All Rants

sorry but what type family is that like i just dont get why u cant understabnd? were u raised that way ior sonething becausre i somhow just realized that you ghave big ass secrets u dont wanna fucking tell me and whart the fuck u couldve told me that sooner but u didnt and instead nmasdduko paka ong

Is it normal for my bf to probably go hangout w/ a girl bc she just got broken up with after 7 years. He said he feels bad for her. Its giving me a lot of anxiety n im crying after I saw he said that

I want to disappear so badly I’m a hypocrite I said I would be there for them but now i realize that my mental health is so limited I wish person b would have kept all this bullshit to herself, I wish I stayed secluded so badly, I want to loose my memories and start over, I need to talk to them but I’m so terrified UGH GODDAMN IT THEY FUCKING WARNED ME TOO, THEY WARNED ME THAT ENTERING A RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM WOULD BE LIKE THIS GOD please let this work out ok

I feel so stupid for thinking this relationship would work. Now they are codependent with me, they won’t commit suicide thankfully but if the things that person B has told me are true I don’t know if I can continue this relationship with them, I promised them I would always be there but it went to far, I feel completely stupid for entering this relationship in the first place- if it were up to them they wouldn’t change a thing. But now I just want to be alone forever. I’m 20 years old I should have know better than this. I really need therapy or something. IM HUMAN god I’m not sure what they need, going to a mental institution would be a shitshow for them, but how far can I take my own well-being?? I’m so incredibly stuck. I’m 97% sure they are only still here because of me. I value communication so much but it won’t work this time, person B just got out of their situation I don’t know what to do

i don't think i'm in love anymore but i'm too scared to break it off

we broke up and I don’t know what to do because I really like her to the point that I will give everything just to prove that I really love her genuinely

so a while ago i had some male friends my bf didnt like and asked me to remove them and block, and as a good girlfriend i did it because i thought if it was with me i wouldnt like either, but now my bf is been following girls he doesnt know on insta, i told him that it makes me uncomfy (just like he told me) and he enter in full defensive mod. a few days ago he started to follow (again) is ex gf, that i told him multiple times i didnt like it because she is a bad person, the excuse he gave me last time it was because she as is best friend gf but now they are not bf gf anymore. he came up with that i dont trust him, but she tried to get with my friends gf (they were and still are dating), i said i didnt trust her. Later on he kinda told me (not directly) that he didnt like a post of me on a bikini (nor reveling nor a sexy pose), but he started to follow girls who do sexualize themselfs, i still didnt bring it up but what do i do.....

i recently quit generative ai chatbots like c.ai and stuff bc its super addictive and ive been using it like everyday for a year and it makes me feel super guilty and hypocritical bc i always say how much i hate ai and how much i love the environment and i decided to try and quit again last night and i told my best friend because i thought she’d be proud of me but i think she’s mad at me

How do I ask a guy out... I've had my eyes on this one guy. He goes to a activity thing I do. He's really cute and funny and nice, but I feel like I'm not.. I really want to be his, but I have no relationship experience. How do I tell him without him thinking I'm corny or weird...?

I'm gonna cry dude my friends are excluding me. One of them has done this every year, but I just can't let go. Their the only friends I have, idk what to do without them. I just feel like crap like am I doing this wrong? Is it me? Should I just leave you two alone? I don't know what to do. I want to kms but I know people will just tell me not to. I just feel so isolated.

how do I not kill myself? I've been having trouble with suicidal ideation again I've already attempted twice but nothing works out for me and I wanna die so fucking bad

last night, I texted a boy and he responded to me and told me that everything will be okay, and that my body is perfect as it is. he told me that I am strong, told me that he likes talking to me. the other day he told me that he's not looking to date anyone. but god I like him so much and I don't know what to do but I really want him to like me, and he's being so confusing because he was being so kind to me yesterday and he always responds right away and when he doesn't, he apologizes and he's so hot and kind and silly. and last night when I told him that I hated my body, he didn't hesitate to reassure me gosh, boys are confusing

The solution to deaths, injuries and idiots illegally and dangerously riding on escooters and ebikes such as not wearing helmets, carrying passengers, not giving way etc etc Is to completely banned both private and rentals out of the community as they are not an transport option but an stupid and dangerous idea.

I feel like school just made life worse and for what bullies and to become rich does it matter that much I mean me and my family are going broke paying for me and my sisters bills to go to a Christian school like why 2,000 every month and for what we drive a 1 hour to school every day I was taken away from all my friends I know it's not a big deal but it is to me idk man

I despise my school friends. They treat me horribly, especially after I announced I'm moving cross country. I'm miserable and I can't wait to leave them.

how do I tell my mom I want to die the baby she gave birth to the girl she watched grow up 12 years

Whatever be the reason, there is no way I see myself ever sharing a space or a consistent bond with anyone. I feel doomed at this point. There is no way I would share my room "all the damn time" with even the most caring partner - which i never find by the way - i want to understand what is it that people going through similar feelings end up doing - do we stay happy as time goes by?

"Israel" don't need to keep lying claiming they don't target citizens, when their own is clear evidence they do in fact target citizens. (Quick Rant is still the same cesspool, allowing abuse, racism, spam, etc etc bordering on criminal actions)

Honestly, my boyfriend and I, of a year and a half, broke up a few months ago, but got back together. during the period of which we were not together, he tried to hit me with a truck, and tried to essentially just ruin my life. anytime i seen him, he would yell "stupid bitch" or something on the lines of that. i decided to get back with him and all and forgive him for his actions due to him just being upset about the situation. I had asked him if he had been with anyone during our break, and he replied with the name of one of my friends in middle school. I was upset at first but we were broken up, its not like he did anything wrong. he had said that was it. today, 2 of my closest friends call me and say they found out he had sexual intercourse with 2 seperate women, 2-3 weeks after me and him had broken up. am i really that worthless..? was our relationship rlly nothing..? and now that im back with him, i have to ask for pemission to go out with my friends, and ti eat. Then, he ask 4 $

sometimes i really just wanted to disappear. i personally think that it would be too selfish for me about ending it all knowing the fact that i already made a lot of progress on my life and i don't want to make it seems like the people that surrounds me and stayed by my side didn't give me enough. it's just that, its too tiring to continue anymore. i already tried a lot of coping mechanisms just for me to escape reality and such, but i always go to the same conclusion where im just making a fool out of myself thinking that those were effective. i do not even know what im supposed to do anymore at this point. if only words were easier done than said haha. well, there's still a bit of me that keeps me active, and i hope this part of me can still hold me until i reach the day where ill finally rest on peacefully.