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I'm so lonely all of the time. I feel so numb but underneath that there's this lomging for more. I want to be seen and heard. I want someone to truly know me. In a lot of my relationships I take care of others, I anticipate their needs before my own. I wish someone would do that for me. It feels like the one way I'm going to get that kind of care is in a romatic relationship. Partly it's my problem for putting myself on a pedestal and not opening myself up and being vulnerable. I feel guilty and ashamed when others comfort me. Sometimes I fantasize about having unrequited love, because real love seems to unattainable. I carry a lot of shame, especially around my body. It makes me feel less than human. I feel like no one could love me as I am and that's part of the reason I try so hard to make other's around me happy. Because maybe if I try hard enough they'll love me too.

im sixteen and this probably sounds kind of dumb but i just realized that motherly love is a real thing. i always assumed it was made up for kids shows. ive been reading articles for the last hour or so trying so hard to figure out what it is that made my mom stop loving me however long ago but i dont like any of the answers theyve given me. i need it to be my fault. there has to be something i did, or else she wouldnt be so distant or leave me alone for so long at a time. i can not accept that i just got unlucky. you only get one family, and right now it seems like i have none. my dad has done unspeakable things, so ive cut his entire side of the family off. my moms family lives out of state six hours away. my half sister sides with my dad, and my mom is extremely distant. i feel bad for my sister. she wants so badly for at least one parent to be good to her, and she somehow chose the worst one. i guess neither are great, but at least one of them isnt a criminal. i wish i had a mom

This random guy, let’s call him Kyle(not his real name) is in my friend group along with my best friend, let’s call her Kayla(again, not her real name) so Kyle had/has a big crush on me and we’ve been talking for a while, and apparently he texted Kayla in private and said “ask me questions about myself because I know you don’t trust me” so she did and he wouldn’t even answer them, he just dances around the question and got mad at her. So Kyle then texted me and he asked if I think people could change, and I said yes but it doesn’t just happen overnight and it takes work, and his exact response was “I agree, that was a better answer than Kayla’s” so I pretended to play dumb and asked what happened, and then he said that Kayla wasn’t who I thought she was and he started making stuff up and said she was asked accusatory questions. I KNOW THAT HE IS TRYING TO TURN ME AGAINST MY FRIENDS. Then he dropped a bomb on me today and said that his feelings were stupid and he wants to stay friends.

ughh i have no friends and im an isolated online schooler. i hate my life and want to die but cant find a way to. i cant even talk to people bc im so shy and have social anxiety. i feel like the only person in the world who is isolated. and my parents divorced but my mom doesnt seem to like when i hang out with my dad.. and he keeps spending money when money is super tight. and he lives somewhere else cuz he cheated. i hate myself and my life

i feel like there's something i'm not getting, i try to explore it on the internet but each suggested solution just feels like I'm close to the solution but then something in my mind screams and then i'm back at square one.

Sometimes I wish I could talk to yall :D

This is the next day. She tried to apologise and hug me. Screw that. Kept on trying to take me to a relatives', I didn't want to go to. Car rides make me sick, they don't let me turn on the ac, don't let me roll down the window. Kept on asking me to visit with her, said I had agreed yesterday and changed my mind today. I didn't, I had already declined several times. She left, finally. Came back home, shit. Cursed me for not having the food she bought right away. Kept on fucking yelling shit from the other room. I don't even remember:D

I have a little brother who's 13 years old that I'm super close with. He's the sweetest, kindest boy ever, and I'm so proud of him. We recently lost two close relatives in the span of six months and he's struggling with his mental health and self harm. I was in a similar position at his age but I'm so so worried for him, he's so young and I'm so scared that, worst case scenario, he'll hurt himself really badly. I can't handle losing anyone else- especially my little brother, and I hate to think he's struggling like this. He's still just a little boy to me, I still imagine him as a baby in his little bouncer and it's breaking my heart- I'm terrified.

Why do I get attached so fast? Every time I talk to someone new I develop kinda like feeling for them in a matter of days. At first I thought it was just how I was starting things and looked at the conversation as a whole. But even when I try to get a friend and keep them as I friend I get attached and wish for something more. 2 months ago I met this wonderful guy who made me feel recognized and loved. He talked so charming and lovingly so I felt confident that after 3 weeks he would surely love me, he told me to grow up because thing don't happen that fast? He said we were just friends and didn't stop talking to me. Some days it goes hours before I get a simple response of 6 words when I anwser in matter if seconds. The other day we talked with no breaks for 3 hours straight and it felt wonderful. But the day after it went back to the usual. I love him still and I hate it.

I feel myself falling back into that hole again. All my emotions are becoming uncontrollable and i really have no idea what to do. Im 15 and all my friends are horrible except from 1. I thought that a boy liked me because we've been talking but now he's ignored me both in school and out. I know it sounds like a small problem and it is but i've had a really hard couple of years and i finally thought i was ok again until everything went to shit again and now i have even less people around me to support me. Every time i talk to my mum about she just says "oh grow up what could have possibly happened that would make you like that" That's the problem i have no reason to feel so sad so i feel even more like a failure and a shitty daughter.

i hate my hypothyroidism. All it does it push people away because i somehow become to much of a burden after they find out. It makes me feel useless and that i'll never achieve my dreams. All i want is to make it through a day where i can come home and not instantly feel tired or that i cant do anything else. Why can't i be like other girls my age, I just want to be able to go out and have good friends, but i know i'll never be able to do that. I feel like such i failure to my family and i wish i could be as good as my sister, as smart, as popular, i wish i was more like her. I really don't know what to do anymore because everything i do feels like a mountain to climb and i'm slowly the energy to get over them, soon i won't have any to even move a step, and somehow i'd rather then then continuing to let people down over and over again.

I struggle with my identity as a bisexual individual, feeling immense disappointment in myself, particularly due to my mother's negative reaction towards my orientation. This internal conflict often leads to overwhelming sadness, and I find myself in tears frequently. I have developed harmful coping mechanisms, such as self-starvation, which only deepens my sense of despair. The weight of these emotions is heavy, and I find myself wishing for an escape from this pain.

I've started detaching from everything and everyone i didnt quite notice at first but there were signs for example i barely ate and i started detaching from my salah and deen i started becoming more lustful even as a girl who is gonna turn 13 in a few months and everyone criticized me for everything from the way i look,eat,drink,wear,act or everything in general and whenever i try to pull myself back up i just cant,I am a very cheerful and grateful person yeah but sometimes i get a wave of sadness and i just cant,crying has become my only solace these days and people keep making me mad i hate how people try pressuring me to do things i dont want to i hate went someone thinks that i should be more social when im just hurting and it feels like no one cares or more precisely no one knows i only tell the parts i want them to know and the parts i dont want them to know to myself.I try to not hurt myself but i cut 1 cut now and sprayed some deodrant on it and to be honet i hate it sm....

I’m in love with this guy (I call him RyRy!!) but— he told me he only wants to be romantic with me and NOT date. Like.. He kisses me, we cuddle, we tell each other how much we love one another, and quite frankly I feel like we’d be perfect together! I mean 3 days into knowing each other and we’re already saying we love each other PLUS (not really relevant) he knew my name wayyy before I told him and we’d never seen each other before EVER O_O Lately, he’s been pretty distant and I know he has a life outside of me but I can’t help but feel likes he’s gonna forget about me one day. I love him more than anything and I wish we could finally be together.

I have barely any tools. Besides hanging I assume the best suicide method with little available is to stab oneself in the heart. Left centre on the chest. Either way most people would have done it much earlier than I will.

So when I was younger I was about 6 or 7 at the time but I knew someone and they were like..12 so I was friends with them one was called Lexi the or kylesa or smth so they used to force me to hump the ground while throwing pebbles at me and this other kid who was a male and was 11 just straight up raped me in a bush and I did NOT refuse cause I didn’t know better so it wasn’t really my fault and now I’m 13 and STILL haven’t told anyone about it, my so called friends would also chase me with box cutters and I was in foster care moved 5 times and I’ve been put in juvenile for stealing and arson, and that sucks so uhh…yay

My mother is a fucking psycho . She is corrupt , uses dad for her personal benefits , made him lose his job and work for her , and constantly yell at him for not bringing home money. When he finally started earning he kept it a secret (even though it's enough for just him to survive ) she dug around and found out and keep accusing him of having a second family because he is not using it for "home" . She humiliates people and still expects respect. I was one hospitalized during a college trip and a guy helped me out until she arrived . I was still in my hospital bed when she started slut shaming me because a "guy" was helping me out and said if I wasn't a slut I would have female friends taking care of me instead . Like what logic is this? I have more girl friends than guy friends yet she sees one person and says something so derogatory . But she once caught her son watching porn in his 6th grade , she made sure to hid it from everyone . What a hypocrite . A psycho.

so I'm online schooled. have been and out the mental hospital for sucide attempts because of my mom. she yells at me so much over little things. like not cleaning my room the way she likes it so I really just wanna run away.

i have schizophrenia and i'm struggling with life and i have extreme anxiety and in so much pain i do also have problems concerning spirituality