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Life is so stressful and empty. I can’t talk to anyone about how I feel. My boyfriend does the bare minimum, doesn’t even engage with me physically half the time. I’m weak and tired, and can barely bring myself to do anything. I enjoy writing, but even that has dulled significantly. My parents aren’t there for me how I’d like them to be. No one ever takes what I want/need seriously. I’m ugly and fat, and get worse every day. I can’t tell my boyfriend how horrible I feel because he always has a bad reaction to it, yells and screams at me. I hate going outside, interacting with people, having them look at me and judge me. I hate not having enough money to feel secure. I hate trying to find a new place to live that won’t drain my expenses or fuck me over. I wish I could be someone else, or disappear.

There is so much happening. My bf broke up with me after 2days and now tells me I'm overreacting for needing space. I'm being bullied on the school bus, having people scream, "Lily Scott is a bitch." I feel drained, and every day I feel tired and stressed. I keep having toxic people befriend me, and I don't know how to set boundaries. I don't know how to lose toxic friends without lossing all my friends

My boyfriend recently told him that be being super affectionate (my entire personality) was an issue and made him feel terrible. He told me this after almost 8 months, and now Ive started getting rid of things that make me happy and make me myself, just so that hes happy.

really liked a girl who moved away. no way to contact her, no one knows I like anyone and not planning on letting ‘em know. people have openly stated that im one of the happiest people they know, and i want it to stay that way without worrying anyone. i haven’t been able to talk to anyone about the girl, and I can’t contact her so it’s just me and my brain. sometimes i feel like i could cry, but i don’t because either there’s no point or I just don’t have the energy. from time to time she comes back to my town, and I only know this from her friends saying she stayed over. i never see her when she comes to town, i wish I could at least know she’s there while she is and not be notified after she’s left. i never told her I liked her, so obviously im worried she never liked me in the first place, or even if she did is already moving on and talking to someone new. hell, maybe she’s forgotten all about me. There’s not a day I don’t think about her, and I might never see her again.

Im at that stage where I just suck it in. Up to you. Whatever you say is correct. The only answer.

Headache but when say too much screen time. Too much smoking. Say No.

my husband of almost 40 years old is a complete jerk. He is so cheap. We never do anything fun because he penny pinches everything. Yesterday I bought tickets for the FIFA world cup without telling him. Today he is sulking. He hasn't seen our children in a very long time and this is meant to be a family reunion deal. Yes it set me back but I am the one working. FFS he sits around all day. MF doesn't get why I don't want to fuck him. He is completely unattractive to me. I am working day and night to make sure we have enough and this MF sits around and complains that I spent the money. Ass wipe

Vent to share I'm in high-school, and it can be fun, but my goodness when I tell you my friends can honestly be so cruel and immature sometimes- between bodyshaming (and using 'well she's racist!' As an excuse), to calling each other 'dumb fucking bitches' as a joke, practically bullying a girl for behaving the same way we do AND -what irritates me most- AVOIDING ME for days because of something I didn't even know I did. (Not to mention the drinking and smoking) And I understand that im going to make mistakes and unintentionally hurt my friends feelings sometimes but I thought that I communicated with them that I have a hard time reading people's emotions and that they should be straightforward with me about these things. I could critique my friends all day, but one thing I hate more than ill behavior is being alone. Being with them can sometimes make me feel so mentally unwell, but im not sure how to manage it, and still be with them.

i miss how he came in my life, it felt so peaceful with his presence and yes i developed love for him. I imagined my whole life with him but whay he did was avoiding me , disrespecting me, ignoring me and using me for his needs. I literally hate myself for loving someone so much for whom I meant nothing but his convenience.

i hate how all relationships have given me only pain

I see her as more than a friend I simply cant imagine my life without her

I feel so pathetic when I double or even triple text him.

i feel so lonely. i have no friends. i just feel so useless and unwanted. i'm in my third year of college and have never had a significant other either. i feel like im drowning and sinking further and further. When i do make friends they don't seem to stick and i feel like its my fault. I've been dealing with this feeling ever since i could remember, even as a small child. I just feel like there's no getting better for me. :(

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I'm so lonely all of the time. I feel so numb but underneath that there's this lomging for more. I want to be seen and heard. I want someone to truly know me. In a lot of my relationships I take care of others, I anticipate their needs before my own. I wish someone would do that for me. It feels like the one way I'm going to get that kind of care is in a romatic relationship. Partly it's my problem for putting myself on a pedestal and not opening myself up and being vulnerable. I feel guilty and ashamed when others comfort me. Sometimes I fantasize about having unrequited love, because real love seems to unattainable. I carry a lot of shame, especially around my body. It makes me feel less than human. I feel like no one could love me as I am and that's part of the reason I try so hard to make other's around me happy. Because maybe if I try hard enough they'll love me too.

im sixteen and this probably sounds kind of dumb but i just realized that motherly love is a real thing. i always assumed it was made up for kids shows. ive been reading articles for the last hour or so trying so hard to figure out what it is that made my mom stop loving me however long ago but i dont like any of the answers theyve given me. i need it to be my fault. there has to be something i did, or else she wouldnt be so distant or leave me alone for so long at a time. i can not accept that i just got unlucky. you only get one family, and right now it seems like i have none. my dad has done unspeakable things, so ive cut his entire side of the family off. my moms family lives out of state six hours away. my half sister sides with my dad, and my mom is extremely distant. i feel bad for my sister. she wants so badly for at least one parent to be good to her, and she somehow chose the worst one. i guess neither are great, but at least one of them isnt a criminal. i wish i had a mom

This random guy, let’s call him Kyle(not his real name) is in my friend group along with my best friend, let’s call her Kayla(again, not her real name) so Kyle had/has a big crush on me and we’ve been talking for a while, and apparently he texted Kayla in private and said “ask me questions about myself because I know you don’t trust me” so she did and he wouldn’t even answer them, he just dances around the question and got mad at her. So Kyle then texted me and he asked if I think people could change, and I said yes but it doesn’t just happen overnight and it takes work, and his exact response was “I agree, that was a better answer than Kayla’s” so I pretended to play dumb and asked what happened, and then he said that Kayla wasn’t who I thought she was and he started making stuff up and said she was asked accusatory questions. I KNOW THAT HE IS TRYING TO TURN ME AGAINST MY FRIENDS. Then he dropped a bomb on me today and said that his feelings were stupid and he wants to stay friends.

ughh i have no friends and im an isolated online schooler. i hate my life and want to die but cant find a way to. i cant even talk to people bc im so shy and have social anxiety. i feel like the only person in the world who is isolated. and my parents divorced but my mom doesnt seem to like when i hang out with my dad.. and he keeps spending money when money is super tight. and he lives somewhere else cuz he cheated. i hate myself and my life

i feel like there's something i'm not getting, i try to explore it on the internet but each suggested solution just feels like I'm close to the solution but then something in my mind screams and then i'm back at square one.

Sometimes I wish I could talk to yall :D