All Rants

I constantly feel like a hassle, Everything I do annoys someone. I don't mean to be annoying, I don't want to be annoying but I am literally just an awful and annoying person. I hate it, I hate myself. I wanted to write this out to maybe have someone say "ohh no its ok i bet your lovely" but I've seen this exact same mindset on the most toxic people ever. Am I just toxic?? Because if I am, I don't mean to be. I'm sorry if anyone is reading this, I'm sorry.

I feel like im autistic and that might the reason I am the way I am. I am sometimes an airhead and very sensitive to point where the smallest things could bring me to tears. And I always get shit for crying over things and I try to tell people that I'm doing the best I can to control it, but they still ask when it happens again. I say a lot of stupid shit and I have to deal with genuine assholes and bullies every so often and I just want to crash out at them, but I know it wont help. I would tell an adult but that wouldn't do anything either. I just want people to treat me like a normal person and not the 'weird one' or anything like that. I dont want to be highly sensitive and i dont understand why im even like that. I cant even take part in a friendly debate because I'll get so heated that I'll start tearing up.

how the hell can one person sleep all night till 4:30p the next fucking day? lord knows i wish i could but god forbid i even sleep in a extra hour or two when i can. immediately bitched at when i first wake up this morning but its okay for you to sleep all day just for you to get up and smoke fucking weed and do nothing for the rest of the night? and i get it the weed helps with whatever. im not asking you to stop (it makes you fucking easier to deal with, youre a better person when youre high)ypure a dick when youre sober

I hate that this person is stuck in my head till now, even after 4 years of knowing him i can’t forget him. I’m so done being stuck on a person that does not deserve it.

I don't wanna go to school anymore, my heart aches, I can't do this anymore, I'm so scared, and my step dad hates me, I can't do my routines in this state anymore. I can't search for help because it makes me look stupid

I felt lost— yet I kept finding myself.

my father ruined my dreams, it's okay, but I'll never forget how he ruined it.

missing someone doesn't mean that you need that someone back in your life, its just, you miss them.

falling out of love, the hobbies used to like, feel some kind of empty. Crying secretly everyday, academics feels like pressured. smile has been gone, don't have any friends to open up. Mental health got worse, feels like I have nothing to do with my life.

I learned sign language to communicate with deafs, not because i'm deaf. I don't get it, why people tell me "stop it, you're not even deaf to learn such as stupid sign language" like girl, why do they hate it?, is there a problem with it?, I wish I was deaf, so I wouldn't hear people talking shits.

somethimes I feel like some kind of left out, I feel like I'm an option to everybodys life.

mo mater what i do it isnt right no matter how hard i try it isng good enough no matter how much i give it is never enough

If you are going to fuck in a hotel - be respectful of the people around you because all you are doing is stroking that man’s ego. No dick in the history of forever has been so good that you have to scream you fucking fetishist. God. Like whatever, have fun but I don’t know you and I Don’t want to hear that shit. But if I yelled ‘shut the fuck up, folks are trying to sleep’ I would be in the wrong. Mkay.

Lying again Trump? You are desperate for other countries to protect oil tankers in the Strait of Hormuz, to protect your oil interest leaving countries with none. (I will no longer leave a rant at Quick Rant as I am not stupid to bribe them to able become a troll leaving unwanted and annoying abuse, racism and incoherent ramblings)

I made a mistake, I got overwhelmed with everything going on. Put my problems in my diary, it was a very good place for my unhinged thoughts. Someone I trusted opened it, opened the pages I insulted them in. They violated my privacy, was extremely rude to me and my other loved ones. Most of that diary is about those rude times she had that I had to endure. Now I’m painted as the villain, the hidden mafia, the two-sided one. But everyone who cares about their loved ones very deeply, never slips up, also has this moment where they can’t take it anymore. - BigSisterSyndrome

"i really hate the way i look. invert the camera turn the beauty filter up if they dont see me how i see me thats enough i fall in love with the person thats not really me. the real me hates me the real me aint me. theres always bags under my eyes no matter what i do i always see those lines but i can fix it with the filter online so who am i am i a lie im something i made up in my mind mow when i look in the mirror i see a face full of fear cause thats not the person with clear skin no not the person they see when i go edit my posts im losing all self control the person i use to know is turning into a ghost so who am i the real me hates me the real me aint me the real me hates me im my worst enemy the real me hates me the real me aint me i lose my mind the real me hates me through this disguise im my worst enemy youre my worst enemy on youre my worst enemy" ~ marino

I wish my wife would just pretend to love me. I just want to give up. get off of your fucking phone all the time! show some sort of interest in having good conversation and not always try to flip it into a , I'm smarter than you type statement. stop acting like a know it all. you're not perfect. clean the house. take a hint. you might as well go ahead and screw me over if you're gonna do it. life is too short to wait for you to be over your whatever it is! if you don't love me just move on. just don't screw me over in the process. stop spending all of our money! your keeping us from succeeding! you aren't working right now, help do all that laundry, if I was out of work for as long as you id had it done, maybe life wouldn't be such a mess if you worked for it and stopped acting like you don't have to do anything to make it better., it's my fault! I should be a better husband, like my opinion matters. I can't ever speak up! fuck!!!

Why am I letting you do this to me ? Why do I keep turning my head when it comes to her? It's not a accident that she is always waiting outside the shelter when we get there. The last straw should have been yesterday when I got out of the shower and you were gone with her with my pipe my fetty and my cigarettes . I'm surprised you didn't take the car too. You're gonna be sorry if I decided to start giving it back . You won't like it when I go back to making my own way with my "friends,". As a matter of fact you will hate me . I don't want to be like that like you. I don't want to hurt you or embarrass you to make b a point but this such bullshit

Well the Australian Jewish Community, Media and Government at all levels, accept that Non-Jewish people was also caught up in the Bondi Attack?

Ever since it happened, i feel his hands on my legs. I know there not there. im not stupid. I didnt fight. i froze. But i didnt want it. of course i didnt. he was, no IS my mothers boyfriend. i just want to feel like myself again. please.