All Rants

head dev of my fav game has severe allegations against him for SA-ing and abusing the *former music composer. if you know you know. i hate it all i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate everyone who excused his actions and was complicit AND continues to be in his horrible, sick plan. fame doesn't change you. it only shows your true colors. "we care about our community standards" MY FUCKING ASS. he never cared. the only thing he cared about was his image and his cash cow. i hate how probably my favorite game of all time was made by absolute scum of the earth. i'm left conflicted and pulled in two different directions: i hurt so much for *them and want to support them in any way i can, and obviously the truth is more important than a stupid roblox game. and at the same time can't fathom this game dropping dead. just like that. im left anxiously waiting on the fate of it. with nobody wanting to touch it with a 100 yard stick, it's highly likely it'll be left to collect dust. fucking hell.

My ma took away my room. yeah.. im a 17 F and im roomless. i have 4 younger sibblings and im so tired, i got in trouble because i skipped classes. i know i made a mistake but im so tired.. at night my 15 brother watches tv in the living room all night, my stepdad works nights and i feel like the no sleep is getting to me.. im so tired

I’m married, i have a child. I still think about my ex. they are married also with children. He messages me, asks me for nudes all the time. I don’t know how to feel.

Im so scared to lose my bf. He looks so in love,but 2 weeks ago he was so obsessed with this famoys person and now sudeently he loves me? Im so scared

She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially I keep on dovin' and lovin' and lovin', na-na these days She said I smell too good, da-da na-na these days I'm just like Stephanie I kiss like Bethany I think we're meant to be But I fucked up, definitely She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially I'm dovin' and lovin', I don't even have to stay I'm dovin' and lovin', I don't need affiliates I miss you, Stephanie I kiss like Bethany And Devany (bro, how many did you kiss?) Her name's not Stephanie She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially She keeps on textin' me Do I like her?

Idk if smth is wrong with me but my trio always leaves me out. Actually im the 1 leaving myself out cuz i feel like they dont want me around. 1 girl is nice to me and is trying to include me but i feel like shes getting closer to the other girl and is leaves me out too. They also made new friends. 2 other girls. 1 time the teacher told us only 4 ppl could sit in one grp. So they sat together and i sat opposite. Then those 2 girls they were friends with wanted to sit together but there was no place.the tables were like 2 by 2. there were only two empty seats. 1 was the 1 beside me and the other 1 was next to my ex. They were also friends with my friends & wanted to sit with them. So the girl who yk leaves me out told me to move near my ex so those 2 could sit together and w them. I said no cuz i wouldnt want to sit next to my ex. She told me it wasnt that bad and called me dramatic. my pathetic lil shi didnt want them to hate me i let those two sit. I hate my life. i still love them tho

This stupid bitch was bothering me on my birthday and was attacking me and told me to cut it out when i was talking about my mom and i want to chop her up and beat her up. I didn't ask to be bothered and i wasn't even talking to her. This stupid bitch keeps bothering me and tells me there's nothing i can do about it and i want to kill her for it. She lies and says we have a contract. This stupid bitch is bothering me and she keeps bullying me because she says I'm cute and i want to kill her for it. I hate her and I hate all humans. I hate humans because they keep bullying me. I want to kill everyone from the past because they made me so mad. I want to kill who ever calls me cute and who keeps bothering me. I want to kill people who bully me and who judge me. I hate people because I wasn't looking to be judged and they judged me anyway. They make faces at me and they were jerks to me and this is why I hate men. This is why I will never get a guy. I wish they all killed themselves.

The guilt and fear I feel is eating me alive. I'm so angry at myself for not having self-control or discipline. I shouldn't have eaten dinner. Yes I'm angry at myself, but I'm also angry at my mom -- despite telling her that I did not want to eat dinner, she prepared it for me still. I'm so fucking angry because in a way she enabled me to eat: seeing leftovers on the table waiting for me makes me feel bad about wasting food, so in a way I felt like I was also tricked into it. I'm genuinely so frustrated at myself for binging on a bunch of high-calorie shit for a month straight. I'm so angry and upset, that all I can think about is to hurt myself as self-punishment. It is currently 1:30 AM on my end as I'm typing this out. I can't fall asleep with all this pent up emotions in me, and even the multiple attempts to soothe myself through self-harm did not work. I need to punish myself more. I don't know what to do with myself. My own actions drive me to have dangerous thoughts.

Need some words that makes me feel that I'm not alone

told her I was sorry. That I didn't want to go anywhere anymore. More apologises. Right after I cut the call, she tells me we can go. I was done. I told her we cancelled. So yeah that, she knew all of it. I told her everything several times. She ofc twisted everything again, told me A's mom cancelled because I don't study lol, that no one would want to be friends with me after getting to know what I actually do, how I actually am. It's true. WTF I don't want to go school anymore. I don't want to do anything. My eyes will fucking swell up too. She does this every single time. One time class X, there was something again. Told my sister about it, she told mom not to talk to me because I didn't want to. Kept nagging at me the whole ride. You know camp sucked, because I was too much. But at least I don't know I wasn't here?Yeah. Shit bruh. I don't even know Who does this? Why am I even writing this? Shit won't be done. I want to get away.

And about the social avoidance. Lol she's telling someone now that I took away the sims, ofc I did. Tell her why I did so too? Well she put into examples how every hangout I plan out, my friends cancel them. She took one example Lol she just called me Dangerous So yeah she took Friend A's example, the thing which I remember happening was we planned it out Bro stop wailing I should stop throwing my phone on the door each time. Wow apparently I'll be aggressive towards every person in my life.Go on And I informed her about everything we had in mind and asked if we could go. She said yes then. So did A's mom. We were going out , it rained cats and dogs. A and I discussed the weather. My mom told she had fixed a driver, we could go by car. I told A that as well. She then said the driver won't be coming. First, she fixes a car out of nowhere, and cancels it as soon as that. So I told her if I should tell A that it's cancelled. She said do as you wish.I told A what happened, told her :D

HEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO y'all I have had a ex gf: We'll call her D and so D nd me were tg for awhile then she broke with me for sum reason bUTTTTT I JS WAN ANOTHER GF!!!!!!!!!!! :((( Im a Bisexual gurl, 13 y.o and I SENDIN LOVE <3

She just yelled at me for clothes I kept for school, in the bed of the living room. She got to yelling at him. Yelled back at me from the other room. I yelled back too. She next told me she would break my phone, I told I would break her phone in return. Well, she then went on about my social life, god? Yeah god religion. What did I say? I told her to die. She told me she would suffocate me to death. I told her I would kick her stomach in return (she has a hernia, so yeah she would die if I do) I know that's too much, but I did say that. And she kept on using that against me? Social life, religion, health, money, everything. I took her sim cards out of her phone. Hid them. I had already told her I would do stuff like that if she kept on saying stuff too? So yeah today I did. This is all too much, I should study. WTF man. Yeah I'm getting out of here as soon as possible, and going no contact too when I can. I think she'll tell my sister and go against me too. Ahh well stuff happens :D

We're having issues getting an apartment because of my boyfriend's credit, so I have to move back in with my parents for probably under a month. My parents seemed fine with it (they were the ones who offered! Unprompted!), but now my dad is being weird about it and not replying to my texts, just sending me links to articles about how to raise your credit report. Thanks, totally not stressful. I wish I was dead.

I rlly tired of everything, as in everything. I wanted to end my own life that I promised not to, i’m rlly drained. I js wanted a complete and healthy family. I hope in the next life, my dads not an alcohol addict, gives us time, loving us, and providing our financial needs as a padre de pamilya—i hope in the next life, my moms happy, loved, and helped for our needs. But that’s only dream. When can i hang myself? Tomorrow? Next week? Or later? But neither of those, i’m still gonna end my own life so i’ll escape this cruel world. I don’t wanna rant to my friends or strangers bcoz they’ll scold me for attempting to end my own life. Why? Because i’m to young—even if i’m young and I still have a future, i’ll kill myself, you don’t understand it unless you experience it. Even a 10 year old kid can end his/her life because of this draining situation. Everybody have they’re own lives, has they’re own opinion, so why don’t let them? Why don’t let me? Yeah, I expected them to call me selfish

I genuinely don't want to continue living anymore. Everything that used to make me happy feels like nothing and I barely feel happy anymore. Every single time any of my family pets die my parents just spring it on us randomly and expect us to go to school like everything's normal and barely give me time to grieve. Our dog that's only like 8 months old just died and I can hear my mother laughing downstairs like nothing has happened. I hate school because the teachers don't give a shit about anyone's mental health and keep putting pressure on everything to do loads of things for homework in like a day. I genuinely don't want to stay alive anymore and don't think I can continue mentally. Best case I'll just rot in bed for a day or two and then get forced to go to school.

I don't even know what im feeling. Tired ig, burnt out. I wasn't really feeling it today i don't want to eat, I don't feel like it and hunger didn't hit me. I forced myself to take a bath because it was too hot but i didn't really want to get up. I just stayed in the room almost the whole day. I feel bored and just sad ig.

Why does a lotta society think that men in feminine clothing is bad but women in masc clothes is good?? And those same people stand for “gender equaliry”, like hello?? if we just change the genders for an example, it’d sound SO like yk, saying “boys shouldn’t wear skirts/dresses” is the same as saying “girls shouldn’t wear pants/suits” but in the opposite gender, or smth like that? Why, society??

i would rather die than be with my mom who always vent her anger in me for the stupidest shit she made

My mum a lot of the time just sits in her chair and has a hand to her temple/sighing lots in a way I know shes upset, worried or usually grumpy. She acts like she wants me to ask if somethings up and always says shes fine but keeps on fucking sighing passive agressively. It gets on my nerves but maybe because I either say if im angry or just dont show it ik thats unreasonable but its a rant site for a reason