I miss a former girlfriend love of my life, she's the one that got away and it was my fault through young stupid behavior. beware young men, love will grab you, stare you in the face when you are young, your going to be too inexperienced to see it. By the time you finally get it, you've married, had kids, and will still think everyday of that woman you wish you could hold and look in her eyes again. sure, your life is adequate and by everyone's perspective you should be happy, but deep down you miss her and it'll never go away, you never really learn to live with it, but you live suppressing it as you live that life of quiet desperation the remainder of your life. You aren't alone.
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I fucking hate my mother.. . like idk how to explain it.. i have so many feeling and thoughts and she just brushes them aside. i try to tell her about my emotions shes says im being dramatic. i say im haveing thought of suicide and she says i dont know what im talking about. i stop talking to her for a moment to her oh aparently im shutting down and giveing her the silent treatment i dont know how i feel anymore
I never stick with something long enough... im not diagnosed, but i suspected before that I might have adhd, my brother has it, and we are quite similar.. I guess something about girls being teached to hide things.. anyway... I had plenty of interests.. but they all come and go. I lost count of how many things I liked and dropped within 2 weeks. Which is why, I can never succeed in one field. When I decide to finally step up and do something to reach an audience I give it my all in first week's. And then my motivation drops, I see more successful people, or the ones who stick with something and master it.. i could never be them. How do they do it..why can't I?
I wish I were born a boy. Not in a trans way. I've struggled with this for over 6 years now. Id put on male character and not specify my gender, get happy when someone online called me a boy. But when I seriously considered stepping up my game, I realized the big issue. I have to talk for engagement. But I cant do any different voices.. and not to mention, if I use a voice changer ill forever be stuck behind it, and have to keep lying... I could just do it as myself too, but ill never get the same validation.. I asked a friend about it and she said youre already genderfluid, just roll with what you feel like at the moment... but Media doesnt really favor queers when it comes to games with large audience..you can never be a guy who was born as one.. even if you try your hardest, your views for your effort will be at most half of theirs. And with bunch of haters... im already low on motivation most of the times..
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This guy i like BLOCKS ME for weeks on end and unblocks me when HE has time to talk, which freaking sucks since i have no other way to contact him, but i really like him and its difficult to move on i know i should but i don't really know I've embarrassed myself a lot already to him so it's almost like i HAVE to keep going, like i tell myself I'm over it and delete that specific account but a day later i start getting withdrawals or something and i undo it and hope he'll come back, i dont know how to get over him cause i do still daydream about us and him and i really still like him
I told my friend I liked smb and she keeps doing shit on purpose just to flirt with him I fucking hate this I cant stand this shit I cant do this anymore
my husband has never been able to keep a job. He resigns without telling. Does not listen. Had taken debt on credit card which i had to clear (60-70%). I am fed up of being the earning member, to take care of the child and expected to do house work once back from office. He does help partially with the house work and child care. This is after the residual work since my child is going to nursery and has an 8 hour nanny for her. When my parents were home he used to go out for entire day, sit in park or car doing nothing. He is still searching for job and lies on certain days that he has interviews. Everyday i have to pay him pocket money. Why cant he just look after our child so that we can save money. I am fed up of my life and feeling if i die i'll be free from my miserable life.
Why does my father and mother fail to understand the comfort of phones bring? It distracts us from this messed up life. For a few minutes the frown turns into a smile. For them to escape this messed up life they sleep or push everyone else away. But we really can't do that, sleeping thing off gives us the title of 'always sleeping' it's quite unfair for my siblings and I. You gave us no freedom to rest if it's not night time but you on the other hand can. All we cling to is our phones that distracts us from this life. So no, we are not addicted to our phones. We feel safe and comfort with this phone. "You can always tell us anything" That's funny, every time me tried we get scolded or brushed off. I hate the mindset my parents have. Am i wrong for feeling this way?
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i miss my ex, miss when i used to write randomly to my ex and say i love you and now i can’t have that emotion cause i have no partner
Im really tired. I’m fine, everything’s going well in general, but I feel so numb and tired. I keep snapping at people, my friends are falling apart. I know change is going to happen, and im okay with it, but it’s so terrifying when two people you care for start to attack each other and I feel like i should be doing something. I want to talk to someone, to just share my thoughts for a moments, but im scared they’ll judge me and try to help, but for now I just need someone to listen to me. Sometimes I really want to sleep forever, cause that would be so nice. I felt like I was falling when I decided to do this, that I have to resort to this kind of stuff. I probably need help, maybe therapy, but the truth is by tomorrow, I’ll probably forget this happened.
I don't know what to do anymore. I grow up in a very poor family, two older sister who doesnt care, a mom that is hard to handle all the time, since i was very little i know my mom worked hard for the three of us since my dad has passed away. Just only a single mom that been through it all. But now im 18, did i figure my shits out? No. Even worse that I don't have any talent, nor anything since i have social anxiety. My two older sister got married, i live with my mom with no room for me at all, we sleep on the same bed. I had to deal with her bullshit all day and her mood swings. How the fuck did i get throughout the day? I sell my own body
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This is just something that bothers me. I'm just so sick and tired of being told my health issues are just, "Anxiety." Its so stupid because what do you mean blacking out, month long fevers, dizziness, hearing noises that aren't there, and losing the ability to move my body is anxiety!? There's so much more as well. When I go to the doctors I get asked the following questions, "Are you pregnant?" "Are you anxious" "do you have any prior medical conditions?" And if i say no to any of those, "OH LOOK! ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD!!" LIKE I PROMISE YOU, ITS NOT NORMAL TO NEVER SUFFER FROM ANXIETY OR MAJOR MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, AND THAN DEVELOP SEVERE ILLNESS, RESULTING IN WHEELCHAIRS AND PAIN. This isn't anxiety.
So I had this one friend and he emotionally manipulated me and our other friends to the point we were afraid of what he would do to himself if we left, I’m still recovering even though it’s almost been a year, I just miss that summer when we were all happy and naive but now everyone fucking hates eachother and I just need advice
why are people so messed up. is it that hard to just be nice??? bullying IS a problem and it's not a 'just ignore it' it's a thing with consequences. lets not normalise it please. or most of us won't be alive much longer.
I hate my fucking mother I wish I could get away from her like disappear and never return god I hate fucking ungrateful kids that get good parents and never appreciate it both my parents are fucking useless I rather sleep in a coffin underground than spend more years with her I swear I'll rather be kidnapped for free someone kidnap me please
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i like this guy (hes my best friend), he's pan and im a girl but he likes this boy because they share lots of things and they're both trans and i think the other boy likes him back, and ik i shouldnt be mas about this because its nice for both of them, but it affects my daily life, and it makes me wonder if im not enough, if its for my body that he doesnt like me, and ik its weird but yea
So it is true, that if you pay money to those behind Quick Rant you can spam with unlimited racism, abuse, unwanted, annoying rants etc especially thinking you like Trump even those you call him "prezadent". But if you not stupid and don't pay, you are visitors banned after one rant which is why Quick Rant Republican party linked site should be closed permanently.
Man I can't even type as fast as I think. But life life's been fucked. I mean everywhere I scroll there's some fucked up shit that happened or found out about or a whole bunch of consumerism on my phone. Lol. I scroll too much. But damn. My life, how im living. It's just hard. Still living with the parents that abused me and failed to protect or do anything about when I got assaulted so it kind of destroys my mental health having to be around them. And all this shit I've been scrolling on my phone makes me feel so overwhelmed and disgusted. But I can't just not when it's a habit and I seek some type of comfort when my man doesn't talk to me. And me and my man's relationship hasn't been going the best. I'm only alive because I want to move out with my man as soon as I hit 18 next year. And time feels so gooddamn slow. I don't even know what to do. Therapy every week, but it doesn't help much, I'm so paranoid of telling them too much and being sent away. The shit on my mind isn't normal.