this anymore