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my mom left me, I have heart problems

I'm sick and tired of my life and even though i have a partner, family, and friends i just feel like whenever i try to tell them something everything is my fault even the job that i used to love feels like a heavy weight on me now. I cant leave my job cause i couldnt find anything to switch to. im trying my hardest in life but it feels like every 3 steps i make i fall down 30 steps. I'm tired of it all i just want to have a normal life

I have been feeling so burnout from school that I want to kms, i cant handle high school anymore, i hate every second of it, i thought it was going to be great during the first quarter but it went to shit quickly, my grades dropping, losing my focus even though im on meds for my adhd, and I lost all motivation for even subjects I usually love. I hate my whole life now, but im too scared to tell my family because they have said it was a phase before when I had mental breakdowns and I havent told them that I have attempted before....I dont to be lazy anymore, and i want to be happy, but even with my friends it feels so suffocating, I cant handle basic bad news anymore. I hate myself so much. I have become so bitchy and mean and I hate it. How does anyone even love or care for me when I push everyone away, and I cry everytime I talk about something even remotely upsetting. I HATE MYSELF AND I AM SUCH A GODDAM LAZY IDIOT. honsetly i might just do it....kms idk im so done.

I wish i could just shut my mouth and forever stay quiet, i wish no one would ever interact with me ever again, i wish no one would ever look at me again and i wish i could be alone forever. but i also want to feel loved and i want to be around others i want to be noticed i want to talk i want to be normal, i want to move normaly without looking weird i want to dance and sing and close my eyes without thinking about anything else, i want my shame to dissapear. I wish i was born someone else.

I feel like absolute shit right now . My cat passed away a month ago and I’m still grieving him but I don’t want to complain. My dearest closest friend in this universe just said she might’ve gotten cancer, sarcoma cancer. I genuinely don’t know what to do without her. She always has the answer to all my troubles. If anyone understands me it’s her. I want her to live long enough to see me blossom into the person she helped me become. I want her to meet my future children. I want her here for when I make it. I do not know what I would do without her. She is my lense who helps me see the world clearly. I feel so helpless, I cannot even begin to imagine how helpless she feels. Her life has been nothing but tough, but I truly hope I helped make it a bit better. I will forever be grateful to all she has done for me and I hope she lives on for many more years to come.

i think everoyne i meet just hates me. i just recently scratched my wrist for pain with my cat scratches because i want to litterally kill lmyself but im a minor and im jsut a little idiot who cant kill theirself because im too scared to kms. i just want to die tho because i know im obviously NOT LOVED. by ANYONE.

i wanna kms beause everyone hates me and i want to die.

I have never been in a relationship - never even dated anyone aside from 1 awkward relationship in high school, if you can even call it that. Crippling social anxiety and extremely low self-esteem are a bitch. My parents are always pushing me to start dating. They don’t want me to end up alone, especially after my best friend of 20 years finally found her significant other. I don’t want to open myself up, only to be rejected and have someone else reaffirm how I already feel about myself. I don’t want someone to love me either, if by the extremely rare chance it does happen. Why would I ever want someone love me romantically when I hate myself? Why should I “put myself out there” into the dating scene when I know I have nothing to offer? It sounds like the ultimate act of selfishness, to trick someone into caring about me when they could be missing out on a really wonderful and amazing person out there.

FUCK SOS INVENTORY!!!!! sSowest goddamn piece of shit inventory system that isn't intuitive and must be run and maintained by fucking retarded shitskins. I hate how slow it is and doesn't do god damn shit to be helpful. Have to double check every fucking thing, AI does a better job and it is dumb as fuck. FUCK SOS!!!!!

So how do you hate someone you love? Because i oh so badly want to hate my mom but i just cant bring myself to knowing that what she did to me is because her mom did something terrible to her. but goddamn it im fucking tired. she never listens whether its concern for her i show, compassion, a joke while she is joking, any sort of thing where i try to bond she cant and then i cant. We just dont mesh well together i guess and i have to come to terms with it. I really want to hate her. But i love her. and no matter how many times she has and will yell obscene stuff at me, or hit me on the occasion and call me shit it wont change, whether it happened when i was 7 or whether it happens right now when im almost an adult. But god fucking dang it i really want to hate her. sorry.

Im not sure how this works so im just going to write exactly whats on my mind. Im not okay, i have admitted that, im scared. all the fucking time, i cant get a break. I just went out with relatives and one of them went to tap my head and i just flinched and backed away, i didnt like the way they stared afterwards. I dont know whats wrong with me or whats normal or whether i even care enough to want to be normal anymore. I dont know if i want to die, often i do. I want to get better, i know how, but it just feels like the circumstances arent allowing it, everytime i try, i give up. i hate giving up. i cant do anything much though not when its my mom that i have to talk to. i dont want to hurt her, i love her too much for that. im scared of her, i love her, and in a way i want to be her. and i cant understand hate, my cousin told me thats odd, but i just cant do it, how can anyone do hate someone, it seems absurd. i dunno. have a nice day to anyone reading this.

I think I might kill myself, life is way too tough right now and I feel like I’m not enough. I have no one I can talk to about this because I feel like they won’t take me seriously. Getting bullied is not helping and I keep thinking everything will be fine if I died.

I went to the temple i hate going to temple i feel scared idk why ,my family is religious so yeah my mom sent me to go and like buy banana flower and milk to give it to God.i didn't want to wait,whenever I wait to give my Prasad to the Brahman the old aunties always break lines and enter so I have to wait for a long time so I thought I should just throw these away and go to home and lie that I did the Puja but I didn't feel like wasting so I just placed the flower and milk on the table nearby maybe someone coming there would take that intentionally or by mistake and do the Puja And thought I'll take the bananas and give it to the poor asking for money outside the temple a older lady was begging for money she even stopped me i handed her the bananas she said no she wants money i said I dont have any money with me and asked just take the bananas she just said no like any other beggar wouldve accepted it and the lady next to her asked for it and i gave her, but wondering why she said no.

I don't know if it was my fault or hers. I don't know if it was sexual harassment or not. When I was 8 or 9, I was just trying to use the bathroom. I didn't lock it because I thought no one would enter, it was my house anyway and it was just me and her at home. But while I was in the bathroom she opened the door and threw my books, clothes and laptop on the bathroom floor. I was naked and she was holding a phone. She looked mad. She threatened to take pictures and maybe a video of me naked and post it everywhere, sending it to my family and friends. I didn't know what to do because I was just frozen in place, I was panicking and worried. I cried and tried closing the door but my books and laptop were making it harder to close. That was my mom, and I'm 13. I still don't know what I did wrong to make her mad or do those things. I feel guilty, I want to apologize but she probably forgot about it already. I remember being scared and just standing there looking at her

I hate how I'm too timid to say anything. I hate acknowledging the fact that I am the pushover that people tell me I am. I want to rage but all that comes out of me are tears, not screams of frustration.

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why does boys always have other women, like, I'm literally just here waiting for him to respond and be like "hey baby, i missed you" like, isn't that simple enough? it feels so hard to be with a boy that is older than you and is surrounded by pretty girls. one time someone shipped him at a girl in her class because of some film they made as a project where they are the ones starring. i was HIS GF BACK THEN, HISSS. but did he do anything? NO. did he smile when that happened? ABSOLUTELY

I'm currently the breadwinner in the family. I agreed, actually decided to move out from my father's premises because he keeps hurting mom. I'm worried of course and for the well being of my brothers. But lately she's been all focused on mooning over my father, I told her it's also her decision to move out. She keeps scaring us that if we don't we'll end up dead. At first her rants about my dad was understandable. She's grieving, they been together for years but it's been months and I grew tired of it especially when she's also bringing up the rumored mistress (which in fact she doesn't have an evidence moreover my father keep giving her signs or pushing her. I told her to start a new life with us but she keeps bugging me and every time she talks about it her mood changes and also affects us.

It's actually scary seeing the people you used to have actual conversations with slowly succumb to tiktok ig reels brainrot and start responding to all your messages with slop like 'lowkenuinely' 'son 💔' 'im crine 🥀' . like holy shit, it was okay the first time, but now it's really in every message they reply with that it's impossible to keep a normal conversation

So idk if I have abusive and/or toxic parents. Because when I was younger my mum used to hit me as like a punishment cuz I was a dick so I can understand. But then things got rlly bad at skl and I’ve moved on it’s not a problem now but recently she’d started doing it again (like once or twice this year(I’m on holiday without her now Ijaaav)) she also calls me spoiled cuz I have preferences (I hate washing dishes they’re jus so icky and gross and it Lowk scares me I don’t wna touch it) and she’d call me stupid alot. But even tho she does all this, she says she loves me alot and gives me gifts and most of the time apologises when she’s been rlly mean. So idk what to think anymore. And I feel spoilt for saying this but I hate my mum