All Rants

I think I’m finally done loving more than I’ll ever be loved. I’m tired of this fucking disorder, there’s nothing worse in life than being a borderline piece of shit. I’m just so tired, I think I genuinely want to kill myself rn.

Since 2026 I have caught something nasty or maybe I caught a couple different things back to back. I'm not sure if something is wrong with me or are other people experiencing this too? I haven't had fever, chills, or muscle aches. If anything I've had minor fatigue, bad sinus pressure, running nose, sneezing, but clear mucous and a cough that won't go away. Am I the only one?

Hey yall, tonight I found out my girlfriend broke up with me. We've known each other since second grade and met when we were in the same class, and it was quite literally love at first sight. I made this silly promise when i was 9 (like most kids do with a crush), and said I'd build us a future. Well, I took it quite seriously in following years, and I worked myself to the limit in the shadows so i could be accepted to college early (4 years early, I graduated freshman year). We were happy, our personalities matched, etc. When she found out she was ecstatic, but then I began ramping the intensity up. Taking on more hours, working myself nearly to complete exhaustion to maintain straight A's and make money to build us a future like I promised. I never ignored her and was always there, but she still broke up with me suddenly, saying we never matched? 8 years of my life are currently down the drain and I dont quite know how to feel. I dont know if i can ever love someone that much again

My husband says he doesn’t plan dates because I’m hard to please. I’m AuDHD and have some social difficulties even in my marriage. I am particular and I have to be in the mood for certain activities BUT I am clear about what I want ahead of time, he just doesn’t listen. He planned a date for us this weekend. At the beginning of the week I gave him an activity I would like to do. After spending zero time planning this week, he threw out a totally different plan and something I can’t imagine wanting to do ever. I feel unseen and unheard. He wants me to talk to him about my feeling but when I do, tells me I’m self-centered, selfish and impossible to please. He’s neglected me emotionally and physical for years and I want to stop caring. I can’t afford to leave. I don’t even know if I still love him like a partner.

What makes me rant there is a site called Pinterest which for whatever reason in their minds, they consider pornography two females wearing leotards against each other porno even though they are dressed in their work clothes outside of working for a wrestling promoter that does not have a television contract. Okay Pinterest powers that be I understand what you consider porn if a female model is in her birthday suit looking at the camera. Or having their back turned. My advice to you clowns is that it is one thing to have rules on social media showing images of female nude models might be offensive. But calling two female wrestlers wearing leotards working a wrestling match is like saying that some people from nations that do like the Western values of entertainment a peaceful religion. I guess we senior citizens who remember females working professional wrestling shows wearing leotards are obsolete.

For the past few years my birthday hasn't really felt like a birthday. Like last year my mom said she was going to take me paint balling with my friend. And what do you know she didn't fucking take me, 2 years ago it was literally a cake at my house, my family sang me happy birthday, and that's fucking it, I feel so unwanted. Like the one day of the year felt like a normal ass day, like arnt I suppose to feel special or something? But idk

I have been hiding from my mother that I am Tran ftm and she is very homophobic and when I came out to her when I was a child she screamed and screamed at me soon I have to move in with her in a very conservative town and I don’t know if I will be able to make it.. I have been trying to hide my feelings but it’s so so so so so hard sometimes I have been suicidal for about 3 years now and I have almost committed about 6 times. The only thing that is keeping me alive right now is the thoughts of I will be able to change and be who ever I want when I’m older. I just can’t wait till that day comes.

UGH so the other day I was answering alot of questions correctly in class, and my teacher just got back from the 2 months they took off ( her husband died) and when I answer another question right, she called me to her desk and gave me a chocolate chip cookie ( I don't really like chocolate but for some reason this one was really good) so I ate most of it, then i gave some to my friends, but as we were getting our stuff to go home, my friends keep calling me a fucking nerd, and im like bitch? Just because I got a cookie and I was answering questions correctly, doesn't fucking mean I'm a nerd! Like I know the subjects, I understand it, ITS EASY AS SHIT. AND YET IM THE NERD? ( i also think my classmates are dumb asses because my teacher asked one of my classmates "what's half of a thousand? "and they didn't know)

I don't know how to start this off so im getting straight into the point, I've started to cut my self, not because I feel insecure or stuff like that, I like the feeling of the blade of the knife going into my skin, it feels nice and relaxing to me, I having done it much, but there is a small cut on my left arm. On a different note, I think I have a gore addiction, or like I don't feel anything when watching it or seeing it

stressed stop working in fast paced enviroments if you have anger issues

HE SMILED AT ME. IM KICKING MY FEET AND GIGGLING BRO. I ALSO CAUGHT HIM LOOKING AT ME A COUPLE TIMES AAAAAAAAAAAAA idk why im sharing this but yeah

I really, really hate dating women when I'm straight. I'm straight af, but man, it really is exhausting dating women.

Hi,I've been a porn addict for three years. It's also worse for me since I'm quite young. And I've picked up some bad coping for it,like self-harm,vaping,and polybuzz. I'm just wondering where can I get help,online or in real life. Any help helps.

I cant even explain it. I'm adopted, so I'm not blood relatives to any of my family. But my one cousin is a complete player. He's dated almost every girl in our grade. Today I was working with him in class and he kept putting my hand on his thigh. I felt disgusted because I uncontrollably move my thumb in the rubbing motion. He put his arm on my hand and my hand was stuck. He kept looking *there* and I felt disgusting. I don't know if Im overthinking someone who just likes physical touch (bc I do too!) or if he actually is attracted to me. I don't even know. Im so uncomfortable, and he even told me he doesn't like my boyfriend. I told my bf about the situation and he separated me from my cousin bc he went through almost exactly the same thing (he is closeted trans ftm, so he looks more feminine sometimes). Im so uncomfortable and scared. I don't know what to do.

!!!TW!!! i dont know what to do. everything seems fine in my life, my grades arent bad, my friends are amazing, so why do i still feel like crying everyday when i come home from school? i tried jumping twice before, but stopped myself. im thinking about it again, but also trying to find other mechanisms. i was thinking that maybe cutting could help, but im also trying to find others, but nothing seems good enough. i just want to disappear for a while

It hurts. Over and over again I get attached to emotionally unavailable people. They all acted like they were so obsessed with me at first. The first one was cheating the whole time we were together, I wasn't even his first choice. The second one rejected me and disappeared when I asked him if he ever wanted a serious relationship with me. The third one faded from my life and replaced me with someone else. The most recent one is in an abusive relationship and can't get out, doesn't seem all that willing to get out, even though he says he loves me. And all the ones inbetween. They all acted like they loved me so much. But it never lasts. I'm just a shiny toy to people, and I lose my shine after a while, and that's when they drop me. I'm their object. I'm a doll. I'm so tired. I just want something that works. I want to feel like I'm lovable and the first choice and the only choice. I don't want to worry about being replaced. Please don't leave me. Please don't ever leave me again.

i have been speaking and been going on dates with this one guy for about 4-5 months now, recently he asked me to be his girlfriend and i said yes! he has introduced me to some of his friends and his family, has me as his wallpaper on his phone and has even announced to his coworkers he officially has a gf. it feels great and we have so much in common and i think the world of him. but i have this nagging gut feeling he is seeing someone else, that there's something going on behind my back. I have no reason to, we've both been thru each other's phones and i haven't seen anything that will make me doubt him but i can't shake this feeling. I've been hurt in the past, and I chalk this up to having an anxious attachment style. But idk what to do or what to say, think or feel. We only see each other once every two weeks, and its a 50 min drive to each other, I think this distance doesn't help. I'm sick of feeling like this, like something bad is around the corner and i didn't prepare enough

im so fucking depressed. i feel useless, i wanna have a well paying job but im so fucking dumb, even if i study hard. my family life is hell, i got an abusive mom whos bipolar and a brother who wants to hit me. i try talking to my other family members about my issues but all i get is "i went through that." im so severally tired that i dont wanna wake up, i dont shower, i dont brush my teeth, i smell and i look like a mess. i was so pretty, really really pretty but now since i broke my fucking tooth i look so ugly. im so insecure. i want someone to love me but every guy i talk to is a werido who says something racist and has a brain of a pea. im trynna study but im so dumb to not get anything and when i slip up, i get abused for being "too dumb". i wanna move out soon but im so broke and i have no money to my name. no motivation is helping me, all my friends are fake, im a loser who is severlly chronically online and i have a mentally ill sister and a fucked up family. fuck my life.

I feel lonely and unloved. Everyone can find someone that loves them and I only find partners that don't even love me, I feel like something is wrong with me.

This customer I got today is a fucking bitch. 2 months ago she saw me at a shop and she was like "Hey ur the girl from (my work)" and I was so caught off guard, tired bc I had a long day, and i also interacted with this lady twice in my life at this point. I responded with "I think so" and then I forgot about that day completely. 2 months later, today, she was at my register. Everything is normal, I'm serving her, then she cracks it at me. She says "oh ur the girl I saw at the shop" and she starts getting mad and saying that im a "fucking rude bitch" because I didn't talk to her outside of my work? It was right after school I was still in uniform and I also don't know this lady. Why do you care?! Why are you still pressed?! This happened two months ago. Why are you only bringing it up now? It isnt personal. Omg I've never wanted to slap someone more than her. I genuinely wish the worst for her sour ass sorry ass excuse for a person. I seriously hate her