I think I might kill myself, life is way too tough right now and I feel like I’m not enough. I have no one I can talk to about this because I feel like they won’t take me seriously. Getting bullied is not helping and I keep thinking everything will be fine if I died.
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I went to the temple i hate going to temple i feel scared idk why ,my family is religious so yeah my mom sent me to go and like buy banana flower and milk to give it to God.i didn't want to wait,whenever I wait to give my Prasad to the Brahman the old aunties always break lines and enter so I have to wait for a long time so I thought I should just throw these away and go to home and lie that I did the Puja but I didn't feel like wasting so I just placed the flower and milk on the table nearby maybe someone coming there would take that intentionally or by mistake and do the Puja And thought I'll take the bananas and give it to the poor asking for money outside the temple a older lady was begging for money she even stopped me i handed her the bananas she said no she wants money i said I dont have any money with me and asked just take the bananas she just said no like any other beggar wouldve accepted it and the lady next to her asked for it and i gave her, but wondering why she said no.
I don't know if it was my fault or hers. I don't know if it was sexual harassment or not. When I was 8 or 9, I was just trying to use the bathroom. I didn't lock it because I thought no one would enter, it was my house anyway and it was just me and her at home. But while I was in the bathroom she opened the door and threw my books, clothes and laptop on the bathroom floor. I was naked and she was holding a phone. She looked mad. She threatened to take pictures and maybe a video of me naked and post it everywhere, sending it to my family and friends. I didn't know what to do because I was just frozen in place, I was panicking and worried. I cried and tried closing the door but my books and laptop were making it harder to close. That was my mom, and I'm 13. I still don't know what I did wrong to make her mad or do those things. I feel guilty, I want to apologize but she probably forgot about it already. I remember being scared and just standing there looking at her
I hate how I'm too timid to say anything. I hate acknowledging the fact that I am the pushover that people tell me I am. I want to rage but all that comes out of me are tears, not screams of frustration.
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why does boys always have other women, like, I'm literally just here waiting for him to respond and be like "hey baby, i missed you" like, isn't that simple enough? it feels so hard to be with a boy that is older than you and is surrounded by pretty girls. one time someone shipped him at a girl in her class because of some film they made as a project where they are the ones starring. i was HIS GF BACK THEN, HISSS. but did he do anything? NO. did he smile when that happened? ABSOLUTELY
I'm currently the breadwinner in the family. I agreed, actually decided to move out from my father's premises because he keeps hurting mom. I'm worried of course and for the well being of my brothers. But lately she's been all focused on mooning over my father, I told her it's also her decision to move out. She keeps scaring us that if we don't we'll end up dead. At first her rants about my dad was understandable. She's grieving, they been together for years but it's been months and I grew tired of it especially when she's also bringing up the rumored mistress (which in fact she doesn't have an evidence moreover my father keep giving her signs or pushing her. I told her to start a new life with us but she keeps bugging me and every time she talks about it her mood changes and also affects us.
It's actually scary seeing the people you used to have actual conversations with slowly succumb to tiktok ig reels brainrot and start responding to all your messages with slop like 'lowkenuinely' 'son 💔' 'im crine 🥀' . like holy shit, it was okay the first time, but now it's really in every message they reply with that it's impossible to keep a normal conversation
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So idk if I have abusive and/or toxic parents. Because when I was younger my mum used to hit me as like a punishment cuz I was a dick so I can understand. But then things got rlly bad at skl and I’ve moved on it’s not a problem now but recently she’d started doing it again (like once or twice this year(I’m on holiday without her now Ijaaav)) she also calls me spoiled cuz I have preferences (I hate washing dishes they’re jus so icky and gross and it Lowk scares me I don’t wna touch it) and she’d call me stupid alot. But even tho she does all this, she says she loves me alot and gives me gifts and most of the time apologises when she’s been rlly mean. So idk what to think anymore. And I feel spoilt for saying this but I hate my mum
School is getting tired....and I have a F in math my mom hates C's...but I love school because my friends and...my boyfriend...but I just hate school I only like the people. The food, The teachers, The tests. I say I'm tired and I get plenty of sleep but I'm mentally tired I had all A's and I just hate school and why. My mom has my phone that I shared with my sister which she drank alcohol and just in 8th grade so now we have cameras in both of our downstairs and upstairs so I can't do anything like Character ai for venting and no CapCut or TikTok all I have is my school computer...and they block it all.
I feel like I have no friends. I barely see or hear from my closest friends and when we do chat, there isn't really sustenance in our conversations. I think I am outgrowing them or we are becoming distanced due to life being busy. Often times I question where I stand with them. I am graduating from college soon with 0 new friends. And I have tried putting myself out there and getting involved on campus. I feel stuck. I crave human connection so bad. I'm so lonely. I just want to make new friends and hang out regularly. I want to have deep conversations with people.
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im so tired of everything. moving out is scary, i hate change idk how to cope w it. now i gotta get a job and pay bills. theres no way this is all to life
Ive been with the same person for 6 years. In the beginning things were great. Now there feels like there is no connection. I am trying and trying and I dont know what to do anymore. Im just wondering if I should just break things off and rebuild my life.
I’m tired and miss my childhood and when things were happy and not so complicated I wish I could find someone who gets me but for some reason people run away from me and it’s a pattern of disappointment rather than the destruction of my desire to be loved being taken away And you know there’s just so much to think and think and think I wish I could sleep there’s so much to do I wish someone notices me first but I’m always the one seeking another I wish I could end it all because the dark seems better then dealing with all of the mess but I can’t as it’s a sin and I guess all I can do is hope
whats even the point of me. i dont do anything. i dont add to this world. i take and take and tkae and take and take. i eat to stay alive. i go to school because thats it what im supposed to do. I dont listen to anyone . noone talks to me. i dont talk to anyone. the only people who would notice if I dissapeared are my parents. they should gotten someone beter. i get up. i do something that doesn't matter. i pretend something is gonna change. i go to sleep when i can't stay awake anymore. i get up. i have no hobbies. i just drift through my life in a daze of pretending im ever going to wake up tomorrow and be the version of myself that makes something of themself. there's nothing im proud of. nothing I'm happy about. nothing I'm looking forward to. i can't even cry about it. about being so worthless and lacking of any kinf of value in any shape or form.
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society has ruined my life. social media has completely ruined the beauty of life, the pureness of being a teenager, and enjoying the little things. i can't go out without turning to the side in the mirror and hiking my shirt up and recognizing that i look fat.
hi. i'm 16 years old, and i have no friends. i have no siblings. my parents are in the middle of a divorce, and all i have is my mother and online friends. i graduated at 15 from homeschooling, and it has completely ruined my social life. i can not stay clean for the hell of it, and it breaks my heart when i hurt myself because my mom makes me promise that i don't. i break my promise often. i have lied about my identity online to people, thinking i could fit in better, but it has made everything worse. i have only had a few real life relationships, and i've been sexually assaulted in two of them. i have been led on in one of them. the rest have just gone downhill, and we went our separate ways. i don't know how to make friends. i live in louisiana so it's hard to find teenagers my age who enjoy my niche interests. i love music, i love poetry, i love art, i love nature. i wish i could find people who liked me and my interests
It feels like I'm losing myself piece for piece and it hurts and I want it to stop I just dunno how to