I made a mistake, I got overwhelmed with everything going on. Put my problems in my diary, it was a very good place for my unhinged thoughts. Someone I trusted opened it, opened the pages I insulted them in. They violated my privacy, was extremely rude to me and my other loved ones. Most of that diary is about those rude times she had that I had to endure. Now I’m painted as the villain, the hidden mafia, the two-sided one. But everyone who cares about their loved ones very deeply, never slips up, also has this moment where they can’t take it anymore. - BigSisterSyndrome
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"i really hate the way i look. invert the camera turn the beauty filter up if they dont see me how i see me thats enough i fall in love with the person thats not really me. the real me hates me the real me aint me. theres always bags under my eyes no matter what i do i always see those lines but i can fix it with the filter online so who am i am i a lie im something i made up in my mind mow when i look in the mirror i see a face full of fear cause thats not the person with clear skin no not the person they see when i go edit my posts im losing all self control the person i use to know is turning into a ghost so who am i the real me hates me the real me aint me the real me hates me im my worst enemy the real me hates me the real me aint me i lose my mind the real me hates me through this disguise im my worst enemy youre my worst enemy on youre my worst enemy" ~ marino
I wish my wife would just pretend to love me. I just want to give up. get off of your fucking phone all the time! show some sort of interest in having good conversation and not always try to flip it into a , I'm smarter than you type statement. stop acting like a know it all. you're not perfect. clean the house. take a hint. you might as well go ahead and screw me over if you're gonna do it. life is too short to wait for you to be over your whatever it is! if you don't love me just move on. just don't screw me over in the process. stop spending all of our money! your keeping us from succeeding! you aren't working right now, help do all that laundry, if I was out of work for as long as you id had it done, maybe life wouldn't be such a mess if you worked for it and stopped acting like you don't have to do anything to make it better., it's my fault! I should be a better husband, like my opinion matters. I can't ever speak up! fuck!!!
Why am I letting you do this to me ? Why do I keep turning my head when it comes to her? It's not a accident that she is always waiting outside the shelter when we get there. The last straw should have been yesterday when I got out of the shower and you were gone with her with my pipe my fetty and my cigarettes . I'm surprised you didn't take the car too. You're gonna be sorry if I decided to start giving it back . You won't like it when I go back to making my own way with my "friends,". As a matter of fact you will hate me . I don't want to be like that like you. I don't want to hurt you or embarrass you to make b a point but this such bullshit
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Well the Australian Jewish Community, Media and Government at all levels, accept that Non-Jewish people was also caught up in the Bondi Attack?
Ever since it happened, i feel his hands on my legs. I know there not there. im not stupid. I didnt fight. i froze. But i didnt want it. of course i didnt. he was, no IS my mothers boyfriend. i just want to feel like myself again. please.
idgaf about your stupid guns or your fucking video games you play and why should i? you couldnt give a single fuck about anything that comes out of my mouth.
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I am a polyglot stuck in an Anglophonic world. My partner, my family, and all my coworkers are monolingual. I feel so imprisoned by the cultural laws of today's world. Because of what I am, I am not allowed to be who I am. I'm not allowed to be complicated. I'm not allowed to be anything other than an Anglophone. I am tolerated as long as my words are English. Society loves me as long as they don't see me. Then I am labelled a thief despite the languages and cultures took me in after I was discarded by the rest of the world. Now it seems like repressing is the best course of action for me. Hiding isn't enough anymore, I have to actually stop being my who and be my what.
i got bitched at for napping in the living room and not coming in the bedroom and not laying with him where mind you he alwyas bitches that he gets too hot and today he recently let me know that he gets too hot and never has any room to move.(we have a full bed on top of another full bed and ive offered to put them side by side i just needed help taking the bed frame apart) i sleep half way hanging off the bed most nights anyway. so i told him id start sleeping on the floor. he didnt say no to the idea so ig we will see what happens when he comes home tonight and im on the floor asleep.i really want this relationshit to be over but he just wont leave. ive tried EVERYTHING to make it work and no matter what its just shit. it doesnt even feel like were a couple anyways so like whats the point? i think he feels like he has to stay because we have a kids together. or that he has used me as a scapegoat to get away from the state we was in before and yes ive told him that to his face
I can't see myself being friends with anyone ever again, not out of hatred for anyone or being unable to socialize, i just find it very unnecessary. It hasn't ever bothered too much for the time being, I've never been one to have many friends. I've often been excluded, since I was a child I never had many friends which I found strange, I used to be very sociable and passionate about my interests. I was never scared to initiate conversation. I've come to think that perhaps I came off as off putting? Eventually I grew to become very reserved and quiet which didn't help, however it gave me time to reflect. Overtime I found myself coming to peace with this, every time I was friends with someone it was okay, we would laugh and converse however i realized it was something i wasn't seeking any longer, it felt boring to say the least. It's been a year since i cut myself off from every friend i've had and i've never felt better, I can only hope this peace of mind remains for the time being...
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After months, I still see those behind Quick Rant is allowing the same troll to put up as much as unwanted and annoying spam as they want including only names and false details about others because the troll continues to bribe them. But if you are not an idiot and don't pay you are visitors banned after one rant 😠😠😠👎👎👎👎👎💩💩💩💩💩
hurt myself at work yesterday (yay friday the 13th!) and it hurt pretty bad to walk so filled out report and got it checked out. but they acted like it was the most inconvenient thing for them. luckly nothing was fractured or broken its just bruised and sore as a mother. but dr told me not to be on it much and put me off two days from work and they arent happy about it and i mean im not either bc i wasted so much time for a bruise but people have broken/fractured bones from less and usually thats just my luck and i didnt want to risk not having it checked out ya know. but now i absoulutly cant work bc its all in the paper work and when i do go back i still might no be able to do ny job fully bc of restritions. and had i not reported it at all and something was seriously wrong then i would have be the one in trouble and getting my ass ripped.
In not doing anything about trolls putting up racism, abuse and spam including people and countries names only ,spelling and grammar errors including coming up with "President Donold" Trump etc, because the trolls pays them, Quick Rant has become the cesspool of The Internet.
I say if the backgrounds of The ICE Agent's was checked, I say many of them are illegal immigrants and criminals?
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I've been self-harming since elementary school, I'm 18 now, but I've been clean for awhile. I don't want to die I just want to distract myself from what's happening in my house. My mom has only ever been in abusive relationships me and my siblings whole life, so I've only ever feared for our lives. She's in a new relationship now and he's been hitting her, he threatens our lives, and made us stay outside all night several times. But after he'd say how he loves her and us, how he'd do anything for us. He's the reason I relapsed. The other day the were arguing and I got ptsd from their past arguments, I started self-harming but this time I wanted him to see what he's making me feel like I need to do just for him to leave. He didn't end up seeing- I feel stupid because I knew it wouldn't have mattered to him. So I just went to my brothers house for a few days, but when I came back my mom made me and my sister apologize for being “rude” to him the day we left… I don't see my mom has my mom
i feel like an awful person, i constantly try to be nicer and try to be better for the people i care but i still do bad things and i still commit the same mistakes and they say that it's okay but it's not and i hate myself for it i dont want to be such a disgusting and useless waste of air i dont want to be so awful i dont want to be so pathetic, this is probably the reason why everybody hates me and nobody will ever love me because im an awful person that doesn't deserve anything.
Quick Rant has became the cess pool of the Internet, because those behind it for months has to continue to ignore the same troll paying them. So the troll are allowed to put up annoying and unwanted abuse, racism and spam especially name only rants and rants with spelling and grammar errors and liking someone who only exists in this troll mind, as many times I still haven't got answers as who is "Prezadent Donold" Trump and once again why would God Bless someone who only exists in the troll mind?
Another day passes, yet I feel empty inside. I've already failed the people around me, the expectations they had now gone. I looked around, and I'm anything but normal. I got no purpose other than to be a failure at every point of my life. It seems as if I did this to myself. My family isn't great at supporting me, not that I want it anyway. I want love, but I can't have it. I'm stuck in a hole I never thought I'd fall in. I don't see potential or worth in myself, I'm barely passing by in my daily life. I'm likely being dramatic. I'm certainly grateful for what I have, but I'm missing a part of me. A part I lost years ago. Regretting the days that I wronged. I can't change them; they will forever affect me. As much as I hate myself, I can't hate others. It feels so wrong to be mean. I guess people don't see that when they do it to me. I know people have their own problems in life and things to worry about, but am I that worthless?