All Rants

The solution to deaths, injuries and idiots illegally and dangerously riding on escooters and ebikes such as not wearing helmets, carrying passengers, not giving way etc etc Is to completely banned both private and rentals out of the community as they are not an transport option but an stupid and dangerous idea.

I feel like school just made life worse and for what bullies and to become rich does it matter that much I mean me and my family are going broke paying for me and my sisters bills to go to a Christian school like why 2,000 every month and for what we drive a 1 hour to school every day I was taken away from all my friends I know it's not a big deal but it is to me idk man

I despise my school friends. They treat me horribly, especially after I announced I'm moving cross country. I'm miserable and I can't wait to leave them.

how do I tell my mom I want to die the baby she gave birth to the girl she watched grow up 12 years

Whatever be the reason, there is no way I see myself ever sharing a space or a consistent bond with anyone. I feel doomed at this point. There is no way I would share my room "all the damn time" with even the most caring partner - which i never find by the way - i want to understand what is it that people going through similar feelings end up doing - do we stay happy as time goes by?

"Israel" don't need to keep lying claiming they don't target citizens, when their own is clear evidence they do in fact target citizens. (Quick Rant is still the same cesspool, allowing abuse, racism, spam, etc etc bordering on criminal actions)

Honestly, my boyfriend and I, of a year and a half, broke up a few months ago, but got back together. during the period of which we were not together, he tried to hit me with a truck, and tried to essentially just ruin my life. anytime i seen him, he would yell "stupid bitch" or something on the lines of that. i decided to get back with him and all and forgive him for his actions due to him just being upset about the situation. I had asked him if he had been with anyone during our break, and he replied with the name of one of my friends in middle school. I was upset at first but we were broken up, its not like he did anything wrong. he had said that was it. today, 2 of my closest friends call me and say they found out he had sexual intercourse with 2 seperate women, 2-3 weeks after me and him had broken up. am i really that worthless..? was our relationship rlly nothing..? and now that im back with him, i have to ask for pemission to go out with my friends, and ti eat. Then, he ask 4 $

sometimes i really just wanted to disappear. i personally think that it would be too selfish for me about ending it all knowing the fact that i already made a lot of progress on my life and i don't want to make it seems like the people that surrounds me and stayed by my side didn't give me enough. it's just that, its too tiring to continue anymore. i already tried a lot of coping mechanisms just for me to escape reality and such, but i always go to the same conclusion where im just making a fool out of myself thinking that those were effective. i do not even know what im supposed to do anymore at this point. if only words were easier done than said haha. well, there's still a bit of me that keeps me active, and i hope this part of me can still hold me until i reach the day where ill finally rest on peacefully.

I hate having to lie about a relationship that never existed, but I feel like it's a way to fit in. Is it wrong that I see myself as someone who ended up begging someone even though I never have?

My 16 year old ADHD friend did meth and I don’t know how to feel about it I’m in shock

my mother ask if im fine i say yes no im not i wanna die but i can't tell her that i cant tell her the baby girl she gave birth to wants to take her own life even if i did she would not understand to would send me to a hospital she says a person can't even choke their own self but she does not know that was me a few days ago im useless compared to me pretty perfect little sister always smiling laughing good grades lots of friends why am i even here i ask my self crying in my bed all alone my father hates me i thinks its because im just scum next to her my dark hair eyebags sucks at sports dumb now what do i die do i focuses on school and even worse i made myself look like the one always laughing so when im sad its just a prank or im fine but im was fucking crying on my bathroom floor with a pill bottle in my hand why me why this pain what did i do i hate everyone and everything

I'm so tired of everyone and everything i wanna disappear and never come back not kill myself just gone would anyone care would they look for the mean friend the horrible daughter the bully of a sister my mother just sees a porn addict who can't be with a screen for longer than a day then i try something i just felt unloved not cared for my father hates me my mother does not believe i can be anything but a porn addict girls are mean boys are meaner i think to myself is this all there is to life I don't wanna die but im tired of life there is no happy moments everything i have ever loved was taken from me so know what I don't wanna grow up and faced the world and its problem's I'm scared

I just feel so tired. My friends and family talk shit about me or just make me the butt of their jokes. I’m constantly ignored by people and when im finally able to express myself I’m seen as weird or obnoxious and I’m sick of it. I just want to lay down and cry or just out a gun in my mouth. I’m sick of how I’m treated. My anxiety has been through the roof and now I’m starting to question if I’m even in love with my partner or if they even love me and it’s stressing me out cause I’m meeting with her soon. My body dysmorphia is through the roof. I relapsed on my self harm recently. I can’t talk to the one person I feel safe with till break is over. I always want to just cry till I can’t feel anything. I’m exhausted

anytime my parents actually try to care for once they always try and act nice at first saying oh do you feel loved? i dont care what the answer is but when i try to actually be open about it they always start saying that im not grateful and that i dont appreciate the things they do for me like providing me with food, clothes, shelter, etc but even then they literally only see me as an investment, my mom literally said they "invested" all this money into me and called me a waste

Ok this is probably the worst time to post this considering how I have my exams the next sunrise which is a few hours from now and I really should prepare for it..... But I was scrolling through my phone checking whether or not I'm accidentally missing out on a friend's birthday and yes I ended up scrolling further. I stumbled upon a few writings I had posted before about a fleeting crush, or simply missing an old friend or just romanticising...life and this weird melancholic sensation embraced my chest with such proximity that almost made me...still. "This is beautifully written." That's what came into my mind when I first read it and the thing is back then I might not have thought that highly of what I posted but looking back I miss who i was...quite a lot. "I don't like who i am becoming" ,This feeling has stayed constant with me over the years yet somehow when my future self looks back at the past she has blamed a couple of times she is the first one to smile at her...to miss her.

sometimes tbh i just want to end everything not like i want to kill myself maybe i do but to end the suffering my parents when i need them the most behave like i don't exist it hurts i am just a teen who just wants a happy family but i guess i am not that lucky enough i just hate my sister iever since i was a kid she abused me beat me just because i was a girl and she wanted a brother y mom had a miscarrige after me i was very young i don't even remember when did this happend my sister abused me beat me and told me ahe wish i was dead instead of my brother ughhhh i don't know what to do anymore because there's so much to say but still can't express it i need therepy seriously but my parents don't take mental health seriously i do't know what to dooooo

I just want to wallow. No obligations, just rot in my bed until I feel better. I can't see past the cobwebs of the negatives in my life to find anything good to hold on to. I want to cry, my voice is quiet, and I've never been so desperately lonely.

I hate myself. I genuinely don't know what's wrong with me. I'm privileged enough to have nice things, to have a family, and to have people who support me. Yet, sometimes I feel like I just want to stop living. Sometimes I feel like punishing myself because I couldn't get this score or I couldn't make myself study. I feel the need to harm myself because I deserve it. I'm in this class that is kinda considered the honors class, and I feel like i'm so left behind. Do I even belong here?? I feel so shit.. i feel disgusting.. I feel ugly... It's even worse when I feel envious for my friends getting a love life when I have better things to worry but I can't stop feeling it. I can't stop being a sensitive bitch I can't stop crying over little things and my mom says to control it but I can't and then I end up crying more how do I even stop this????? I think im getting better but today it felt worse and I wanted to let it out

my online girlfriend aint gonna be able to talk to me anymore for 3 months. Im spiraling. I feel so paranoid. I love her so much, she makes me so happy. I feel like shes the only good thing ive done with my life

I just don't understand the logic of Qld Police, they claim they are concerned about dangerous drivers and do nothing when you report hundreds of them like the following. 4pm 19th of March Kessels and Logan Rd and Logan Rd and Mt Gravatt/Capalaba Rd Hundreds do the same illegal and dangerous driving with no police present even those there is a police station close by Driving through the red with pedestrians on green walk signal Female driver of hatchback with pink numbers and letters on black background number plate, stopped on the slip road crossing next to Garden City and when pedestrians stepped onto crossing speed up nearly running down the pedestrians and drove off at speed. _--------- Wilkie St many think it is unlimited speed 5.15pm 19th March A driver of a grey hatchback turning right from Wilkie St into Crichton St Yeerongpilly at speed nearly running down a pedestrian crossing Crichton and nearly running into a white vehicle on Wilkie St Etc etc etc etc etc