All Rants

i never felt so lonely, it’s eating me alive. up until my birthday i guess ive expected a little bit more support on this day, but it feels even more lonely. no one was here to celebrate, up until the morning i was crying and even start relapsing again. it’s terrible, i just wish some people would at least give up the amount i would for them and it’s just..it made me realized how much i shouldn’t belong here i don’t feel supported i don’t feel appreciated. Im so tired of this and im so tired of being tired. It’s a never ending cycle and i feel like it wont stop until i put an end to it. i feel like throwing up. i wish i could get better

it’s my birthday and honestly i’ve never felt even more alone than i should have. no one was really here to celebrate my birthday with me and ive been crying all day. I just feel so lonely and i guess i never realized it more than until today

I used to have a good impression of this TL, but now I’m increasingly biased against him. Following his instructions caused me to fail the client’s exam, while other colleagues who didn’t follow his directions passed (which makes me feel like I was played). The second time, I followed his and other Meta QA’s guidance to appropriately ask work-related questions, and I ended up being put on standby. Isn’t this a clear case of double standards?

I feel like I have no true friends, they all have someone else who they would rather be with than me, I just wish I had friends, I have no one ive known since kindergarten or preschool. I have no one. I feel so distant from my family and everyone else.

poossure ranter yet again. nobody fuckin knows who i am or what i'm talking about genuinely what r we doin anyways i guess i'll at least have my silly medal clips i mean that is if pressure is going to be nuked off the face of the planet idk it's all still fresh though i'll have to see how it plays out security check is asking what is 6+7 67676767676767676qawztehcjokgipuol679uj sorry i had to get that out anyways yeah i'm a 10 year old mentally. yeah i need to get off the internet more often. uhhm i'm 19 and i like my plushies and drawings and vidya games son 😭😭😭😭i need 2 lock the hell in bro this the person who's training to stick u with a needle and draw ur blood this yo phlebotomist 😭😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🥹🥹🥹 anyways i mean yeah still bummed out about all this stuff but i'm definitely in a better mood now i really needed this i'm glad i did this go on twitter and look up nolongernull give em support in anyway u can or don't i mean you probably don't know who the hell that is

i am poossure ranter yet again: venting about all of my feelings and thoughts in the light of the truth ren/nolongernull has so bravely put out there has helped. i should write more rants that can also just be about whatever is bothering me in this life. so yeah keeping it in is not healthy kids ! you'll eventually explode and thats bad ! it helps to organize my thoughts and put words to what i'm feeling and then kind of just. file them away. what are the ethics of continuing to play a game made by a terrible person but just not buying anything with real money, whether it's gamepasses or official ugc. someone lmk. to be fair i'm probs just going focus on my upcoming phlebotomy classes, idk i think that might be more important or something but ahh i'm also like i could play a little incase the game is shut down 4 good oh i just realized i can still press enter and not have it send ok i like this format way better i always write my crappy notes app vents and stuff like this (to be cont.

hello i am the pressure ranter if you've even seen my previous rants that is. character limit pisses me off WHY NO LINKS ALLOWED but idgaf anymore imma just type even if it makes no sense. so uh idk. i have an iota of a inkling of hope that pressure could come back in the future. it would take a miracle and a half for that and is the least likely way this could go, i know. so. oh well. good things don't last forever or something. i distanced myself in my own way from it all, that includes leaving the three pressure discord servers i was in and unfriending nearly everyone on roblox. man what am i doing it's not the end of the world if my fav roblocks game is sealed in a coffin. even if it feels like ripping off a limb. but i think there are definitely some good things that have arised from this. i've been knowing that i'm only distracting myself from reality with this game and not making healthy steps towards my goals for myself. like some sort of grim wake up call. (to be cont.)

I fuckin wish people would TW shit. Community spirit isn't hard at all. /nbh (nobody here)

(part 3 of rant #1337 christ i wish there wasn't a character limit cuz i'm now realizing nobody's going to know what i'm talking about.) -i have many fond memories of and genuinely enjoyed anything pressure related. i want nothing to do with it and at the same time you'll have to pry it from my cold dead hands. ik many might consider continuing to play the game as supporting the creator, but i. really do want to separate the art from the artist. with that being said i decided to do a quick run today, the first one since the news came out. i honestly just felt numb and devastated and angry and disappointed and i went through the entire thing without really being present. it's hard to see something the same way after some heinous shit happens, i'll admit. i understand those who want nothing to do with it anymore. pressure's rep is tainted and is about to have it's life support turned off but some annoying little piece of me wants to see this through. maybe sometime in the future it-

I hate everyone. Truly. The only escape from the cage that is my mind is to fuck a middle aged man or to simply die. Neither options are all that socially acceptable. Nevertheless, maybe things will get better? I can only hope. It's been five years. Everywhere I turn, it's the same topic and subject that makes my body freeze, my mind a mess, hands tremble, and makes me want to be consumed by the very foundations of earth itself. It's on the news, on social media, and somehow even gets brought up when simply around family. It's as though God hast forsaken me. This. This is what makes my mind feel atrapped. It's so amazingly overwhelming that seriously, death is a considerable option. Oh may the lord have mercy. —though I'm not actually religious despite the mentions of celestial beings.

part 2 of rant #1377. i know i sound like a ten year old and its selfish and there's more pressing matters...i just. i've been using gaming and specifically (fuck it i'll name drop) pressure to cope with stuff. i found community, made art and shared it, poured hours into it because i loved challenging myself. i've looked forward to playing it nearly every day since oct '25. it helped take the edge off my struggle with social anxiety and chronic depression. oh woe is me, first world problems am i right. these two sides are swirling within me and i feel like a criminal for feeling this way. "there is only one right way to feel about this and if you are sad about pressure being potentially left to rot or keep playing it you're insensitive and 100% support zeal (the scumbag in question)" is what i've gathered so far from the current discussion surrounding this. i feel so fucking guilty for grieving what is essentially the death of my favorite game that-

I have a problem. You see, I like this boy. I'm friends with him now, but it wasn't always like that. We met last year during the school show, talked a little, and eventually I developed a crush on him. Fast forward end of the year, it's gone and I thought I was crush-free. Until this year's show rolled around, and not only are we in the show together, but we're in the same drama class too. I'm friends with his friends including him, so we talk often He'll engage in conversation with me in person, and he's always so expressive that it's hard to tell if he's genuinely interested in me or just being a friend. He's socially awkward which I find adorable, and he takes forever to answer texts, but I cut him slack since never responds dryly. Now why is this a problem? Because he graduates this year, and if I don't tell him, I miss my shot for good. But if I do, I might mess things up forever. Also trying to get over him. I'm so stressed out and I'm losing it, but I'm still in love with him..

head dev of my fav game has severe allegations against him for SA-ing and abusing the *former music composer. if you know you know. i hate it all i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate everyone who excused his actions and was complicit AND continues to be in his horrible, sick plan. fame doesn't change you. it only shows your true colors. "we care about our community standards" MY FUCKING ASS. he never cared. the only thing he cared about was his image and his cash cow. i hate how probably my favorite game of all time was made by absolute scum of the earth. i'm left conflicted and pulled in two different directions: i hurt so much for *them and want to support them in any way i can, and obviously the truth is more important than a stupid roblox game. and at the same time can't fathom this game dropping dead. just like that. im left anxiously waiting on the fate of it. with nobody wanting to touch it with a 100 yard stick, it's highly likely it'll be left to collect dust. fucking hell.

My ma took away my room. yeah.. im a 17 F and im roomless. i have 4 younger sibblings and im so tired, i got in trouble because i skipped classes. i know i made a mistake but im so tired.. at night my 15 brother watches tv in the living room all night, my stepdad works nights and i feel like the no sleep is getting to me.. im so tired

I’m married, i have a child. I still think about my ex. they are married also with children. He messages me, asks me for nudes all the time. I don’t know how to feel.

Im so scared to lose my bf. He looks so in love,but 2 weeks ago he was so obsessed with this famoys person and now sudeently he loves me? Im so scared

She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially I keep on dovin' and lovin' and lovin', na-na these days She said I smell too good, da-da na-na these days I'm just like Stephanie I kiss like Bethany I think we're meant to be But I fucked up, definitely She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially I'm dovin' and lovin', I don't even have to stay I'm dovin' and lovin', I don't need affiliates I miss you, Stephanie I kiss like Bethany And Devany (bro, how many did you kiss?) Her name's not Stephanie She keeps on textin' me Do I like her? No, definitely I'm just like Stephanie Do I like her? Yeah, especially She keeps on textin' me Do I like her?

Idk if smth is wrong with me but my trio always leaves me out. Actually im the 1 leaving myself out cuz i feel like they dont want me around. 1 girl is nice to me and is trying to include me but i feel like shes getting closer to the other girl and is leaves me out too. They also made new friends. 2 other girls. 1 time the teacher told us only 4 ppl could sit in one grp. So they sat together and i sat opposite. Then those 2 girls they were friends with wanted to sit together but there was no place.the tables were like 2 by 2. there were only two empty seats. 1 was the 1 beside me and the other 1 was next to my ex. They were also friends with my friends & wanted to sit with them. So the girl who yk leaves me out told me to move near my ex so those 2 could sit together and w them. I said no cuz i wouldnt want to sit next to my ex. She told me it wasnt that bad and called me dramatic. my pathetic lil shi didnt want them to hate me i let those two sit. I hate my life. i still love them tho

This stupid bitch was bothering me on my birthday and was attacking me and told me to cut it out when i was talking about my mom and i want to chop her up and beat her up. I didn't ask to be bothered and i wasn't even talking to her. This stupid bitch keeps bothering me and tells me there's nothing i can do about it and i want to kill her for it. She lies and says we have a contract. This stupid bitch is bothering me and she keeps bullying me because she says I'm cute and i want to kill her for it. I hate her and I hate all humans. I hate humans because they keep bullying me. I want to kill everyone from the past because they made me so mad. I want to kill who ever calls me cute and who keeps bothering me. I want to kill people who bully me and who judge me. I hate people because I wasn't looking to be judged and they judged me anyway. They make faces at me and they were jerks to me and this is why I hate men. This is why I will never get a guy. I wish they all killed themselves.

The guilt and fear I feel is eating me alive. I'm so angry at myself for not having self-control or discipline. I shouldn't have eaten dinner. Yes I'm angry at myself, but I'm also angry at my mom -- despite telling her that I did not want to eat dinner, she prepared it for me still. I'm so fucking angry because in a way she enabled me to eat: seeing leftovers on the table waiting for me makes me feel bad about wasting food, so in a way I felt like I was also tricked into it. I'm genuinely so frustrated at myself for binging on a bunch of high-calorie shit for a month straight. I'm so angry and upset, that all I can think about is to hurt myself as self-punishment. It is currently 1:30 AM on my end as I'm typing this out. I can't fall asleep with all this pent up emotions in me, and even the multiple attempts to soothe myself through self-harm did not work. I need to punish myself more. I don't know what to do with myself. My own actions drive me to have dangerous thoughts.