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To prove they are not controlled by America and "Israel", the UN and different countries should demand the unconditional surrender, the arrest and jailing of Trump and Netanyahu and that both give up their Nuclear Weapons?

ive been crushing on my best friend and i told them about 5 months ago and everything was fine and nothing changed. but more recently theyve been expressing the fact that they want to be in a relationship and it makes me feel a bit jealous. they also think that i dont want to date them because im aroace. im pretty sure they dont like me like that, but havent confirmed or denied because they havent reciprocated but havent rejected me either. and a few nights ago i had a dream where they laid on my shoulder and told me to do anything i wanted and i gave them a tight hug and expressed my feelings for them again and they accepted, and i wish it was real, and the day after i told a friend that i was gay in joking manner and he said he already knew and assumed that me and my best friend were dating, and i told him he doesnt like me like that and when i said it, it kinda broke my heart. idk what to do now, i kinda just want advice

Dude I hate myself I do nothing in this world I’m a waste of space I worry people I wanna kms so bad I self harm nothing in my life is good I need to self harm to feel good sometimes

Hi I don’t know if this is gonna sound silly I’m just trying to get it all out so basically I’m homeschooled and I feel like I’m failing my mom because I struggle to get out of bed and get motivated and my mom says I need therapy but I hate the idea of going therapy and I feel like I’m hurting her bc she thinks she’s destroyed my life but she hasn’t it’s me and recently I met this guy I loved and we started dating me and him clicked straight away we talked and talked but he was long distance and I met him online but me and him FaceTimed all the time but my mom wasn’t convinced he was telling the truth of his age so she made me ask him to show his passport and FaceTime so my family can look and talk to him this guy also had mad anxiety like me but if I didn’t ask my mom was go crazy at me and obviously the guy said he need time to think so I have him 3 days and then asked if he was ok and are we good and he blocked me without a word or goodbye just blocked on everything

im tired i dont wanna be strong anymore or show people how independent i am i just wanna rest

My mom is mad at me because I'm not doing what she tells me to, but I told her to let me do it later since I'm studying and stressed with my schoolwork, so I'm doing my research for my schoolwork. Then my mom scolds me, saying I'm always studying from morning until night, and I replied that I want to be in the honor roll and she gets mad when I'm not. Then my dad heard me. that on the call and he said, “You don't listen to your mom. You know she's tired.” Then I said, “I am studying, it's just that I'm getting a little close to tears,” so I just left the room. I went to eat, and while I was eating, my dad messaged me saying I was stomping my feet, even though I know my mom is tired and all that. It's like they're so exhausting, like, girl, they're so annoying. They want me to be on the honor roll, but they get mad at me now because I've been studying nonstop since this morning. Also, it feels so unfair that my dad sides with my mom even though he knows nothing about it.

i started a project for my clg its for a so called course... i choose a project called straycare.. where my idea was to save stray animals which are injured and may be alive if they were treated at right time... i worked really hard but my sir likes all the other ideas but not this... they will be selecting 240 members and then 100 and then 25... i feell i wont be selected in the bootcamp...why does these happen to me everytime...i feeel so tired of my life...everything i start to do... i fail.... i am just so sick of life...

idk i dont find me suitable for anything... i dont set to any categorie i know nothing i can do nothing how do i live like this... i feel so useless to be growing like this...everyone around me is somewhat motivated..but i am not

i feel so scared and i feel dirty thinking about whats happened and how it keeps happening and i just want to wash my whole body off i feel like a little kid again i feel so alone i cant feel clean

I just did a very hard school presentation yesterday, and I failed. I was supposed to do this, I did my best but ik that wasn't enough, I know I didn't even try anyway, I even procrastinated and had urges to put it off. When I was at the front, mind went blank and I tried to talk but then my voice was shaky, the second I knew it my hands were too. I even mustered up to speak in my own words.. but I could barely think and make out what I was saying without stuttering. I was alone at the front, being an absolute embarrassment and getting crushed by my own nervousness. In the end my groupmates said "it's okay, you did your best, thanks for saving me, I wanted to help u too but I was scared". Ik they're lying, you'd only do that bc thats the 'right thing to do', I know you ppl were thinking and talking behind my back like"wow you could've done better". But tbh, you guys didn't fucking do anything. I was the one who made the ppt, wrote the paper, bought shit and printed it. I FKIN SUFFERED

I feel so damn tired. Everything feels so much heavier. I don't know if I'll ever make it out alive. I have no life. I'm a very boring person, no social life, skills and talent. I wish I could go through a week let alone a day where I don't say I wanna die. I look at people and realize that I'm very different, that I don't fit in in this world. I just hate it and I'd cry everytime I think about it. I make a mess for everyone to deal with and I'm just a pain to all the people that I've met or been with. School is so hard, I'm a loner with nobody but myself, and I just can't bear the pressure and stress. Whenever I think about the future I'm paralyzed with fear and overwhelming dread because even now I'm struggling to even survive all of this. This life doesn't seem to be worth living, but I have to go on no matter what. Even if I'm holding onto a thread I need to survive.

i feel disgusting because ive been dating this girl for a few months but ive lost feelings and i cant bring myself to say anything because her best friend is also one of my bestfriends and i also just so happen to have a crush on so called mutual bestfriend [ive been crushing before me and my girlfriend even started dating] and im really scared of losing both of them because they are still dear friends of mine and i just feel so bad because i feel like im betraying my girlfriend, and the fact that the mutual friend [im gonna call her anna] has a boyfriend and it just overall sucks and i feel horrible because i feel like im betraying both of them. even if somehow me and anna just happend to both be single at the same time i dont have a chance becauise her type is twinky boys and im not only on the chunkier side but im also a masc girl and AHHH just idk i dont need advice i just wanted to say it :]

I'm disgusted. My bf watched a video of a man saying peanut allergy is not important and that there's no danger to peanuts. I tried explaining to my bf that peanut allergies are very serious and not a joking matter, I've seen people's face puff up and get huge from a bad peanut reaction. Yet my bf said the dude is right, that people with peanut allergies complain too much. Idk, he's shown me many times that he's a bad person who doesn't care about minorities. 🙁

I just LOVE when people argue, ignore me or shut down when I try to explain why things work or why something is happening for them, For context, my IRL was talking about how she'll get dizzy when she went to stand, I having mentioned that she needs more iron and salts in her diet to prevent that, she unfortunately argued and said she didn't and that she didn't understand why her doctor sent her to a nutritionist (she has suspected ARFID, as I was told before), and I yet again explained that her doctor took into account the symptoms she told me, and wants her to go to a nutritionist so they can figure out what she needs in her diet; My IRL got pissed and said that she didn't like that and she doesn't need help because it's "weird and unnecessary", I was starting to give up, so I said that her doctors were looking out for her and that it's normal not to like something but it still needs to happen (example: boosters), and all you can do is power through it. She then ignored me. wtf.

Genuinely, being in a family, where mental health is not taken seriously, would have been the death of me, if I was not surrounded by people, who could actually understand and did not undermine what I was going through. For those who are going through something, and their families for some reason, remain ignorant or are uneducated, you are seen and enough. It is not your fault, don´t force them to understand, if they cannot make effort to do so.

Is it controlling, if someone starts bossing you around in your own space? Is it unfair to get mad at that? Mad that you want to tidy up your own space how you do it.

I am having a headache and I hate it. Hate it. I do not want to move to that place to work. I am comfortable at where I am currently. Why the change ? and the work processes over there are not going to help the hotels. it is just a basic process and the hotels still have to clear or tidy it up. For what ! I do not want to go. I do not want to go. I do not want to go. I do not want to answer phone calls. I do not want to answer or care for people under me. I am comfortable now working alone. Alone! I am not having a hard time here. Why do you think that I am having a hard time here. I just want to retire here. I have medical conditions. conditions that do not allow me to have stress. I am so fed up. Can I just retire. No I cannot. I do not have my own insurance. I have to depend on the company's insurance. I do not want to go !!!!!!!!

I feel ashamed that I might have to graduate a later than expected in college. I feel like I deserve all the bad things that is happening to me right now. I feel so disgusted at myself.

I feel so scared and lost about my school and work. I quit both of them recently and I just feel like an absolute useless trash in the world. I wish my life could just end here because I really feel ashamed of myself and my bad decisions.

Hey I need like support I'm too scared to tell my mom because I don't want to get sent away I wouldnt be able to chat with my BFFs and they are honestly the only things keeping me from com1tting I really need help but I feel so broken that help isn't even going to help me and I just want it to be like when I was in first grade again, a 13 year old shouldn't have to go through this and yet I still am what do I do.