Recent Rants
Oh my god, I don't know where to let this out but I need to. I haven't been to therapy for almost 3 weeks and I am losing stability of my own emotions. I don't know whether it's the fact that I haven't been able to regulate my emotions without the need of therapy or my hormones acting up but I feel so emotional that I am just crying every minute or on the verge of tears. I don't know who to talk to. I overthink if I ever vent to someone who isn't my therapist. I don't know how do people even tolerate me. I don't know how could they not hate me. Why do they stay for someone like me who is so emotional and could just lash out at any second of any day. Why am I so pathetic, I can't even control my own emotions without having to rely on therapy. I've been so damaged by my past that I am so scared of confrontation or seeking help. I don't wanna be a burder to anyone, even if they love me dearly. I just want this to end.
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I just wanna be a fucking adult already, i have NO privacy, im not allowed on ANYTHING except from roblox and minecraft, im fucking bored of my life and i just want to be alone for more then ten fucking minutes, i want to kill myself but my mum has control over EVERTHING she doesnt let me be alone for more then like 10-20 minutes, i do sh but i bruise myself so it isnt obvious, atp i wouldnt be suprised if she moves in next to me when im older, i wish my mum wasnt so overprotective
Im tired of always being the person everyone wants to hang around. I try my best to show them hint, that sometimes I get tired of listening to them talk to me and I'm tried of always trying to make things work. It's hard to choose between people okay? I can't always choose one person because then other people get angry, and if I try to at least say, let's all be a group, they don't want to work with the other person. I wish I was hated. Because at least then I wouldn't have to deal with all this stupid shit. I hate how easy I am to convince. I hate how fucking naive I am. I always end up getting hurt yet still always take them back. Fuck life.
I hope he just fucking gets injured by doing something stupid and then is maimed forever
UGGGHHHHHHHHHHH UGHHHHHHGGGHHH IM TIRED OF HAVING FEELINGS!!! TURN THEM OFFF, BROOO!!!
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at first i liked the idea of someone being obsessed with me but uh now it's just ridiculous, if i don't answer because im busy they get pissed, if i don't say i love you or anything else typed out in full they get pissed, if i match their energy when their being dry they get pissed.. if i mention i have other friends they get jealous and for some reason when they get mad they 'joke' about hitting me? im so done with them omg, mind you we aren't even dating
I hate that I've been thinking about you again recently. I miss the sweet boy in my memories, but I don't want to anymore. I know you aren't that person anymore and I want to just forget what you meant to me.
No matyer what community you are in, there is a huge group of complainers and whiners. The most notorious I've known is Genshin, which is something I wont complain about. Genshin is a game made by Mihoyo, who decides everything for the game. As long as the hame keeps going, I'd play it. Def? Ok, good for Linnea, Chiori, Kachina, Xilonen, Itto, and other Def scaling characters. No double crit? Thats okay, the peice can be used for Craftbox. Losing the 50/50? Atleast my Qiqi is now stronger for my Sandrone team. Or my Mona for Mono Hydro team. Tighnari? Hes good, not too good but not too bad. Mizuki? Stellar Swirl buff, so now she's my main dps! Jean? C6 100 healer ready for Varka. Keqing? Its ok, shes a placeholder for Flins, good lunar dps. Dehya? Good for Mono Pyro with 4 stars like Xiangling, Bennett, and Chev. Diluc? My old phys Dps before C6R5 Eula. Hes still pretty good. And all the standard weapons are good. I play the game for the fun of it, and if I get bored, I'm outside.
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This is gonna sound stupid but my partner has this friend who's his duo in games she clearly likes him she's supposed to be blocked because I feel deeply uncomfortable by her but he unblocked her then he goes and posts a video of their characters together and sure it was harmless dancing but like the romantic kind and its stupid because it's just a game but im his partner i have expressed how uncomfortable I feel by her multiple times and it hurts the he doesn't go to me or that im not his duo he tells me to communicate yet brushes it off like it's nothing when I express how I feel about her still being around I mean he even kept it a secret they were still playing together until I had to bring up i saw it lately I feel so terrible mentally all I want is for him to be there I tell him that too whenever I feel like that but these past few times he's not been there because he was either on a call or playing yet I have been begging for his attention while having regular breakdowns
Fuck you Josh. I’ve seen photos of you since we broke up. What did I even like???? You’re mid! You’re mid and I let you ruin me!? Btw fuck your mum too. She’s a bitch. The joy I feel when I know I don’t have to spend time with her again and pretend she’s great. Thank goodness. She’s a horrible person. And so are you. You are dead set convinced you aren’t. That won’t get you far tho. Well maybe it will. Because you live in a privileged white male world. Ahhh the burden of ignorance.
The screams pound from the inside of my head begging to be released. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!! I sound crazy. Maybe I am. Or maybe I’m just a human being sick of playing the ‘put together’ game. I’m positive and sweet and lovely and kind. GET OUT OF MY HEAD. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. But I’m haunted from the inside. Like shackles are around me. I can’t escape the damage the world has done to my head.
Does anyone have a song that like, describes how they feel most times? Some I like are ; Numb Little Bug - by Em beithold. (Im pretty sure the name is wrong but I'm too lazy to search it up) Unsweeted Lemonade Prom queen- by Beach Bunny I'm doing fine - by Marino Hey doctor, doctor Body-by mother mother Karma-by AJR I have more but yeah. I think Ive been listening to those the most recently. I hope you like them (if you listen to them) and if you have any please tell me, I'm in desperate need for some more songs.
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Can my stupid sister close her window at night? Mosquitoes with malaria known to be in this area, recently some men started following her, and yet when I twll her she says she's overheating. SHE HAS 4 FANS IN HER ROOM, NO SCREEN FOR THE WINDOW, AND CHOOSES TO RISK LETTING THE WHOLE FAMILY GET MALARIA SO SHE CAN STAY "cold"?? Genuinely if I have to tell her one more time I'm gonna slap the living shit out of her and taking the fans away. Ill even lock the windows and just give her buckets of ice or cold bathes so she can learn that she doesnt have to fucking risk killing off a whole generation so she can stay comfortable sexting her boyfriend as she masterbaits.
ACK!!! RANT RAM NEEDS TO FIX THEIR "Next Page" button!!! It DOESNT LOAD TO OLDER POSTS INSTEAD BRINGS YOU BACK UP TO THE MOST RECENT RANTS!!!! ACK!!! How am I supposed to catch up on POSTS WHEN IT DOESNT LOAD OLDER ONES?!?! RANT RAM WILL "LOAD MORE" POSTS PROPERLY BUT NOT "Next Page"!!!!! ACK!!!
I cant forget the thoughts about you . I know you dont like to help me at work and i know you prefer to maintain your own distance . I know you cant see me talking to anyone cuz you feel jealous or maybe its just me and my thoughts . I know how you care about me from the back and ask someone to help me but I dont know Why you not saying me bye this days , is it cuz you feel I am leaving you and going ? or there is smthing happening . I know you have gone silent all of a sudeen why is that? what is bothering you ? are you stressed about something ? I know you prefer to stay away from me as much as possible . I will also try to maintain distance and stay away from you . I am handing you back to the universe and let universe handle everything about both of us . But just want to tell you that I cant see you sad . I am going through something and so are you but wishing both of us can have a happy life far from each other. I miss you I dont want anyone to think I am flirting with you .
My friend never texts me, we never talk and I know they’ve got better and more important things to do but I just feel so alone all the time and when we do talk, it’s after something’s happened and I need to comfort them, even days after I tried to self destruct and they didn’t seem to care at all. I’ve always been a 2nd thought to everyone I meet even family and I just want to be loved. I am NEVER going to be someone’s first thought when they wake up the way they are for me and that really really hurts.