All Rants

How do you open up to people? I've always been really scared too pretty much all my life and I've faked how I've felt pretty much everywhere to the point where I mask even when im by myself but I wanna change that but I dont know how.

See the weird shit with me is that ill be able to hold my tears back during the day but I feel like I'm gonna full out bawl my eyes out if someone asks me if I'm doing ok. Luckily no one really gives a fuck about me anymore.

I hate toxic but loving parents because I know my mom genuinely hates me or something but she done so much for me. like we’ve had so many arguments and she keeps calling me an ungrateful little bitch and siding with my brother with everything??

um so a guy replied to one of rants like panicking and hb that wasn’t about you trust🥹 it was like some guy jerked off to me even tho I said no. ur good broski if u see this, wish I could reply to notes💔💔

If he still abuses me after 2 months of taking his new antidepressants, then I'm leaving his ass for good and I don't give a shit if he threatens to kill himself for the 200th time. I tried to be supportive but he needs a doctor, not a girlfriend.

Bruh I’m so done cus my moms yelling at me bc I’m tired of cleaning up after my brother constantly and I’ve been putting off my necessities for DAYS because of it

I lost weight for you, went to therapy for you, cured my pelvic dysfunction for you, grew out my hair for you, wore makeup and feminine clothes for you, cooked for you, cleaned up after you, and you still hate me. 🙁

I've stopped looking both ways before crossing the street because I genuinely don't care if I die lol I'm such a fucking loser 😂😂😂

How do you do it when so many people are dependent on you for so long? Ive done this for 15 years, no village. Just me. Every. single. day. for years on end. I don't care about anything anymore. I don't care if I eat. I dont care if I ever see the light of day again. I dont care if I ever talk to another soul. I don't care if I make it out alive. I do not care. Ive dwindled down to almost 100 pounds. My hair is falling out. Im constantly sick and in chronic pain. Who tf cares.

ive experienced sexaul harassment online before, and ive been sexually assaulted by two of my friends..🫠

I love you so much. i hope we last long. i hope your courtship goes through my parents well. soon. when we get older.

You take care of them and let them live at your place after their ex kick them out. They get a job, move out, make new friends and cut you off. A year later, all the new friends ditch them and now they're wanting to be friends again. We're in our 30s btw, I'm sorry but I'm too old to do this dumb shit. Yes I blocked her after she contacted me again.

"Oh children can't have mental health issues they're too young!" genuinely stfu

i love you, brybry. you made me feel stuff no one else has. in our country, phillipines, courtship doesnt even exist anymore. but you? you made sure it was still existent for me. palangga taka, always.

im such a skinny whore. i look like a skeleton. everyone keeps pointing me out. why do i have to be 37 kg as a 13 year old. im fucking sorry. my father's side is completely ashamed of me. mom's doing everything to make me fatter. why do i have fast metabolism.. i wanna be normal weighted again...

I don't have the motivation to do anything. No, I can't just "get up and do it" today. I want to do something, but...I can't anymore. I want to stay in shape, but I don't know what to do anymore. What's the point of RUNNING IF I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING IT WHEN ITS SO BRIGHT OUT?!

i fucking hate steven. i love you, brybry my baby ! mwa. mom and steven? yall act like im a whole disgrace. well guess what? i can do better than steven. i sing better. i say better. i do better. im just a fucking unconfident whore. well? no choice. one day, ya'll act like you love me. next day? calling me fucking dumb and being insensitive bitches. well guess what? okay then. blame it all on me. call me bobo. whatever, fucking bitches. i love yall. but i hate yall too.

I had a gut feeling that my boyfriend would treat me horribly and I wish I would've just followed my gut instead of enduring a 2 year relationship from hell. I could've made so much money, lost so much weight, and bettered my life had I just stayed single like I originally planned to.

What's a relationship dynamic that's been bothering you but feels too complicated to address?

I wish more people understood that it's hard to leave shitty people because they pretend to be nice for a little bit and then go back to treating you like shit until you're fed up and decide to leave then BAM! they're back to being the kind person you loved in the beginning. It's ok to think abuse victims are stupid but I do wish people understood that it's a CYCLE and CYCLE'S are hard to break.